MichaelNomad123
Jesus
- Oct 15, 2020
- 433
Noice. I've been trying to get a hold of a little something something for a month now.About to get high in the next hour. Peace at last
Squiddy
Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
- Sep 4, 2019
- 5,903
I'm now high. Suicidal thoughts went from a 6.5 to a 2 :)
MichaelNomad123
Jesus
- Oct 15, 2020
- 433
A fine result sir. Enjoy.
Brick In The Wall
2M Or Not 2B.
- Oct 30, 2019
- 25,158
Squiddy
Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
- Sep 4, 2019
- 5,903
Starting to come down a little
K-O
FU(KOFFEE
- Apr 16, 2020
- 1,462
yo blacky!! ( @Good4Nothing ) hang with me pls?
i missed my docs appointment today.. too knackered for that bs..
i missed my docs appointment today.. too knackered for that bs..
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Squiddy
Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
- Sep 4, 2019
- 5,903
Last night was a lot of fun while it lasted. I wish I could have fun like that every night
K-O
FU(KOFFEE
- Apr 16, 2020
- 1,462
night night ss.. leaving u with some Israeli top notch stuff from my teenage years
Not sure if I'm allowed to give links to things so apologies if not, but these garments are pretty cool:
www.lightinthebox.com
Wish I could get these in the UK.
LightInTheBox - Global Online Shopping for Dresses, Home & Garden, Electronics, Wedding Apparel
A professional and reliable online shopping center providing a variety of hot selling products at reasonable prices and shipping them globally.
Wish I could get these in the UK.
Sockeye Salmon
Student
- Mar 28, 2018
- 118
CAN 1 THING JUST GO FUCKING RIGHT ALREADY??
WHEN YOU'RE FEELING ABSOULTELY SHIT YOU'D EXPECT THE MOST MUNDANE THINGS TO GO RIGHT, BUT NO...
GETTING A GLASS OF MILK TO MAKE YOURSELF FEEL BETTER? HOW ABOUT YOUR TABLE FALL APART SPILL THAT GLASS OF MILK WITH IT TOO?
GOING TO THE BATHROOM? HOW ABOUT YOU ALMOST SLIP AND BREAK YOUR FOOT?
PLANNING ON RELAXING ON THE INTERNET? HOW ABOUT A THUNDERSTORM THAT SHORTS THE NETWORK?
LIKE HOLY SHIT EVERYTHING'S BEEN ABSOLUTELY FUCKING SHIT AND I'M TRYING TO MAKE MYSELF FEEL BETTER SLOWLY BUT IT FEELS LIKE EVERYTHING'S OUT TO GET ME AND I CAN'T EVEN ENJOY THE SLIGHTEST THINGS WITHOUT IT GOING ABSOLUTELY FUCKING HORRIBLE. FUCK EVERYTHING. WHAT'S NEXT? ME GETTING COVID AND NOT DYING BUT STILL GETTING ALL THE TERRIBLE SIDE EFFECTS OF IT?
FUCK EVERYTHING.
WHEN YOU'RE FEELING ABSOULTELY SHIT YOU'D EXPECT THE MOST MUNDANE THINGS TO GO RIGHT, BUT NO...
GETTING A GLASS OF MILK TO MAKE YOURSELF FEEL BETTER? HOW ABOUT YOUR TABLE FALL APART SPILL THAT GLASS OF MILK WITH IT TOO?
GOING TO THE BATHROOM? HOW ABOUT YOU ALMOST SLIP AND BREAK YOUR FOOT?
PLANNING ON RELAXING ON THE INTERNET? HOW ABOUT A THUNDERSTORM THAT SHORTS THE NETWORK?
LIKE HOLY SHIT EVERYTHING'S BEEN ABSOLUTELY FUCKING SHIT AND I'M TRYING TO MAKE MYSELF FEEL BETTER SLOWLY BUT IT FEELS LIKE EVERYTHING'S OUT TO GET ME AND I CAN'T EVEN ENJOY THE SLIGHTEST THINGS WITHOUT IT GOING ABSOLUTELY FUCKING HORRIBLE. FUCK EVERYTHING. WHAT'S NEXT? ME GETTING COVID AND NOT DYING BUT STILL GETTING ALL THE TERRIBLE SIDE EFFECTS OF IT?
FUCK EVERYTHING.
I can relate to days like that. I'd normally go to bed and hope tomorrow is better. Diminishing returns and all that.
