Discussion Tired

[deadinsideforever]

I just feel like I can't go on, I had a few days where ctb wasn't the first thought of the day. I've had olanzapine teva added to my other meds, was starting to think I could wait to ctb until my son graduates uni next year but the urge to do it sooner is really strong. I feel like it could just be something I do on the spur of the moment. I just feel so hopeless.

 

[A Retarded Demon]

Have you tried going to a therapist? I know they aren't fantastic but then can help with the spur of the moment thinking

 

[orlandom]

I'm tired. Also.

 

[deadinsideforever]

Have you tried going to a therapist? I know they aren't fantastic but then can help with the spur of the moment thinking

Been there, done that. Tried so many different therapies. Nothing seems to work for long

 

[A Retarded Demon]

Been there, done that. Tried so many different therapies. Nothing seems to work for long

The only other advice i could give would be try do something fun with your son try look at a holiday at least when this covid stuff is finally gone.

 

[deadinsideforever]

I'm tired. Also.

I'm tired. Also.

Feels like there's a mountain to climb and I don't have the correct gear to do it. I'm sorry you are feeling the same

The only other advice j could give would be try do something fun with your son try look at a holiday at least when this covid stuff is finally gone.

Ah if only I weren't disabled and had money but thanks for the thought

 

[FuneralCry]

Same. Tired is exactly how I feel. Existing is simply hard work. I would love to fall into an eternal sleep. I hope you can find some sort of relief.

 

[WornOutLife]

I can relate.
Sometimes, I think I can actually try to keep on living for some more yeras and then ctb but some others I just wanna get the hell out of this blue rock impulsively.

 

[elfgyoza]

Tired is definitely the way I'd describe how I feel too. Existing is so tiring, it's hard work. I'm too lazy to exist