This is goodbye?

[heavysoul]

Ok, I've had a rollercoaster today, and for the past while. I've known I wanted to ctb but I didn't know if everything would come together or when. But it looks like tonight is the night? I'm doing SN, I've been fasting for about 6 hours now, so very soon it's go time.

I guess I want to say thank you to this forum. I was ambivalent on my feelings about this forum's effects at first but I think it's essentially harm reduction for those who are suicidal. So yeah, thank you to everyone who's compiled resource threads, shared their experiences, showed compassion, and generally left a positive impact on here.

I may leave updates in the replies, maybe not. But damn, let's hope this shit works and see yall on the other side.

 

[jordan6243]

Good luck in your choice heavy soul. As your name implies it's a tough time you're going through. I understand how you're feeling and hope you find relief.

 

[Halfhourdays]

This feels hasty.

 

[heavysoul]

This feels hasty.

Hey you don't know me man

 

[Halfhourdays]

Hey you don't know me man

I'm sorry, I didn't mean anything offensive.

 

[BeijaFlor]

i'll meet you at the curtain call...

 

[LonelyMe]

I wish you the best We will be here for you if you change your mind.

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope you find peace, I wish you the best.

 

[unscrewedmoon999]

I hope your exit is painless and quick. May you find peace and an end to your suffering. I wish you all the best. Goodbye.