dysfunctional

dysfunctional

Arcanist
Oct 26, 2018
459
Hope you find the peace you're seeking
 
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Chlo

Chlo

Experienced
Feb 17, 2019
213
As everyone else has said, good luck and thank you.
 
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Minudah

Minudah

Stupid
Dec 3, 2018
1,355
Middle of mixing when my vision started going black and I felt this weakness like being hit on the head. Still not severe though. This feels weird. Just gotta throw the SN back in the DMSO. Then I guess I have to drink it. Now I'm getting a headache
 
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Whatshername

Whatshername

That Ghost Lady on the Hill
Dec 14, 2018
1,352
A little lethargic and weak. Yeah it's been half an hour now and while putting on the skin definitely did something, it'd take way too much to die off of it alone. I might have to drink this, ugh :(

I hate to see you struggling :(, still hoping it goes well for you, but abort and call for help if it's not working. We'll be here for you.
 
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stellabelle

stellabelle

ethereal
Dec 14, 2018
3,919
I hate to see you struggling :(, still hoping it goes well for you, but abort and call for help if it's not working. We'll be here for you.
I second this, there is no shame in asking for help - it could also be explained as an "accident", if you had to...
 
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Minudah

Minudah

Stupid
Dec 3, 2018
1,355
This is weird. This time I mixed the DMSO and SN, and they mixed together fine, but this looks almost like lemon juice. It's yellow with pulp-like in it. Should? Is this a probkem?
 
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Minudah

Minudah

Stupid
Dec 3, 2018
1,355
TThis smells like a cross between watermelon and onion, mostly watermelon
 
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stellabelle

stellabelle

ethereal
Dec 14, 2018
3,919
sodium nitrite can become sodium nitrate if exposed to air for too long..maybe something about the temperatures...doesn't seem like it would've been open long enough
 
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Minudah

Minudah

Stupid
Dec 3, 2018
1,355
Anyone know how the mix is supposed to look? The first mix was a pain to mix but it was cloudt abd white. That was with the DMSO I got from the store that never crystalized. The colored fruit-like stuff I just made is the sstuff that took days to un-crystalize
 
Minudah

Minudah

Stupid
Dec 3, 2018
1,355
Does yellow mean it became sodium nitrate?
 
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Minudah

Minudah

Stupid
Dec 3, 2018
1,355
Do you feel like you're getting dizzier and dizzier since applying it?

Other than the burning sensation, is there any other discomfort or pain?
The burning is wearing off. Everything else comes and goes
 
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Minudah

Minudah

Stupid
Dec 3, 2018
1,355
Should I drink this even though it looks funny?
 
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Minudah

Minudah

Stupid
Dec 3, 2018
1,355
Wide glasses are much better than tall thin ones for mixing. You want the DMSO to be at a similar level in the glass as the SN at the bottom. Idk if that made it it that much easier to mix this time
 
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Minudah

Minudah

Stupid
Dec 3, 2018
1,355
Cold, chest is tight, no more headache (was very minir) but now pressure in head

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Minudah

Minudah

Stupid
Dec 3, 2018
1,355
How many grams of SN did you ingest?
5-10 topical. Used half on my skin, but the SN kept floating to the bottom. So this is really minor and not going to kill me if I don't take more
 
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Whatshername

Whatshername

That Ghost Lady on the Hill
Dec 14, 2018
1,352
Anyone know how the mix is supposed to look? The first mix was a pain to mix but it was cloudt abd white. That was with the DMSO I got from the store that never crystalized. The colored fruit-like stuff I just made is the sstuff that took days to un-crystalize

You have two different batches of DMSO? I know too little about this method to give you advice :(
 
Minudah

Minudah

Stupid
Dec 3, 2018
1,355
This has been sitting out too long, I need to take it. It'll go bad in 15 minutes and I don't have much DMSI left
 
Minudah

Minudah

Stupid
Dec 3, 2018
1,355
I do not want to drink this... This mix looks so nasty compared to the last one too. Ugh. Good thing I have a story ready if I have to go to the ER
 
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Whatshername

Whatshername

That Ghost Lady on the Hill
Dec 14, 2018
1,352
I do not want to drink this... This mix looks so nasty compared to the last one too. Ugh. Good thing I have a story ready if I have to go to the ER

Then don't drink it, honey. Go to the ER, please.
 
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est0091

Dead behind the eyes
Oct 26, 2018
32
I do not want to drink this... This mix looks so nasty compared to the last one too. Ugh. Good thing I have a story ready if I have to go to the ER
What's it supposed to look like?
 
ForestLove

ForestLove

Jus wanna be a tree
Oct 16, 2018
236
How are you feeling now?
 
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Meretlein

Meretlein

Moderator
Feb 15, 2019
1,199
Good luck if you go to the ER, I hope you make a full recovery and don't get committed. Xerxes excuse was rubbing dsmo on his skin not knowing it was toxic.
 
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Jacquelyn

Jacquelyn

hellworld_kickflip888
Feb 23, 2019
107
The way this is going, you might wanna go to the ER and then start from scratch later.
 
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Minudah

Minudah

Stupid
Dec 3, 2018
1,355
I couldn't make self drink. So slathered rest on. About 3/4 a new mix. Help abdominal ain
 
Minudah

Minudah

Stupid
Dec 3, 2018
1,355
Why abdominal pain? I don't feel okay. How do I go to the ER? I Feel so
 
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Rex2019

Rex2019

Can't wait for the summer
Feb 23, 2019
128
Yeah I agree with the others. I mean you can always try another day. There is no need to hurry. Better to make sure everything is right and do it.
 
Minudah

Minudah

Stupid
Dec 3, 2018
1,355
Should I make myself drink therest or figuee out how to go to the ER?
 

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