Squiddy

Squiddy

Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
Sep 4, 2019
5,903
We should've hosted you a birthday party here! I'm not sure what that would've looked like, but I kinda like the idea. In any case, we wish you all the best for your day and for the year ahead!
Thanks
 
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Squiddy

Squiddy

Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
Sep 4, 2019
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10am past my birthday and no sign of the rest of my therapy friends messaging me happy birthday. I'm tempted to unfriend them since I see them active. Some friends they are
 
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Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

2M Or Not 2B.
Oct 30, 2019
25,158
10am past my birthday and no sign of the rest of my therapy friends messaging me happy birthday. I'm tempted to unfriend them since I see them active. Some friends they are
Don't take it too personally, "friendships" change alot as you become an adult. People become much busier and wrapped up in the struggles of life. Look at it as a birthday "gift", it's a lesson you're learning firsthand.
 
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clayp

clayp

Student
Sep 24, 2020
140
10am past my birthday and no sign of the rest of my therapy friends messaging me happy birthday. I'm tempted to unfriend them since I see them active. Some friends they are
Happy Bday stranger!
 
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Squiddy

Squiddy

Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
Sep 4, 2019
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Don't take it too personally, "friendships" change alot as you become an adult. People become much busier and wrapped up in the struggles of life. Look at it as a birthday "gift", it's a lesson you're learning firsthand.
True, though I feel there's not too much of an excuse since they were posting online

Happy Bday stranger!
Thanks
 
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clayp

clayp

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Sep 24, 2020
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True, though I feel there's not too much of an excuse since they were posting online


Thanks
No worries. On Facebook I never wish happy bday to anyone cause no one wishes me happy bday either. People are too busy with lives sometimes.
 
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Squiddy

Squiddy

Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
Sep 4, 2019
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No worries. On Facebook I never wish happy bday to anyone cause no one wishes me happy bday either. People are too busy with lives sometimes.
Oh. They wished my other friends happy birthday though
 
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Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

2M Or Not 2B.
Oct 30, 2019
25,158
I don't get gifts for my birthday anymore. So the only happiness I receive on that day is the comfort in knowing it's one less year I'll be here! :))
 
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clayp

clayp

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Sep 24, 2020
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I don't get gifts for my birthday anymore. So the only happiness I receive on that day is the comfort in knowing it's one less year I'll be here! :))
Yeah I never got the happy bday bit. You're one year close to dying. And everyone saying happy bday haha
 
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Squiddy

Squiddy

Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
Sep 4, 2019
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I don't get gifts for my birthday anymore. So the only happiness I receive on that day is the comfort in knowing it's one less year I'll be here! :))
I got $40 so far from my family. Was grateful for that
 
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Cow

Cow

Willing to die on any given hill
Sep 23, 2020
19
Me personally, I hate being the center of attention. I don't let anyone know when my birthday is and for me it goes like any other day.

Makes me extremely uncomfortable to be wished a happy birthday and even worse... If I receive gifts (or if they want me to open a gift in front of them)

Haven't celebrated a birthday in 12 years, back when I was a kid and my parents forced me to have a party.
 
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RM5998

RM5998

Sack of Meat
Sep 3, 2018
2,202
Been trying to learn full-stack development for a few weeks now. I don't know if it's supposed to be this hacky.

In any case, I hope everyone is doing well, or as well as can be expected in times like these.

Also, a belated happy birthday to you @Squiddy.
 
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XYZ

XYZ

I just can’t get these damn wrists to bleed
Jul 22, 2020
800
Happy belated Birthday @Squiddy

:heart::hug:
 
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Lost in a Dream

Lost in a Dream

He/him - Metal head
Feb 22, 2020
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Damn, I haven't been on for a couple of days so I missed your birthday @Squiddy Hopefully this helps you feel better:

Dc9e6471385284a8634b223bd8807d35
 
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Squiddy

Squiddy

Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
Sep 4, 2019
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Thanks guys :)
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

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Mar 23, 2018
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Happy Belated Birthday Squiddy :heart: :hug::heart::hug: I think I was online yesterday ... (Sorry days just blur together)
 
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Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

2M Or Not 2B.
Oct 30, 2019
25,158
Long day, really shitty mood, hopefully some tunes and substances will make it all better.
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

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Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

2M Or Not 2B.
Oct 30, 2019
25,158
Ok... other than wanting to die. :wink: Tired ... had off today but had to go for groceries ... always a nightmare.
I've been putting off grocery shopping for over a week now. Eating the last bit of shit I have left until I have no choice but to go haha.
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

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I've been putting off grocery shopping for over a week now. Eating the last bit of shit I have left until I have no choice but to go haha.
You may need some food ... in case you get the "munchies". :ahhha:
 
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Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

2M Or Not 2B.
Oct 30, 2019
25,158
You may need some food ... in case you get the "munchies". :ahhha:
I haven't gotten the munchies in a long time. If I eat when I'm high it sobers me up, which is a waste of a good buzz.

I got tomorrow off and I should atleast be relieved for that. But meh, fuckit, whatever lol.
 
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Squiddy

Squiddy

Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
Sep 4, 2019
5,903
Woke up to ctb thoughts being even worse. Maybe my family wouldn't care as much if I were to ctb. I'm just getting so sick of these thoughts. I'm starting to not being able to take it anymore :aw:
 
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AvaAdore

AvaAdore

When will it be?
Jul 20, 2020
159
Is there grocery delivery service available near you? I use it sometimes, it's a bit expensive but it helps.
 
Lost in a Dream

Lost in a Dream

He/him - Metal head
Feb 22, 2020
1,771
Thinking about how my happiest moments was being a NEET and playing games all day.

I hate having a 9-5 and being a slave for the majority of my waking hours and I honestly think I could be happy if I had enough money to retire right now.

My only wish is to achieve permanent escapism is that too much to ask?

*sigh*

It would so nice to be able to retire and be a NEET with money... Too bad we can't do that until we're older than dirt.
 
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Deleted member 1465

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Jul 31, 2018
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I had a phone call today which is cool cuz no-one calls me. It was a very lovely sounding lass. Unfortunately, she wanted to help me get compensation for the car accident I had in the last five years that wasn't my fault.
I don't tend to have simple reactions. Part of me wanted to shout at her for clearly being part of a scam. Part of me (you can guess which part:blarg:) wanted to talk to her because I'm lonesome and she sounded nice. Part of me felt sorry for her for just trying to earn some cash in these dark times, even though it was clearly dubious. Part of me wanted to string her along and taunt her, wasting her time in payback for wasting mine.
In the end I just put the phone down and wanted to cry.
For all that I don't want us to suffer, I'm starting to think that it's time for society to crumble, maybe it would be for the best.
 
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Squiddy

Squiddy

Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
Sep 4, 2019
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Was in the store and all I wanted to do was curl up in a ball and die right on the store floor
 
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Deleted member 1465

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Jul 31, 2018
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Was in the store and all I wanted to do was curl up in a ball and die right on the store floor
Noooooooo! :hug: I have had that very same experience. The only reason I don't is cuz i don't get out to the store.
 
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sufferingalways

sufferingalways

Avoiding flashing images, epilepsy.
Apr 26, 2020
550
10am past my birthday and no sign of the rest of my therapy friends messaging me happy birthday. I'm tempted to unfriend them since I see them active. Some friends they are


Happy belated birthday Squiddy (cake emoji) sorry to hear your friends were flakey.
 
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