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sems

sems

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Dec 30, 2025
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I've got no one in my real life to write a note to or say a goodbye to. No family, no friends. So I guess this is the next best thing.

I spent most of my savings on getting a gun for purposes of ctb. I'm so happy and excited, I sincerely haven't felt this good and sure about something in my entire life, I feel elated at the realistic prospect of finally getting to leave with no pain and no chance to turn back. I'm SO happy I literally cannot describe the feeling. I've enjoyed lurking here, and I'll continue to lurk here in spirit. Wish me luck on the other side!
 
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far from glory

far from glory

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Dec 27, 2025
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I've got no one in my real life to write a note to or say a goodbye to. No family, no friends. So I guess this is the next best thing.

I spent most of my savings on getting a gun for purposes of ctb. I'm so happy and excited, I sincerely haven't felt this good and sure about something in my entire life, I feel elated at the realistic prospect of finally getting to leave with no pain and no chance to turn back. I'm SO happy I literally cannot describe the feeling. I've enjoyed lurking here, and I'll continue to lurk here in spirit. Wish me luck on the other side!
Hello dear friend, could we talk privately?
 
far from glory

far from glory

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Dec 27, 2025
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Try to start a conversation with me.
 
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Fabled Oblivion

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Mar 6, 2021
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You do seem sure of what you want i get people want to talk and make sure but everyone wants something different the main thing is you are sure and have looked at all options if this is what you want i wish you are happy with your choice I struggle with what I want and want to ctb b7t just cant through fear but I work to understand me and feel life ctb is best honestly so understand what you want in the peace on being gone
 
sadgirl1997

sadgirl1997

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Mar 13, 2026
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Wishing you luck and peace no matter what.
 
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Matchaaa

Please excuse any tone misunderstandings,thank you
Dec 10, 2025
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Good luck. I hope you find peace no matter what decision you make.
 
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theDunce

theDunce

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Feb 18, 2026
48
You sound ready to go. What type of gun did you get? When are you thinking about doing it?
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I hope you find the freedom you search for.
 
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purebliss

purebliss

"Just be happy" =)
Mar 3, 2026
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I've got no one in my real life to write a note to or say a goodbye to. No family, no friends. So I guess this is the next best thing.

I spent most of my savings on getting a gun for purposes of ctb. I'm so happy and excited, I sincerely haven't felt this good and sure about something in my entire life, I feel elated at the realistic prospect of finally getting to leave with no pain and no chance to turn back. I'm SO happy I literally cannot describe the feeling. I've enjoyed lurking here, and I'll continue to lurk here in spirit. Wish me luck on the other side!
Good luck and may you find a better life on the other side:heart:
I will join you very soon <3
 
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halfstay

halfstay

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Feb 4, 2026
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hope you're free and at peace now <3
 
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killawithme

killawithme

empty.
Jan 2, 2026
32
question: could you make peace with yourself?
 

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