Brick In The Wall
2M Or Not 2B.
- Oct 30, 2019
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I haven't done shit today but work. Probably grab a 6 on the way home and shoot some pool or something.
I hope things get better for youI cried earlier today due to the stress of being a parent and a wage slave. Then tonight I got into a fight with my partner and he's sleeping at his mom's house tonight.
A couple nice things happened too, I took a long soak in the bath tub and read about the teachings of Ramana Maharshi.
Not all is darkness and I want things to be better for everyone.
Hey! That's actually a favorite pass time for me!
My day started off shitty and is ending shitty. I hope my birthday tomorrow is goodDay off, started it in a great mood and my day did a 180 right quick, f...u...c...k... is what it is though.
Happy early fucking Birthday Squiddy!!!My day started off shitty and is ending shitty. I hope my birthday tomorrow is good
Thanks :)Happy early fucking Birthday Squiddy!!!
My happiest moments were as a kid when I had nothing to worry or be depressed aboutThinking about how my happiest moments was being a NEET and playing games all day.
I hate having a 9-5 and being a slave for the majority of my waking hours and I honestly think I could be happy if I had enough money to retire right now.
My only wish is to achieve permanent escapism is that too much to ask?
Thanks. It's going ok so farHappy birthday Squiddy, hope it's going well for you today.
So I had a mushroom induced OBE lastnight. I dunno how many I ate but it was a heaping handful. I was tripping throughout the night but when I laid down it really got weird.
I closed my eyes but I could still see as if they were open. I felt my consciousness float above my body and I could see myself laying there. It was like my consciousness was a balloon and I was tethered to my body by a "string" that was attached just above my naval.
I couldn't move my body at all during the experience but it wasn't scary. It felt like it lasted for about an hour before I floated back down into my body. I ended up falling asleep not long after but it was a pretty wild experience.
Thanks :)Oh no missed your birthday @Squiddy ? Sorry! Happy birthday!
I've never experienced anything like that. Some find it odd and telling that OBEs seem to follow a common experience. There does appear to be commonalities in the way people experience such things that is interesting.It was pretty wild and I can't find the words to describe it entirely. When I was floating there it felt as if I was in "freefall." Like I said it wasn't scary though, and I'd love to experience it again!
I think there was something to it because I've done alot of drugs in my life but I've never experienced that before.I've never experienced anything like that. Some find it odd and telling that OBEs seem to follow a common experience. There does appear to be commonalities in the way people experience such things that is interesting.
I think you are very lucky to have had such an interesting experience. I've never really had anything like that. The most woo experience I've had was predicting the future with certainty. Twice!I think there was something to it because I've done alot of drugs in my life but I've never experienced that before.
That's definitely an interesting experience as well though! Were they good or bad predictions?I think you are very lucky to have had such an interesting experience. I've never really had anything like that. The most woo experience I've had was predicting the future with certainty. Twice!
Neither really, just interesting. Both electrical and not what you might expect. Both made me think about the fluid nature of time.That's definitely an interesting experience as well though! Were they good or bad predictions?
We should've hosted you a birthday party here! I'm not sure what that would've looked like, but I kinda like the idea. In any case, we wish you all the best for your day and for the year ahead!Birthday is almost over. It was ok. I'm a little disappointed in my friends in a different state who I spent a month with in therapy. I thought they were all gonna message me happy birthday but only 2 of them did :( some friends the rest are and I saw them all online so they could've said happy birthday