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shijimahead

shijimahead

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Apr 27, 2023
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today's finally the day I'll CTB. and I'm so excited and happy to finally be able to rest. enjoy a world where happiness can truly be felt.

as maybe some of y'all may notice, I had made a post about CTB some months ago. I was put into a psych ward immediately after some days and we're just released some weeks ago.

I just wanna say, I'm happy to finally be able to let go.

(also, my life is basically fucked at this point so there's no reason to keep on living)

will be dead at 1am Guatemala Time.

love y'all ❤️
 
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maniac116

maniac116

My own worst enemy🌹💔
Aug 10, 2024
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I hope your transition is smooth & painless and that you find love & peace🌹💔
 
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kiki <3

kiki <3

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Mar 26, 2023
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i hope it is as peaceful as possible. 🤍
 
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Aug 26, 2024
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I hope you find the peace you want :heart:
 
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pedrbel8805

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Sep 14, 2024
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My best wishes for you. Excuse me, What method do you plan to use?
 
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ThatGuyOverThere

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Apr 25, 2024
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Good luck, Wish you well on what ever method you chose.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I hope that you find peace from all the suffering, best wishes.
 
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opheliaoveragain

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Jun 2, 2024
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Wishing you relief and peace<3
 
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Mar 2, 2024
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Wish luck and peace
 
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shijimahead

shijimahead

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Apr 27, 2023
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My best wishes for you. Excuse me, What method do you plan to use?
partial suspension.
today's finally the day I'll CTB. and I'm so excited and happy to finally be able to rest. enjoy a world where happiness can truly be felt.

as maybe some of y'all may notice, I had made a post about CTB some months ago. I was put into a psych ward immediately after some days and we're just released some weeks ago.

I just wanna say, I'm happy to finally be able to let go.

(also, my life is basically fucked at this point so there's no reason to keep on living)

love y'all ❤️
also, will take my life at 1am Guatemala Time.
 
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locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

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Apr 15, 2022
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I hope your method goes ok for you and delivers you peace.
 
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