K-O
FU(KOFFEE
- Apr 16, 2020
- 1,462
also experiencing a horrific day.. anxiety galore.. everything hurts and im terrified.
had a breakdown earlier and still a bit shaky . i make everything i build collapse at its peek. it seems ive destroyed my life to the point of no return..
i cannot believe its almost been a year.. it feels like yesterday i was cuddling up with my love and making plans to open our shop.
theres no getting over this kind of loss. everything i loved and enjoyed has lost its taste and color. i wonder how long i could live on like this.
he was my home im lost without my best friend. im dead inside and i cant manage to get my strength back
had a breakdown earlier and still a bit shaky . i make everything i build collapse at its peek. it seems ive destroyed my life to the point of no return..
i cannot believe its almost been a year.. it feels like yesterday i was cuddling up with my love and making plans to open our shop.
theres no getting over this kind of loss. everything i loved and enjoyed has lost its taste and color. i wonder how long i could live on like this.
he was my home im lost without my best friend. im dead inside and i cant manage to get my strength back
Good4Nothing
Unlovable
- May 8, 2020
- 1,865
Brick In The Wall
2M Or Not 2B.
- Oct 30, 2019
- 25,158
It's all just so drab and monotonous anymore.
K-O
FU(KOFFEE
- Apr 16, 2020
- 1,462
Brick In The Wall
2M Or Not 2B.
- Oct 30, 2019
- 25,158
I may be disappearing in the next few months. In the same way @one4all and @BlueWidow did. I have everything lined out to do so, I'm just holding onto a tiny sliver of delusional hope at this point.
not-2-b-the-answer
Archangel
- Mar 23, 2018
- 9,375
Hoping for that tiny sliver to work out.
Brick In The Wall
2M Or Not 2B.
- Oct 30, 2019
- 25,158
Thank you! Me too, me too...Hoping for that tiny sliver to work out.
Sensei
剣道家
- Nov 4, 2019
- 6,336
I'll keep my fingers crossed that things get better for you. You deserve to be happy, brother!
Brick In The Wall
2M Or Not 2B.
- Oct 30, 2019
- 25,158
Thank you brother, it means alot!I'll keep my fingers crossed that things get better for you. You deserve to be happy, brother!
These last few months have been rougher than usual. I need some sort of break, anything, because I'm going fucking nuts.
Brick In The Wall
2M Or Not 2B.
- Oct 30, 2019
- 25,158
Sleepy day in the lounge it seems. No worries though, I'm going to drink enough for everyone combined tonight!
Viro_Major
Rad maker
- Jul 30, 2020
- 1,303
This plant is a raver ! It reacts to musical stimulus...
Whose soul is it ? I ask you...
Still inclined to die ? Heck, what's the point
sensitive beings all around. big network, even where you expect it the least
Whose soul is it ? I ask you...
Still inclined to die ? Heck, what's the point
sensitive beings all around. big network, even where you expect it the least
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@Brick In The Wall stick with it, you've been doing so well, I really hope things work out for you. We are here for you.
Marchioness
Eternal sleep
- Feb 17, 2020
- 296
Finally got a job after losing mine to covid, feel less like a loser. Maybe I can pay off some of these expensive psych bills now
Sensei
剣道家
- Nov 4, 2019
- 6,336
That Björk video is simply fantastic. As an old sci-fi buff I can't say no to android love.
K-O
FU(KOFFEE
- Apr 16, 2020
- 1,462
@Brick In The Wall I LOVE YOU! i want you to be happy you do need some kind of a break baby, youve been a friend to me in these mf hard times and i just wish all your mates here could join forces, magically make you feel better and evaporate your pain..
PS your presence is very much missed in THE AFTERZ!
you do need some kind of a break baby, youve been a friend to me in these mf hard times and i just wish all your mates here could join forces, magically make you feel better and evaporate your pain..PS your presence is very much missed in THE AFTERZ!
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Note to self: best not to prepare castor oil plant seeds for the winter whilst also chopping veg for tortillas.
NB: also burnt the chicken.
NB: also burnt the chicken.
Sensei
剣道家
- Nov 4, 2019
- 6,336
Note to self: follow Underscore's example and start cooking, you lazy bastard.
When I say 'cooking' I mean chopping stuff up and heating it in a pan then wrapping it in a tortilla. Just not the deadly seeds. That was nearly an interesting mistake.
XYZ
I just can’t get these damn wrists to bleed
- Jul 22, 2020
- 800
