moodrings
chronically online freak
- May 28, 2023
- 10
its a simple word, one we use casually in conversation.
a simple word and yet i cannot seem to find the courage to actually see tomorrow, or the tomorrow after that.
everything is moving so fast, i was ten, then i was fifteen, and now here i am, stood at my 9-5 job and i cant help but feel like im suffocating. i dont feel like a person anymore, rather, a placeholder for someone else.
Its constant repetition and it moves forward faster than i can take time to acknowledge it. I have to make meaning of this seemingly purposeless life, and yet no matter how much i look, i cant seem to find a single reason.
Maybe there will be a tomorrow i look forward to, but im unsure that will ever come.
a simple word and yet i cannot seem to find the courage to actually see tomorrow, or the tomorrow after that.
everything is moving so fast, i was ten, then i was fifteen, and now here i am, stood at my 9-5 job and i cant help but feel like im suffocating. i dont feel like a person anymore, rather, a placeholder for someone else.
Its constant repetition and it moves forward faster than i can take time to acknowledge it. I have to make meaning of this seemingly purposeless life, and yet no matter how much i look, i cant seem to find a single reason.
Maybe there will be a tomorrow i look forward to, but im unsure that will ever come.
