DavideKals
A living disappointment
- Jun 16, 2023
- 14
Everyday, I wake up to nothing but to get pissed off and commute to work...
I have to listen to at least 40 people complaining about issues or they take their anger out on me and how entitled they are..
Forced to deal with people I don't even like talking to or dealing with, they bother me at anytime they could or have the chance to.
After a dreadful 9 hours shift, I get to go back home and then contemplate my life and ask myself "what did I do wrong" and what should I have done with everything being distant.
I don't get to have time for myself anymore, barely enough time to sleep for the next working day.
And when I have time to myself, I have to pretend to be someone else instead of being me or I'll get sentenced for it or killed, why? because I'm just gay.
Not even CTB methods are available except very painful methods that could be done, can't even have a peaceful one. Fuck this.
I have to listen to at least 40 people complaining about issues or they take their anger out on me and how entitled they are..
Forced to deal with people I don't even like talking to or dealing with, they bother me at anytime they could or have the chance to.
After a dreadful 9 hours shift, I get to go back home and then contemplate my life and ask myself "what did I do wrong" and what should I have done with everything being distant.
I don't get to have time for myself anymore, barely enough time to sleep for the next working day.
And when I have time to myself, I have to pretend to be someone else instead of being me or I'll get sentenced for it or killed, why? because I'm just gay.
Not even CTB methods are available except very painful methods that could be done, can't even have a peaceful one. Fuck this.
