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charlieee

charlieee

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Jun 3, 2026
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The imperative that we have to want and like to live in our modern society is modern day torture or at best cognitive dissonance.

There is requirements in order for humans to be healthy mentally and physically. Yet, most people do not have access to these things ( clean water, proper food, shelter, etc), which leads to an astronomical amount of mental and physical health issues.


Our modern ways of perceiving achievement through sacrifice and intense neglect of these requirements, are utterly stupid and dangerous.

Lack of sleep is common and completely part of modern life, yet sleep leads to depression, and overall bad mental health.

Ultimately, these things get to us :

Depression, anxiety, burn out and so on…

And when we go through these things ( that we're gonna happen anyway regarding how we are though to neglect our basic needs in order to be « successful », or even just perceived as someone who participates to the general effort), we are perceived as weak, cry babies, and a problem as a whole.


I don't want to be exploited, I don't want to spend my life neglecting myself, in order to be perceived as worthy, I don't want to participate into this fucked up world where hate of one another, division, power are the pillars of pour society.

And I don't have the strength to fight all of this. I have fought, I have educated myself on world issues, and tried to give the knowledge that was given to me to others, I have done my part. I can't do it anymore.


I am tired, I have been tired since the beginning.


The first time I merely realised what the world was really like, I was 6, and it was the first time I ever felt the need to leave this place.

It has never stopped since.



I don't consider myself above others nor under, I am my own person, I have, as everyone else does, a very specific way of doing things, of feeling things. But I don't believe that my specific way is indispensable.
There is at least, 8 billion people out there, that can do what I do, not exactly the way I do it, yes, but they can surely do it very well.

The earth isn't gonna stop spinning if I go, people will keep on living and what is happening will keep on happening.

If I stay, I am just gonna be another person that's about to be exploited through work, another drained person that will fight their whole life to survive. And I can't do it, I tried, to stick to the idea. But I just can't bring myself to accept it.



If people are willing to live in a society where people are exploited, neglected, then they should accept the consequences.

They should accept depression

They should accept burn outs

They should accept what this society is doing to us.

And they should accept suicide.


If you don't want to change the world that we live in, if you are fine with it. Then understand that some are not, and that we don't have to accept to go through this, just because YOU like it.
 
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JeyJeyOfJeypore

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Jun 4, 2026
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Lifes tough
 
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Oiled Sandwich

Oiled Sandwich

Lazy Aspiring Demonolator
Jun 10, 2026
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The earth isn't gonna stop spinning if I go, people will keep on living and what is happening will keep on happening.

If I stay, I am just gonna be another person that's about to be exploited through work, another drained person that will fight their whole life to survive. And I can't do it, I tried, to stick to the idea. But I just can't bring myself to accept it.
This is what I'm saying. Literally hundreds of thousands ctb every year. Regardless of what the anti-ctb crowd says, the world will continue to move with or without someone whether they choose to stay or not.

I can't stand the gaslighting, lying, and guilt-tripping people do just because others don't want to be part of this fucked up experiment of a world.
 
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