The urge to leave everyone behind

[ImNotReal]

Maaaan I want to just stop talking to all my friends so bad. I don't really think I deserve who I have with me now. And I would like to hurt them all less of whenever I do eventually kill myself. I don't want to feel human connection anymore

 

[getoutgirl]

Hi again. I did exactly that for the same reason! Haven't seen any of them in months. Exchanged maybe a text every 2 months or so so they don't get too worried, else they ask my family, but honestly I'm just here hoping they forget about me. Would not recommend it but I totally get it hell I gave in to it, not that worth it.

 

[StrugglingSienna]

I feel you. I haven't talked to my friends in 6 months. They haven't reached out to me in that time. I don't know if I feel hurt or glad that they're not worried about me that much. I know they'll all go to my funeral. I should visit them all at least one more time. God, I hate wondering about this shit. I should just fucking reach out. But it's been 6 months, it will be so awkward. I hate this. The friend issue is the one thing with ctb that I feel completely lost on.

 

[webb&flow]

I feel you. I haven't talked to my friends in 6 months. They haven't reached out to me in that time. I don't know if I feel hurt or glad that they're not worried about me that much. I know they'll all go to my funeral. I should visit them all at least one more time. God, I hate wondering about this shit. I should just fucking reach out. But it's been 6 months, it will be so awkward. I hate this. The friend issue is the one thing with ctb that I feel completely lost on.

Go visit them!! Best of luck!! Don't think, just do ;)

 

[dead-orchids]

I've been doing that. I haven't reached out to any friends/family in months. But they haven't reached out either

 

[T-Heart]

One step closer to being totally anonymous.