Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

2M Or Not 2B.
Oct 30, 2019
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I haven't done shit today but work. Probably grab a 6 on the way home and shoot some pool or something.
 
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Squiddy

Squiddy

Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
Sep 4, 2019
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I went to group therapy today. Got a cheesesteak and fries from Great Steak on my way home
 
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AvaAdore

AvaAdore

When will it be?
Jul 20, 2020
159
I cried earlier today due to the stress of being a parent and a wage slave. Then tonight I got into a fight with my partner and he's sleeping at his mom's house tonight.
A couple nice things happened too, I took a long soak in the bath tub and read about the teachings of Ramana Maharshi.
Not all is darkness and I want things to be better for everyone.
 
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Squiddy

Squiddy

Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
Sep 4, 2019
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I cried earlier today due to the stress of being a parent and a wage slave. Then tonight I got into a fight with my partner and he's sleeping at his mom's house tonight.
A couple nice things happened too, I took a long soak in the bath tub and read about the teachings of Ramana Maharshi.
Not all is darkness and I want things to be better for everyone.
I hope things get better for you :hug:
 
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nerve

nerve

fat cringey shut-in
Jun 19, 2019
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Just woke up thinking it was 4 in the evening like "oh! I could still get some stuff done before the day is over!" but no, it's 4 in the morning the next day :I
 
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Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

2M Or Not 2B.
Oct 30, 2019
25,158
Just woke up thinking it was 4 in the evening like "oh! I could still get some stuff done before the day is over!" but no, it's 4 in the morning the next day :I
Now you have a whole new day to get stuff done!

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Squiddy

Squiddy

Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
Sep 4, 2019
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Hey everyone
 
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Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

2M Or Not 2B.
Oct 30, 2019
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Day off, started it in a great mood and my day did a 180 right quick, f...u...c...k... is what it is though.
 
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Squiddy

Squiddy

Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
Sep 4, 2019
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Day off, started it in a great mood and my day did a 180 right quick, f...u...c...k... is what it is though.
My day started off shitty and is ending shitty. I hope my birthday tomorrow is good
 
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Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

2M Or Not 2B.
Oct 30, 2019
25,158
My day started off shitty and is ending shitty. I hope my birthday tomorrow is good
Happy early fucking Birthday Squiddy!!!
 
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AvaAdore

AvaAdore

When will it be?
Jul 20, 2020
159
I've been alone at home most of the day. My son's grandmother picked him up this morning before I started work and is bringing him back in a few minutes. My partner hasn't said much about him leaving last night.
I'm not sure when he will be back if at all.
 
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Cow

Cow

Willing to die on any given hill
Sep 23, 2020
19
Thinking about how my happiest moments was being a NEET and playing games all day.

I hate having a 9-5 and being a slave for the majority of my waking hours and I honestly think I could be happy if I had enough money to retire right now.

My only wish is to achieve permanent escapism is that too much to ask?
 
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Squiddy

Squiddy

Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
Sep 4, 2019
5,903
Thinking about how my happiest moments was being a NEET and playing games all day.

I hate having a 9-5 and being a slave for the majority of my waking hours and I honestly think I could be happy if I had enough money to retire right now.

My only wish is to achieve permanent escapism is that too much to ask?
My happiest moments were as a kid when I had nothing to worry or be depressed about
 
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Silver

Silver

The 21st century is when everything changes
Aug 8, 2020
745
Happy birthday Squiddy, hope it's going well for you today.
 
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Squiddy

Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
Sep 4, 2019
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Oh no missed your birthday @Squiddy ? Sorry! Happy birthday!
 
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Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

2M Or Not 2B.
Oct 30, 2019
25,158
So I had a mushroom induced OBE lastnight. I dunno how many I ate but it was a heaping handful. I was tripping throughout the night but when I laid down it really got weird.

I closed my eyes but I could still see as if they were open. I felt my consciousness float above my body and I could see myself laying there. It was like my consciousness was a balloon and I was tethered to my body by a "string" that was attached just above my naval.

I couldn't move my body at all during the experience but it wasn't scary. It felt like it lasted for about an hour before I floated back down into my body. I ended up falling asleep not long after but it was a pretty wild experience.
 
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So I had a mushroom induced OBE lastnight. I dunno how many I ate but it was a heaping handful. I was tripping throughout the night but when I laid down it really got weird.

I closed my eyes but I could still see as if they were open. I felt my consciousness float above my body and I could see myself laying there. It was like my consciousness was a balloon and I was tethered to my body by a "string" that was attached just above my naval.

I couldn't move my body at all during the experience but it wasn't scary. It felt like it lasted for about an hour before I floated back down into my body. I ended up falling asleep not long after but it was a pretty wild experience.
 
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Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

2M Or Not 2B.
Oct 30, 2019
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It was pretty wild and I can't find the words to describe it entirely. When I was floating there it felt as if I was in "freefall." Like I said it wasn't scary though, and I'd love to experience it again!
 
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It was pretty wild and I can't find the words to describe it entirely. When I was floating there it felt as if I was in "freefall." Like I said it wasn't scary though, and I'd love to experience it again!
I've never experienced anything like that. Some find it odd and telling that OBEs seem to follow a common experience. There does appear to be commonalities in the way people experience such things that is interesting.
 
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Brick In The Wall

2M Or Not 2B.
Oct 30, 2019
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I've never experienced anything like that. Some find it odd and telling that OBEs seem to follow a common experience. There does appear to be commonalities in the way people experience such things that is interesting.
I think there was something to it because I've done alot of drugs in my life but I've never experienced that before.
 
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I think there was something to it because I've done alot of drugs in my life but I've never experienced that before.
I think you are very lucky to have had such an interesting experience. I've never really had anything like that. The most woo experience I've had was predicting the future with certainty. Twice! :O
 
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Brick In The Wall

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Oct 30, 2019
25,158
I think you are very lucky to have had such an interesting experience. I've never really had anything like that. The most woo experience I've had was predicting the future with certainty. Twice! :O
That's definitely an interesting experience as well though! Were they good or bad predictions?
 
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That's definitely an interesting experience as well though! Were they good or bad predictions?
Neither really, just interesting. Both electrical and not what you might expect. Both made me think about the fluid nature of time.
 
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Squiddy

Squiddy

Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
Sep 4, 2019
5,903
Birthday is almost over. It was ok. I'm a little disappointed in my friends in a different state who I spent a month with in therapy. I thought they were all gonna message me happy birthday but only 2 of them did :( some friends the rest are and I saw them all online so they could've said happy birthday :notsure:
 
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Wisdom3_1-9

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Jul 19, 2020
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Birthday is almost over. It was ok. I'm a little disappointed in my friends in a different state who I spent a month with in therapy. I thought they were all gonna message me happy birthday but only 2 of them did :( some friends the rest are and I saw them all online so they could've said happy birthday :notsure:
We should've hosted you a birthday party here! I'm not sure what that would've looked like, but I kinda like the idea. In any case, we wish you all the best for your day and for the year ahead!
 
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