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[Squiddy]

I want a damn burger now. Haven't had one in years. Bloody healthy food. Why is everything that is bad for you so much fun?

Ikr it sucks. I'll probably get the double whopper and large fry since it's only $6 on my BK app. Of course with cheese on it

 

[Marchioness]

Spent the morning beating the shit out of my roommates with larp weapons and practicing archery. Good way to let off some steam, still trying to figure out what to get into after work.

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I miss doing this but not the accidental strikes to the face cause I'm short

 

[Squiddy]

Morning everyone

 

[Deleted member 4993]

Morning everyone

Hi Squiddy hope your doing ok

 

[Squiddy]

Hi Squiddy hope your doing ok

I'm ok. Mood is kinda meh. Still wish for that meteor

 

[Deleted member 4993]

I'm ok. Mood is kinda meh. Still wish for that meteor

Yeah I agree what a way to go

 

[Squiddy]

Yeah I agree what a way to go

So I'm reading my intensive outpatient program sheet and the therapist said I'm not engaging in group when I am. I might be on my phone some of the time, but she's saying I don't do the work which is false. I do it 80% of the time. Oh well....I'm ready for a car crash or something

 

[Deleted member 4993]

So I'm reading my intensive outpatient program sheet and the therapist said I'm not engaging in group when I am. I might be on my phone some of the time, but she's saying I don't do the work which is false. I do it 80% of the time. Oh well....I'm ready for a car crash or something

Treat yourself to a burger and fries and ignore the therapist

 

[Squiddy]

Treat yourself to a burger and fries and ignore the therapist

I'll probably eat lunch at the hospital here depending on what it is. I'm hoping it's shrimp again.

 

[Soulless Angel]

So who's still here, who's left, update me guys?!

 

[Brick In The Wall]

So who's still here, who's left, update me guys?!

I'm still here, I dunno if that's a good or bad thing. I've just been trudging along lately and trying to stay busy. Working outside and hanging with friends when I can. How've you been?

 

[Squiddy]

So who's still here, who's left, update me guys?!

I'm still here unfortunately

 

[Squiddy]

So one of my old rec therapists asked me what I'm gonna do next after the outpatient program I'm in and I said I don't know and she recommended a job, I kinda wanted to slap her lol. I would get one, but I don't think I'd be beneficial with my articulation issues and bad short term memory issues

 

[Cow]

So one of my old rec therapists asked me what I'm gonna do next after the outpatient program I'm in and I said I don't know and she recommended a job, I kinda wanted to slap her lol. I would get one, but I don't think I'd be beneficial with my articulation issues and bad short term memory issues

Talking about being beneficial to your employer.. who cares if the employer benefits? Point of a job is selling hours of your life in exchange for money, if you suck at it, worst case scenario is you get fired and are back where you started.

I let that mentality fucking keep me prisoner for years sitting in my parents house making excuses. I got a job and moved out and yea, I still wanna kill myself, but there are days where sometimes my life is tolerable and that wasn't the case before when I felt like a leech at my parents house.

Yea, having a job sucks but I prefer it to being a leech.

 

[Squiddy]

Talking about being beneficial to your employer.. who cares if the employer benefits? Point of a job is selling hours of your life in exchange for money, if you suck at it, worst case scenario is you get fired and are back where you started.

I let that mentality fucking keep me prisoner for years sitting in my parents house making excuses. I got a job and moved out and yea, I still wanna kill myself, but there are days where sometimes my life is tolerable and that wasn't the case before when I felt like a leech at my parents house.

Yea, having a job sucks but I prefer it to being a leech.

I don't want to be a leech, but I also don't want to get fired. To be honest, I really want to wait until I get my bachelor's degree in a few years to get a job. I'm planning on going back next fall. In the mean time, I really want to focus on computer programming to prepare for college.
I also want to go to a neuropsychologist to rule out any learning disabilities for my bad short term memory issue and articulation issues

 

[Deleted member 1465]

So who's still here, who's left, update me guys?!

I don't want to be a leech, but I also don't want to get fired. To be honest, I really want to wait until I get my bachelor's degree in a few years to get a job. I'm planning on going back next fall. In the mean time, I really want to focus on computer programming to prepare for college.
I also want to go to a neuropsychologist to rule out any learning disabilities for my bad short term memory issue and articulation issues

Sounds like a plan Squiddy.

 

[Squiddy]

Sounds like a plan Squiddy.

My biggest fear is them saying nothing is wrong because I know something is. All this makes me want to ctb.

 

[Brick In The Wall]

My coworker is driving me fucking nuts today. She won't stop yapping about her boyfriend drama and my head feels like it's about to pop off.

