waterstrider

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When Covid was starting out and my work place was still open...I had to take a lot of extra shifts for people canceling because the were afraid of the virus.
Did not get much more money for 12 hour shifts. Fuck the system!

Also: Take a look at my favorites game - might be a fun new one for some :hihi: (I just like the games here and want to play with others)
 
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Being awake is sooo exhausting...
 
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Cheers Loungers!

S66Q
 
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Squiddy

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Hey everyone :)
 
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Mornin. Snowing here. Won't stick yet, but hey.
 
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Hey Squiddy, how are you doing? :)
I'm doing pretty good :) been talking to this one great guy I met off a dating app and we talked on the phone for over 4 hrs last night and I enjoyed every second of it
 
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Hi All,

I have binge watched Unsolved Mysteries I am working my way through series 9, I have a thread in the of topic section I have linked YouTube video's to the supernatual episodes some really interesting stories if your interested in that sort of thing.

Cheers

Geo
 
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I'm doing pretty good :) been talking to this one great guy I met off a dating app and we talked on the phone for over 4 hrs last night and I enjoyed every second of it
Squiddy has scored! Woo-hoo! :hihi:

Hi All,

I have binge watched Unsolved Mysteries I am working my way through series 9, I have a thread in the of topic section I have linked YouTube video's to the supernatual episodes some really interesting stories if your interested in that sort of thing.

Cheers

Geo
I appear to have been binge watching Wheeler Dealers :pfff:
 
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Really trying to resist the urge to drink today, but it's all I can think about. I think I just need to stay busy.
 
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I'm doing pretty good :) been talking to this one great guy I met off a dating app and we talked on the phone for over 4 hrs last night and I enjoyed every second of it
I'm happy for you Squiddy! Sounds great! :hug: :hug: :heart: :heart:
 
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Really trying to resist the urge to drink today, but it's all I can think about. I think I just need to stay busy.
Quarky and I always shared a joke, based on one of his ironic experiences; that the universe was mocking us.

Today, I saw that. I had ordered two bottles of wine. I only had one delivered. I laughed and thought of Quarky. It was as if the universe had said "Underscore, you know you will drink both bottles, so I'm going to stop you getting one for your own benefit. And by the way nenarnenar!"
I've now had one bottle of wine and I feel fine but I need more and I'm not going to get it. Maybe someone is looking out for me. Yeah, I know that's bollox but I'm a sentimental sod so humour me. :sunglasses:
 
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Let's all gather up at the SS lounge for NYE. @Jumper Geo as the DJ.
 
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Hi everyone.
 
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Quarky and I always shared a joke, based on one of his ironic experiences; that the universe was mocking us.

Today, I saw that. I had ordered two bottles of wine. I only had one delivered. I laughed and thought of Quarky. It was as if the universe had said "Underscore, you know you will drink both bottles, so I'm going to stop you getting one for your own benefit. And by the way nenarnenar!"
I've now had one bottle of wine and I feel fine but I need more and I'm not going to get it. Maybe someone is looking out for me. Yeah, I know that's bollox but I'm a sentimental sod so humour me. :sunglasses:
Gods, now I'm emotional and in tears. @BPD_LE @Quarky00 I miss them so much. I want them back. They left and I couldn't honour them at any memorial. I couldn't even have a wake and tell their story. Her anniversary is coming up and I can't believe it's been a year. I want them both back and to sit in the pub with them, have a few beers and watch them argue! (Oh they would have argued those two, even as they laughed).
Time passes so fast for me now, so much faster all the time, I swear there is something wrong with time and it's not just relative. I blinked and it was a year later. I'm scared to blink again for fear of what next I might lose.
 
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@sadworld lets get this party started then :hug: :heart: :hug::heart:
 
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@Squiddy how is the keto going?
 
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Hello all
 
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@Squiddy how is the keto going?
It's going pretty good. Down to 200, though I'm hoping to be below in a few days. My grandma's a bit concerned I'm not eating enough, but I'm just not hungry lately.
 
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It's going pretty good. Down to 200, though I'm hoping to be below in a few days. My grandma's a bit concerned I'm not eating enough, but I'm just not hungry lately.
I'm glad to hear you're still sticking it out and that you're seeing results!
 
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It's going pretty good. Down to 200, though I'm hoping to be below in a few days. My grandma's a bit concerned I'm not eating enough, but I'm just not hungry lately.
200 what? I imagine you were hungry coming off carbs, glad to hear you aren't now. If I ever do try keto I shall be asking advice and tips. I think you are pretty brave for doing it, it's not an easy diet.
 
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Squiddy

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200 what? I imagine you were hungry coming off carbs, glad to hear you aren't now. If I ever do try keto I shall be asking advice and tips. I think you are pretty brave for doing it, it's not an easy diet.
Yeah it is pretty hard and tonight, I had to walk past the delicious cakes in the store :(
 
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