tomorrow is the day

[The Tablet]

i ordered a case of wine, and it'll arrive tomorrow morning. i'm gonna drink it with seroquel, which should hopefully do the trick, if google is to be trusted.

i'm tired of being overlooked, of being reminded that i don't really matter to anyone asides from when it's convenient. the only times i feel somewhat okay are when i'm asleep. i hate being tricked into thinking there's hope, only to discover that everyone's the fucking same.

Spoiler: ...

of course, i'm not the kind of person to go out quietly, so... if you're bored, or otherwise inclined, feel free to send your regards to @/dogsong on discord. since he won't pay attention otherwise... no pressure, of course ;)

asides from that, i'll keep you updated. hopefully i can down enough wine before my mom wakes up...

a tout le monde, a tout mes amis,
je vous aimes, je dois partir
these are the last words
i'll ever speak
and they'll set me free...

 

[Timothy7dff]

99% chance wine and seroquel will not kill you, imo. I'm not a medical doctor.

 

[Sk1rtd4b]

I highly doubt this will work, along with that, you will have the worst stomachache and headache you have ever had.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I don't think that this is gonna work. Most likely you end up in an ICU and later in a psych ward. I would suggest not to try to this.

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[dolemitedrums]

(a) Like the other poster says, wine and Seroquel ain't gonna do shit. You'll probably just have a really long nap.

(b) Do you really want your mother to find you dead?

 

[blackwave]

I'm sorry, your chosen method doesn't seem very reliable, I understand you are desperate, but maybe you need take time to search more about methods which will be more effective to get what you're looking for

 

[whycantthiswork]

cant find an article where someone OD on Seroquel stay a little longer and find a reliable method, or dont try to do it

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope that you find freedom from all the suffering, best wishes.