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[Brick In The Wall]

My favorite story. If I'm lucky, it might put me to sleep forever

Na, it's last years version so it doesn't work anymore

 

[Deleted member 18655]

You both need to move to British Columbia. Their govt doctor put out a Good Times Guide - how to have COVID-friendly fun. The website's groovy but you should have heard this doctor at a press conference say things like:

 

[Brick In The Wall]

You both need to move to British Columbia. Their govt doctor put out a Good Times Guide - how to have COVID-friendly fun. The website's groovy but you should have heard this doctor at a press conference say things like:

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That last one is hillarious. It reminds me of a vice news article that suggested wearing masks during sex. Like it's the new mouth condom or some shit!

 

[Squiddy]

Na, it's last years version so it doesn't work anymore

Damn lmao *cries like a 2 year old* me want real bed time story!

 

[Lost in a Dream]

Damn lmao *cries like a 2 year old* me want real bed time story!

Will this work for a bedtime story?

 

[Deleted member 18655]

God, I'd be sleeping with one eye open after that story LOL

When he said, "Little red riding Hood," it made me think that needed another bedtime story:

 

[nerve]

School started a week ago and I'm pretty exhausted one of my classes seems to be inadvertently mostly about telling me why I'm not going to succeed (low hope, low passion, low supports, low confidence, low social skills, low hopes, low dreams) and I'm starting to feel like this was a bad idea. Can't trust a single thing I feel though. I'm so tired.

One of the questions was what I wanted people to say in my eulogy after I lived a long and fulfilling life and I had to stop. I don't want a eulogy, I don't want a long and fulfilling life, I was just looking for something to do before I ctb'd I hate pretending to be someone I'm not.

 

[Squiddy]

Will this work for a bedtime story?

Lmao yessss

 

[Brick In The Wall]

Spent most of my work day reading CTB related NDE stories. They're somewhat comforting for me because they're rarely negative experiences. Despite all the fire and brimstone talk you're told awaits you if you do commit suicide.

 

[Deleted member 1465]

Spent most of my work day reading CTB related NDE stories. They're somewhat comforting for me because they're rarely negative experiences. Despite all the fire and brimstone talk you're told awaits you if you do commit suicide.

There is a central repository of research for these stories, I just can't remember the url.

 

[Brick In The Wall]

There is a central repository of research for these stories, I just can't remember the url.

It's probably NDERF.org they have the largest collection of NDE and OBE stories on the internet. I've been through their entire archive (which is massive) and read every single one related to CTB attempts.

 

[Deleted member 1465]

It's probably NDERF.org they have the largest collection of NDE and OBE stories on the internet. I've been through their entire archive (which is massive) and read every single one related to CTB attempts.

That's it. It seems to record experiences without bias.

 

[Brick In The Wall]

That's it. It seems to record experiences without bias.

Yea they're unbiased from what I can tell. Their archive is absolutely massive as well. They also put notes on each case making it easy to browse stories relating to different circumstances.

I've always been fascinated with the subject. Even more so now for obvious reasons.

 

[Brick In The Wall]

Sometimes I feel like the fire and brimstone stories are the result of religious fear-mongering. I know from when I was a fundie Christian that they often love those stories about people seeing hell and coming back with the "fear of the lord", especially if it involves suicide survival (they like hearing about heaven too, but the ones involving hell are a good way to keep the sheep in the fold). I sometimes wonder if the details aren't just exaggerated or made up in some of those stories for the sake of starting a business ministry.

Certainly a good thing that most of the NDE experiences are positive ones. If they are unbiased at NDERF.org, then that is a plus!

I like how you crossed out business there. As much as they try to hide that fact it's blatantly obvious that's what they've become. I identify as a Christian myself but I don't adhere to the strict modern teachings.

Without getting too deeply into it though they've definitely twisted old stories of "hell." I think Dantes Inferno was a big inspiration behind this modern shift of what hell is supposed to be.

I'd highly recommend checking out that website if the subject fascinates you even in the slightest.

 

[Squiddy]

Hey everyone

 

[Brick In The Wall]

Hey everyone

Heya Squiddy, how're ya?

 

[Squiddy]

Heya Squiddy, how're ya?

Feeling like I wanna be hit by a meteor today

 

[Lost in a Dream]

I identify as a Christian myself but I don't adhere to the strict modern teachings.

I didn't realize this. All I know is, I regretted posting that almost as soon as I did and deleted it. Maybe I should have kept it, I don't know, but the way I worded it felt wrong afterwards. I probably am overthinking this like everything else, but I still felt bad about it.

 

[Brick In The Wall]

Feeling like I wanna be hit by a meteor today

One of those days huh? I got your back!

I didn't realize this. All I know is, I regretted posting that almost as soon as I did and deleted it. Maybe I should have kept it, I don't know, but the way I worded it felt wrong afterwards. I probably am overthinking this like everything else, but I still felt bad about it.

You're over thinking it, no need to feel bad about it. All opinions and beliefs are valid and welcome here!

 

[Squiddy]

One of those days huh? I got your back!

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You're over thinking it, no need to feel bad about it. All opinions and beliefs are valid and welcome here!

Yeess that'd be awesome with the soundtrack and everything lol

 

[Brick In The Wall]

Yeess that'd be awesome with the soundtrack and everything lol

Well yea it wouldn't be complete without a soundtrack to jam to!

What're you getting into today? I'm still trying to decide what to do after work myself.

 

[Squiddy]

Well yea it wouldn't be complete without a soundtrack to jam to!

What're you getting into today? I'm still trying to decide what to do after work myself.

Well for my therapy assignment, I have to do an act of kindness so I texted my grandma if she wants me to buy her dinner

 

[Squiddy]

Will probably be getting Outback Steakhouse for dinner. I hope my stomach can hold it down

 

[Brick In The Wall]

Will probably be getting Outback Steakhouse for dinner. I hope my stomach can hold it down

You better hold it down, that place isn't cheap! That's very nice of you to buy your Grandma some as well.

 

[Squiddy]

You better hold it down, that place isn't cheap! That's very nice of you to buy your Grandma some as well.

Just got paid by SSI a few days ago so it's all good :) I'll probably take a Zofran to help with the nausea

 

[Lost in a Dream]

How is everyone today?

 

[Brick In The Wall]

How is everyone today?

Doing alright, about to get ready to do some yard work. How're you today?

 

[Squiddy]

How is everyone today?

I'm ok. Just had group therapy. Not in a huge mood to ctb today, but a little

 

[Sensei]

I have systematically made all my biggest fears come true. I was so focused on preventing them that I drove straight into them.

I used to think I was alone when I was surrounded by people. My reasoning was that none of them actually cared and I was right about that. It was still better having fakes in my life then it is now.

I don't know why I'm still around anymore. I've lost everything that I worked so hard to build. I think the only thing keeping me here now is a mixture of false hope and delusion, but even that is running on short supply.

There's more fight in you. You're time has not come.

 

[Brick In The Wall]

There's more fight in you. You're time has not come.

I'm trying brother, thank you for the support!