This might be extremely stupid of me but do you think just trying a small (1g or less?) amount of SN to test it is a bad idea?

[NotWhatIExpected]

There are threads of folks ingesting SN to test, as others said here it is inadvisable. Testing with a large amount of salt can also be harmful if not deadly.

I too have sought to familiarize myself with the method and kept a journal. I link it here. Please note others' comments gave good advice that kept me from making harmful errors.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/the-good-and-effed-sn-preparation-and-practice-journal.31458/

Edit: I note that you edited the OP from 1g to a small dab. Up to you whether to take the risk. If you do, which I do not advise, be sure to flush with a lot of water to (hopefully) stop any negative effects.

Hey so I just tried the 25g of table salt in 50ml of water and I don't have a very strong urge to throw up at all (or whatever 2 tablespoons of table salt is--I plan on doing two tablespoons of SN to get 25g even though on one occasion I read that three teaspoons is the needed amount)

About to taste two grains of SN

Edit: Ended up taking like 15 or so grains, possibly more

Definitely tasted like a chemical but not a very striking taste sensation in the little I had (I imagine my SN is bona fide, it appears to be)

Feeling pretty good but a little light-headed, could easily be placebo effect though

No clue how an actual 25g dose would be

Kind of sad though;

While with a totally sure method I could have ensured that those I leave behind (on any level) have a smooth fallout from my potential fate of suicide, now I've been stressing even wondering if it'll work well at all--which clouds your vision and probably doesn't lead to the best
Tbh I'm very curious to try more but I know I'm playing with fire

Out of curiosity, what would happen if you just had 25g of dry sodium nitrite? Would you still die?

 

[k75]

You're playing a very dangerous game here. I can't tell you what to do, of course, but I really think you should stop while you're ahead.

Some things are unknowable until you actually do them and you just have to accept that and have faith. If you don't trust it, maybe this isn't the right method for you.

But yes, it would probably still kill you, and I can't imagine it would be easy to choke down. Ever try eating dry salt?

 

[GoodPersonEffed]

Of course you would still die.

I'm really concerned at this point, @NotWhatIExpected. You haven't researched measurements when lots of posts discuss how much 25 mg is. I won't answer your question because you do your own thing anyway, and you're totally allowed to do that, I just don't wanna play anymore.

I don't understand why you threaten to do self-destructive things, ask for advice, and then do exactly what you admit is playing with fire. It's draining. For my own well-being, I just gotta walk away and let you do you, because you already do anyway. That's your right, it's in your yard. I'm going to go tend my own yard and quit worrying about yours. I truly wish you and your yard well. Take care.

 

[NotWhatIExpected]

Most posts say 25g of SN is equivalent to two teaspoons but I distinctly remember one post (I'm pretty sure on this site) that said "3 teaspoons", which I found odd

So it's primarily about SN salt in water being easier to consume? I was wondering if it was that or maybe your body absorbed it more fully if you drink the SN in water

You don't have to answer me on that one

You're playing a very dangerous game here. I can't tell you what to do, of course, but I really think you should stop while you're ahead.

Some things are unknowable until you actually do them and you just have to accept that and have faith. If you don't trust it, maybe this isn't the right method for you.

But yes, it would probably still kill you, and I can't imagine it would be easy to choke down. Ever try eating dry salt?

I don't think I want to trust faith alone in this, particularly as I had a fairly blind amount of faith in partial hanging, which I found to be painful, but I won't get into right now

I think I also didn't want to have literally no conception of what SN might be like

On the other hand, the urge to throw up after a sip of beer vs 12 beers is way different

I think that's the end of my experimenting with it, though

 

[Deleted member 14386]

Most posts say 25g of SN is equivalent to two teaspoons but I distinctly remember one post (I'm pretty sure on this site) that said "3 teaspoons", which I found odd

So it's primarily about SN salt in water being easier to consume? I was wondering if it was that or maybe your body absorbed it more fully if you drink the SN in water

You don't have to answer me on that one

I don't think I want to trust faith alone in this, particularly as I had a fairly blind amount of faith in partial hanging, which I found to be painful, but I won't get into right now

I think I also didn't want to have literally no conception of what SN might be like

On the other hand, the urge to throw up after a sip of beer vs 12 beers is way different

I think that's the end of my experimenting with it, though

I'm glad, you are playing with literal death. Trust science instead then. Read the successful and unsuccessful reports, they were quoted in this same a different thread. Most of the suvivors either called emegency services or alerted people close to them. Seems like most people who plan it out properly, do the meto/antacid regime and are alone, are successful.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...nd-experiences-information-google-docs.29900/

 

[NotWhatIExpected]

I'm glad, you are playing with literal death. Trust science instead then. Read the successful and unsuccessful reports, they were quoted in this same a different thread. Most of the suvivors either called emegency services or alerted people close to them. Seems like most people who plan it out properly, do the meto/antacid regime and are alone, are successful.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...nd-experiences-information-google-docs.29900/

Still stinks that we don't actually know for a fact what that experience is like

Although I understand why that is also kind of ghastly (or at least I think I do, I'm not sure)

To be honest I just started to get really unconfident after Mystic Perception talked about the horrible burning sensation in her stomach and I needed at least some firsthand knowledge

