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lonergirl_26

Student
Sep 1, 2024
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I want to die. I know for a fact that is the only way I will ever be happy. But I have anxiety and can't even die without over thinking. I don't know why I'm not scared of death but I just can't do it. It feels like the only way it will end is if I just let my ed take over or is someone else does it for me.
 
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justpathetic

Pathetic
Sep 15, 2024
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I want to die. I know for a fact that is the only way I will ever be happy. But I have anxiety and can't even die without over thinking. I don't know why I'm not scared of death but I just can't do it. It feels like the only way it will end is if I just let my ed take over or is someone else does it for me.
Totally understand so sad you feel this way
 

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