
Suizid
i don't want to be here
- Sep 17, 2025
- 41
I would get some Chinese food. Go to my favorite lake with my bike and just lay there and feel the Sun on my skin while listening to my favorite music one last time. I won't say goodbye to anyone. I did that in my last attempt and i failed. I would drink beers and smoke cigarettes, haven't had alcohol in 8 years. When it get's dark and no one is around anymore, i hop in my paddle boat and swim to the middle of the lake. There i would do it. My method will probably be fentanyl OD mixed with Benzos and the alcohol before.