I personally would guess she is not a genuine account (although that could mean she's a pro-lifer who's never tried it or perhaps actually one who has tried but was intentionally revived and is now trying to misconstrue what it felt like, to scare us away)

In any case though, maybe with 25g my stomach actually would burn a lot, I don't actually know

That's all I'll say right this second, I think

Edit: I think another thing that bothers me is that even if sodium nitrite actually does (the way I end up doing it, at least) offer a painless (or somewhat painless) death, I might live in a more confident way, but then somehow lose access to SN and have my life really come to haunt me (I don't mean I'll do anything bad, but I might for instance take more of an economic risk or a perhaps a job that ends up more stressful. Maybe I'll come across as more self-assured than someone in my situation really should be, and thus give a false sense of confidence to anyone who ever thinks I have an okay way of doing things)

 

[waterbottleman]

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This might be extremely stupid of me but do you think just trying a small (like a 'shallow' dab of the dust on my fingertip) of SN to get a sense of what it would be like would be a bad idea?

I don't want to go into the experience completely blind if that's what I end up choosing

Do you think it would be better to take a few otc painkillers and a few of my weak otc anti-emetic pills with it? Don't currently have otc antacids although I could easily get them

That's not a good idea.

I forgot who it was, but another user already tried this. He made a thread about it saying he took a really small dose just to "try it", way smaller than the typical 20g dose recommended here without the intention of killing himself. He ended up puking, passing out, and almost dying. I think he said the only reason he lived is that his roommate quickly found him.

The thread wasn't made too long ago, maybe a month or two ago so if you search for it you can probably find it.

Moral of the story is only ingest SN if you know you want to die, the stuff is really lethal and dangerous even in low doses.

 

[Quarky00]

Most posts say 25g of SN is equivalent to two teaspoons but I distinctly remember one post (I'm pretty sure on this site) that said "3 teaspoons", which I found odd

Not all teaspoons are created equal .

This was the problem from the first place , and the reason Stan (and others) were reluctant to give teaspoon quantity .

To be honest I just started to get really unconfident after Mystic Perception talked about the horrible burning sensation in her stomach and I needed at least some firsthand knowledge

Did you read success/fail stories ? Each person reports a different pain or distressful discomfort . Each testimony creates new anxiety wave among members .

 

[Deleted member 14386]

Any way to ctb is often painful, it's just a matter of how much. 10 mins of a burning sensation and going to sleep doesn't worry me as much as the other methods. If I have some oxys and xanax I'll be flying high anyways!

 

[NotWhatIExpected]

Not all teaspoons are created equal .

This was the problem from the first place , and the reason Stan (and others) were reluctant to give teaspoon quantity .


Did you read success/fail stories ? Each person reports a different pain or distressful discomfort . Each testimony creates new anxiety wave among members .

I read them

The process of taking SN seems confusing and uncertain in itself, but I think that's compounded even more by possible secret pro-life accounts trying to spread panic and possible disinformation to deter people (which I think causes suffering)

Yes "heaping teaspoons" vs regular teaspoons, I think I asked which was the right type in another thread but got no answer (I'm leaning towards more of a heaping teaspoon)

Any way to ctb is often painful, it's just a matter of how much. 10 mins of a burning sensation and going to sleep doesn't worry me as much as the other methods. If I have some oxys and xanax I'll be flying high anyways!

A shotgun to the brain stem I really doubt is painful

That's so quick

Even hypoxia seems painless if people don't even realize that it's happening to them

I had an awful experience trying to partial hang myself so I know that suicide methods can be unexpectedly really painful, but some are most definitely less painful than others

 

[Quarky00]

The process of taking SN seems confusing and uncertain in itself, but I think that's compounded even more by possible secret pro-life accounts trying to spread panic and possible disinformation to deter people (which I think causes suffering)

How do testimonies of members relate to pro-life accounts? That is misinformation in itself ;)

I understand you have no bad intentions but you really confuse things (over several threads lol). More thoughtful approach is welcomed

 

[ViroMajor]

I personally would guess she is not a genuine account (although that could mean she's a pro-lifer who's never tried it or perhaps actually one who has tried but was intentionally revived and is now trying to misconstrue what it felt like, to scare us away)

Her testimonial is one of the not so common lengthy feedback also backed up by another long-time member following the event from afar.
Head over to @Moonicide 3rd party's report, which shares some similar confirmation. It is described she experienced a burning throat, put her hands on her belly after searching for relief from a laying down position and later worded "fuck" x3.
I'm tempted to believe both stories are very much coherent and that if you're lucky enough to avoid irritation in the throat, a burning stomach is a likely symptom contender to prepare for, if in denial to expect it in every case.

If you stick to PN "warnings", during conferences he mentions the taste inviting to nausea as the number one concern, and seems to insist on it more than when he does with N, then secondly an eventual mild headache as nothing worrisome.
Pretty much his picture seem incomplete. For instance, he can't help to mention a possible intoxicating almost euphoric effect that few if at all experiencers reported around here. It's like EI focus on gathered info from external observations until now, whereas SS collected feedback emitting from the persons concerned themselves. Up to you who you believe, but the occurences' count balance shows a real variance of reactions to SN

 

[saintives]

Is it possible to die with just 5mg? what if u just took that to die instead of the massive amounts that dr. says