 

[Squiddy]

So my otolaryngologist appointment is tomorrow and I'm hoping it goes well

 

[Soulless Angel]

I'm still here, I dunno if that's a good or bad thing. I've just been trudging along lately and trying to stay busy. Working outside and hanging with friends when I can. How've you been?

I for one, am glad you are still here dude,
I am struggling on, had no internet for a while (smashed my laptop in a fuel of rage!) and had to sell my phone, hence lack of time on here, and damn I miss this place, switching on social media, fearing what I may see,
Switch on here, and instantly tears of laughter, (I know we have the more serious threads, but still!, I think you get what I mean?)

I'm still here unfortunately

I know lifes a bitch, but another name I am glad is still here

 

[Sensei]

I also want to go to a neuropsychologist to rule out any learning disabilities for my bad short term memory issue and articulation issues

It's common to get memory issues from episodes when you're bipolar, but they are almost always temporary. It has happened to me too. I basically had depressive episodes nonstop for three years and it worn down my memory completely. One day I suddenly had problems remembering the beginning of sentences, i.e. I had problems remembering what people said a few seconds before. It just lasted a day, but it scared the living hell out of me. My memory has recovered, but it's not at 100 % capacity yet.

 

[Sk1n1M1n]

Good afternoon everyone

 

[Squiddy]

It's common to get memory issues from episodes when you're bipolar, but they are almost always temporary. It has happened to me too. I basically had depressive episodes nonstop for three years and it worn down my memory completely. One day I suddenly had problems remembering the beginning of sentences, i.e. I had problems remembering what people said a few seconds before. It just lasted a day, but it scared the living hell out of me. My memory has recovered, but it's not at 100 % capacity yet.

I noticed this problem last year, but it could've been going on longer than this

 

[Brick In The Wall]

I for one, am glad you are still here dude,
I am struggling on, had no internet for a while (smashed my laptop in a fuel of rage!) and had to sell my phone, hence lack of time on here, and damn I miss this place, switching on social media, fearing what I may see,
Switch on here, and instantly tears of laughter, (I know we have the more serious threads, but still!, I think you get what I mean?)


I know lifes a bitch, but another name I am glad is still here

Thanks bud, I'm glad you're still here too! I definitely get what you mean. I'm the same way about social media.

Would be great to catch up with some of you

Welcome to the lounge, feel free to discuss anything you'd like to here!

It's common to get memory issues from episodes when you're bipolar, but they are almost always temporary. It has happened to me too. I basically had depressive episodes nonstop for three years and it worn down my memory completely. One day I suddenly had problems remembering the beginning of sentences, i.e. I had problems remembering what people said a few seconds before. It just lasted a day, but it scared the living hell out of me. My memory has recovered, but it's not at 100 % capacity yet.

That does sound kinda scary. I can't say I've ever experienced that. But now if I ever do I won't freak out as much.

Good afternoon everyone

Good afternoon, how're ya?

I noticed this problem last year, but it could've been going on longer than this

You're still doing alot better than when we first met. Keep up the good work Squiddy!

 

[Sk1n1M1n]

ya?

I am okay, just sorting out a few things for my course and getting some studying done,

 

[Squiddy]

Thanks bud, I'm glad you're still here too! I definitely get what you mean. I'm the same way about social media.


Welcome to the lounge, feel free to discuss anything you'd like to here!


That does sound kinda scary. I can't say I've ever experienced that. But now if I ever do I won't freak out as much.


Good afternoon, how're ya?


You're still doing alot better than when we first met. Keep up the good work Squiddy!

I'm trying.

So I went to my ENT today and they said I had a lot of wax in my ear so they cleaned it out with drops, water and this thing to dig the wax out of my ear. Idk, why but I was smiling like an idiot getting it cleaned. Good thing I was wearing a mask lol.

 

[Soulless Angel]

I'm trying.

So I went to my ENT today and they said I had a lot of wax in my ear so they cleaned it out with drops, water and this thing to dig the wax out of my ear. Idk, why but I was smiling like an idiot getting it cleaned. Good thing I was wearing a mask lol.

that sounds gross BUT can you hear better as a result?

 

[Marchioness]

My dreams decided to be an ass last night and dream about an ex. We had gotten back together and it made me happy. We split when we were younger and it was a messy split, he wouldn't give 2 cents about me nowadays. I've been moody most of the day.

 

[Sensei]

Welcome to the lounge, feel free to discuss anything you'd like to here!

Except anti-choice stuff and boy bands.

 

[Squiddy]

that sounds gross BUT can you hear better as a result?

Yeah I can. No more pain. Doctor said if I have a build up again, I know where to find him and he also gave me some drops