a.n.kirillov

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Really? Come on ...

Three finish girls taught me those, who suddenly appeared out of the bushes, in the middle of the night, drunk, in a national park.

My finnish vocabulary consist only of perkele, satana and vittu.
 
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Epsilon0

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You seem to be meeting a lot of interesting people in the dead of the night. Jesus, Finnish ladies... who else?

The first one is a swear word, so I take it the other two don't mean "nice to make your acquaintance."
 
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Sweden is the one I country up there I sadly haven't visited yet.

If I ever do, I'll let you know beforehand, so you can make your memorable midnight appearance.
 
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Flying high in the anxiety sky. 3AM panic attacks are proof that life is a gift, aren't they...

Can anyone tell me joke I might die laughing from?
 
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Flying high in the anxiety sky. 3AM panic attacks are proof that life is a gift, aren't they...

Can anyone tell me joke I might die laughing from?
Life is the gift that either gets thrown in the trash or re-gifted under a different wrapper. Because, let's face it, trying to actually use it is always disastrous, like that swanky new 'automatic food slicer' that jams in a week and gets smashed in a bout of fury.
 
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Trying get through this day. At least the weather is perfect today.
 
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Unreal engine now supports PS5 and the new Xbox that's on the way! @RM5998
 
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Unreal engine now supports PS5 and the new Xbox that's on the way! @RM5998
Time to start learning a new engine, I guess... At least it's C++ based, so I have some previous experience.
 
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Time to start learning a new engine, I guess... At least it's C++ based, so I have some previous experience.
I haven't seen anything about Unity supporting it yet. Aren't you a GoDot user?
 
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I haven't seen anything about Unity supporting it yet. Aren't you a GoDot user?
Yep, I am... I think I've gotten somewhat comfortable with using Godot. Unity was a shitshow for me, I'm happy to have switched from that.
 
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Yep, I am... I think I've gotten somewhat comfortable with using Godot. Unity was a shitshow for me, I'm happy to have switched from that.
Unity has been my main go to but I'm fairly verse in Unreal and Gamemaker as well. Unity does have its quarks but all engines do really.
 
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No, finding a reason for people to live is a philosopher's job. And all they've done for the past hundred years or so is declare that no, you don't have a good enough inherent reason to exist, but you should live anyway, because... I don't know. Some sort of a cop-out, I bet.

:pfff:

The YouTube bit and the stair bit made me lol as well.

I think it needs some editing, too many adjectives at times for my taste and the ending felt a little abrupt. The concept is very cool though and I liked the arguing between the narrator and protagonist.

and you don't seem to be a fan of the dash – which is a shame, since dashes are great – – – – – – here take those and edit them in.
 
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No, finding a reason for people to live is a philosopher's job. And all they've done for the past hundred years or so is declare that no, you don't have a good enough inherent reason to exist, but you should live anyway, because... I don't know. Some sort of a cop-out, I bet.

:pfff:

The YouTube bit and the stair bit made me lol as well.

I think it needs some editing, too many adjectives at times for my taste and the ending felt a little abrupt. The concept is very cool though and I liked the arguing between the narrator and protagonist.
Thanks a lot, really appreciate you going through it! I'll have another look to see how I can rephrase some of it.
 
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That warm fuzzy feeling you get... when the liquor starts to kick in.
 
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That warm fuzzy feeling you get... when the liquor starts to kick in.
I know brother. It is the closest I ever get to feeling human anymore.
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Aside from my recent self experiment with N, which was even better.
 
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I know brother. It is the closest I ever get to feeling human anymore.
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Aside from my recent self experiment with N, which was even better.
Oh, please do share, are you micro dosing N or something?
 
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Oh, please do share, are you micro dosing N or something?
Nope, but I tried ~100mg. I hadn't felt this at ease since my early childhood. It's a good drug. Too good.
 
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Nope, but I tried ~100mg. I hadn't felt this at ease since my early childhood. It's a good drug. Too good.
It's amazing how different drugs can induce such euphoria. If only there was a less destructive way. Even my happiest moments in life have paled in comparison to the effects of certain substances.
 
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It's amazing how different drugs can induce such euphoria. If only there was a less destructive way. Even my happiest moments in life have paled in comparison to the effects of certain substances.
What was the best one
 
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Ah crap I just dropped my loo roll in the crapper. How? I've never done that in my life? Cudda sold that on eBay.:pfff:
 
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What was the best one
That's a very tough question as it's rather subjective. I've used nearly every substance known to man with the exception of crack, heroin, and meth. I'll never touch those 3 even though I've been given the opportunity.

Cocaine, Extacy, and raw black tar Opium were very euphoric for me. I tend to steer more towards Hallucinogenics nowadays and have a deep affinity towards Peyote, Mushrooms, and Ayahuasca.
 
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That's a very tough question as it's rather subjective. I've used nearly every substance known to man with the exception of crack, heroin, and meth. I'll never touch those 3 even though I've been given the opportunity.

Cocaine, Extacy, and raw black tar Opium were very euphoric for me. I tend to steer more towards Hallucinogenics nowadays and have a deep affinity towards Peyote, Mushrooms, and Ayahuasca.
So you have been to places most people will never go.

I'll never touch those things. Meditation, Cannabis and reality itself have almost made me loose my mind in the past; I'm afraid it wouldn't go well.
 
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So you have been to places most people will never go.

I'll never touch those things. Meditation, Cannabis and reality itself have almost made me loose my mind in the past; I'm afraid it wouldn't go well.
Marijuana and meditation are always great!

Peyote, Psychedelic Truffles, and Mushrooms can be rather mild and forgiving to the uninitiated Psychonaut. I'd recommend the experience atleast once in your life.

LSD, PCP, and Ayahuasca are for a seasoned professional. There are a myriad of other manmade Hallucinogenic substances as well. But they tend to be unforgiving and generally risky.
 
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Ah crap I just dropped my loo roll in the crapper. How? I've never done that in my life? Cudda sold that on eBay.:pfff:
You can drop anything into the toilet. I've dropped my keys, my vape, my phone, books, sunglasses, ... basically everything but my passport into the toilet in the past.
Marijuana and meditation are always great!

Peyote, Psychedelic Truffles, and Mushrooms can be rather mild and forgiving to the uninitiated Psychonaut. I'd recommend the experience atleast once in your life.

LSD, PCP, and Ayahuasca are for a seasoned professional. There are a myriad of other manmade Hallucinogenic substances as well. But they tend to be unforgiving and generally risky.
Yeah mushrooms is what I plan on doing, should I ever muster up the courage. I think cannabis made me fear psychedelics.
 
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