Help Tell Cuddy...I want Ketamine

[Luvwww.com]

I have tried 2 antidepressants so far. Therapy hasn't helped me at all. 3 years of waste.

Psych recently prescribed me pristiq. I asked her to give me ketamine, but she just deflected and said that I should try Pristiq first.

Thing is, I don't have time. I have an entrance exam in a month, and I can't study while being depressed.
I will ctb if it doesn't go well. And I've deliberated a lot about it. I must kill myself if it doesn't go well.

ketamine is the only legal fast acting antidepressant available in my shithole country(India)

I need to *not be* depressed fast or I will almost certainly kill myself

If anyone lives in India can you help me? I don't have any hope left.

 

[LittleJem]

I wish I could help. Can you find a drug dealer at college? Or find a new doctor?

 

[takuyangel]

i do ketamine recreationally and respectfully i have no idea at all how it's used to "treat depression". probably works very differently i guess in small doses but in my experience it's much so a downer and makes you detach from reality

 

[Luvwww.com]

I wish I could help. Can you find a drug dealer at college? Or find a new doctor?

I can't...I'm really broke and the only way I can possibly access it is through a government hospital.

It's also supposed to be given through IV and for around an hour so recreational doses won't work.

i do ketamine recreationally and respectfully i have no idea at all how it's used to "treat depression". probably works very differently i guess in small doses but in my experience it's much so a downer and makes you detach from reality

It's given thru an IV for an hour or so I've read. If I could access a drug dealer I would rather use Psilocybin shrooms because they are less likely to be cut with things like fent.. But I'm broke and my parents aren't gonna lend me money.