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goatguyy

goatguyy

New Member
May 6, 2019
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been depressed the entirety of my life, dont exactly entirely want to ctb at the moment, but I am feeling extremely impulsive. I intend to OD on thursday just because I want to tempt fate, or like do a test run of what it'd really be like to successfully ctb, and just know the sensation of getting a tube stuck down my throat and having my stomach pumped. my question is whats a drug (preferably otc) one would take to risk death but if survived the attempt won't cause long term liver damage or whatever life long effects overdosing on any other drug would cause?
 
discokicks

discokicks

Student
Apr 19, 2019
121
hmmm. honestly i don't think you'll get the results you're looking for OTC. Tylenol and aspirin are apparently incredibly painful. If you're depressed why not try some ecstasy if you can get your hands on it? or if you can get valium from a dr.
 
Worndown

Worndown

Angelic
Mar 21, 2019
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You get labeled for a failed attempt. It can cause problems for any future attempt. This site is full of complaints about that problem.
 
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