Vaughn

Vaughn

Experienced
Feb 21, 2019
227
wheeewwwwww glad you are not hurting - burning.
 
Vaughn

Vaughn

Experienced
Feb 21, 2019
227
at emerge say " I had heard it was a skin treatment".... etc etc etc.. and no one will question it.
 
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Minudah

Minudah

Stupid
Dec 3, 2018
1,355
How do you explain "I just spilled DMSO on myself"? Is it common enough to just randomly acquire?
Oh yeah it's common. Vitamin shops and natural health shops tend to sell it. I can just go to the store and get more. The ER staff were completely clueless about it, took my word for it that I was using it right, and said they had to look it up. That was a while ago and they haven't comeback yet
 
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Minudah

Minudah

Stupid
Dec 3, 2018
1,355
I told them I was applying it to my chest area and spilled the bottle over myself. I told them I put it on my chest area since it's the to area put on the. For chronic pain.

My communication is bad, it's not the SN making me talk like this because I already did.
The staff seemed more concerned with my poor speech than what I was actually telling them
 
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lifeisbutadream

Warlock
Oct 4, 2018
722
Have they left you in the er waiting area? If you are already being examined - and i guess you must be since they took your weight - i don't see how you could be posting messages. Even in the er waiting area if your dad is sitting next to you how could you be posting?
 
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lifeisbutadream

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Oct 4, 2018
722
Oh yeah it's common. Vitamin shops and natural health shops tend to sell it. I can just go to the store and get more. The ER staff were completely clueless about it, took my word for it that I was using it right, and said they had to look it up. That was a while ago and they haven't comeback yet


I don't think vitamin and health food shops in the US have sold dmso for many years because it is not officially aproved for human use. Perhaps, tho, you are not in the US.
 
Minudah

Minudah

Stupid
Dec 3, 2018
1,355
Sorry to hear that. So you are now alone in the ER?

What's your weight previously? So fast can lose weight.

Maybe your dad is in a state of shock on why his daughter did this to herself. Let him calm down. Hopefully after that, you can talk to him calmly.
44.5kg was what itwas when I was last weighed around two weeks ago. I have chronic nausea and my weight just keeps dropping off. I don't remember my height or bmi, just that my bmi is below 18. As far as everyone knows the DMSO was an accident. I have chronic pain and people with chronic pain like mine put it on chest for pain. So there was nothinf unusual

SN symptoms still coming and going. The headache is back and dizziness and they're worse than before, and now I have abdominal pain on my right side and not just left
 
Minudah

Minudah

Stupid
Dec 3, 2018
1,355
I don't think vitamin and health food shops in the US have sold dmso for many years because it is not officially aproved for human use. Perhaps, tho, you are not in the US.
I took this picture at a health+vitamin shop in the southwestern US a few days ago. It is legal, it just says on the label not to use it as medicine

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The ER people are going really slow and I'm starting to feel bad. They just came back to ask for the millionth time if I have any wounds. I've showed them the burns a bunch of times already
 
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lifeisbutadream

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Oct 4, 2018
722
I took this picture at a health+vitamin shop in the southwestern US a few days ago. It is legal, it just says on the label not to use it as medicine

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These guys are going really slow and I'm starting to feel bad


Oh - I didn't think they sell it anymore. It is readily available on amazon and ebay and horse supply stores.

Are they making you wait in the waiting area?
 
Minudah

Minudah

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Dec 3, 2018
1,355
Oh - I didn't think they sell it anymore. It is readily available on amazon and ebay and horse supply stores.

Are they making you wait in the waiting area?
No, I'm on one of those rolling bed things in a curtain "room"
 
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lifeisbutadream

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Oct 4, 2018
722
I took this picture at a health+vitamin shop in the southwestern US a few days ago. It is legal, it just says on the label not to use it as medicine

View attachment 7941

The ER people are going really slow and I'm starting to feel bad. They just came back to ask for the millionth time if I have any wounds. I've showed them the burns a bunch of times already


If you are really feeling very much worse fall down and then they will rush you in.
 
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lifeisbutadream

Warlock
Oct 4, 2018
722
If you are lying on the bed and you still have your device with you a doctor or nurse might walk in and say, you are well enough to be posting messages, let me see what you are writing.
 
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ArtsyDrawer

Enlightened
Nov 8, 2018
1,441
Are you using the hospital's wifi? It's important to not use it for this site. Assuming somebody looks in, you could be compromised.
 
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DyingToCTB

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Jan 20, 2019
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Did you drink any of it, or was this all entirely rubbed on?
 
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ArtsyDrawer

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Nov 8, 2018
1,441
If you are lying on the bed and you still have your device with you a doctor or nurse might walk in and say, you are well enough to be posting messages, let me see what you are writing.
Are doctors like that in US? Is this an ER or a kindergarten?:hmph:
 
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Made4TV

Made4TV

A hopeless hope junkie
Sep 17, 2018
574
I think you are confusing the real world with TV IT world. No hospital actively monitors who is accessing any site.
 
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Kazilium

Member
Feb 24, 2019
74
Found SN for 11 bucks. 1 kg of it. Doesn't say purity. The joys of my land! Should i order it? Should i go for the DMSO too? Can i just drink it or do i have to rub it on me too?
 
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lifeisbutadream

Warlock
Oct 4, 2018
722
Found SN for 11 bucks. 1 kg of it. Doesn't say purity. The joys of my land! Should i order it? Should i go for the DMSO too? Can i just drink it or do i have to rub it on me too?


Rubbing it on is very unpredictable i think.
 
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lifeisbutadream

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Oct 4, 2018
722
I think you are confusing the real world with TV IT world. No hospital actively monitors who is accessing any site.


If you're addressing me that's not what i said.
 
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ArtsyDrawer

Enlightened
Nov 8, 2018
1,441
I think you are confusing the real world with TV IT world. No hospital actively monitors who is accessing any site.
I got yelled at for watching porn on hospital wifi once. =/
Like, for using their WiFi on porn, not for making their sheets dirty.
 
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Vaughn

Vaughn

Experienced
Feb 21, 2019
227
Found SN for 11 bucks. 1 kg of it. Doesn't say purity. The joys of my land! Should i order it? Should i go for the DMSO too? Can i just drink it or do i have to rub it on me too?
as I say over and over - READ THE DAMN BOOK, take your death seriously - and research - you won't be fed the answers - too personal... good luck
 
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Jacquelyn

Jacquelyn

hellworld_kickflip888
Feb 23, 2019
107
Found SN for 11 bucks. 1 kg of it. Doesn't say purity. The joys of my land! Should i order it? Should i go for the DMSO too? Can i just drink it or do i have to rub it on me too?
Don't buy unless you know the purity. Pretty sure it needs to be 98%+. Here's the thread. https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/sn-megathread.1156/
 
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editredit22

Member
Jan 11, 2019
32
wow sounds like a painful wayto go :( Signs and symptoms of nitrite poisoning include intense cyanosis, nausea, vertigo, vomiting, collapse, spasms of abdominal pain, tachycardia, tachypnea, coma, convulsions and death. Injection and inflammation of gastric and intestinal mucosa are described at autopsy. /Inorganic nitrite salts/... sigh why is death so hard....
 
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Minudah

Minudah

Stupid
Dec 3, 2018
1,355
I feel beyond fatigued. Hard to type, don't know if I will be okay. Hospital didn't know what to do so they offered to wipe the area the mix on then sent me home. I figured it was fine since I was feeling better. After I got home I got chest pain and muscle pain, then couldn't get myself up. Head hurts but it's not too bad.

Should've used a bottle or jar for this. I don't know why I didn't think of that before or why I haven't seen that idea mentioned anywhere. The SN is hard to mix from just swirling around, shaking was much easier. And if you live in a hot bug-infested area like I do you have to worry about a bug deciding to use it to ctb... I don't know why I didn't think of that happening after how many times it's happened to me with drinks in the past week. That bug died instantly too, you'd think it would've been put off by the smell. Apparently bugs like the smell of DMSO. This whole damn thing would've been avoided if that fucking bug never flew in. I could've drank the first mixture like I planned to, but dealing with the bug wasted time

I feel so bad and don't know what to do. Lots of pain. I don't know if it's safe to try a better method or if I should try the wrap-around method. I don't have the strength for anything else. Omg this is getting worse as I type this. I can't finish. But the ER wouldn't
 
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Marc

Member
Nov 3, 2018
40
Well you could literally tell them that
 
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About_to_Go

It deepens like a coastal shelf
Mar 20, 2018
303
How do I tell them it's SN poisoning?
I'm not sure. Maybe you could say you were exposed to it in an unrelated accident? I know it's used in meat curing
 

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