Resource Taking SN soon, will be posting how I feel until I pass out

[Minudah]

I'll be taking SN with DMSO, 1/2 a cup of DMSO with 5 teaspoons of SN, with 3/4 of the mix first going on veiny parts of my skin. I couldn't get antiemetics, meanwhile I could buy pure DMSO at the local vitamin shop/natural health store. Since Xerxes used less than that in his experiment and almost died, I think it should work for me if I put more on my skin and drink the same amount.

I'm going to take it in about an hour and a half, then I'll make individual posts noting how I feel. It's faster to make individual posts than it is to edit my last one, and I wouldn't want to pass out and barely not send something just because I didn't want to double post.

I hope I can help others understand this method better. Hopefully my pain will finally be over, and that this will be good-bye. Thank you to everyone on this site who helped, and thank you to this site

 

[Philip]

In the short time I have known you it hurts that you have to go but I hope your pain will soon be over......maybe I will see you someday........

 

[DyingToCTB]

I really appreciate you doing this. I'll be taking SN later in the week, so I'm really curious to get some confirmation of its effectiveness.

 

[ForgetAboutMe]

Farewell, may ur passing be calm and painless. My thoughts are with you.

 

[Nitromask]

Good luck

 

[throwaway_2620]

I hope you find the peace you're seeking. Wishing you all the best and a peaceful exit.

 

[Cookiedough8956]

Good luck!!
Rest in peace :)

 

[Lettam]

Also using SN to CTB soon, curious to see how it goes.

Good luck to you and hopefully you'll find peace.

 

[Minudah]

My mouth was dry from drinking so little over the weekend and from drinking nothing today but tea early this morning, yet my mouth just started salivating really badly. Would be a problem with the DMSO?

 

[Philip]

Don't think so....

 

[Sickman75]

i was going to mention a thank you as well for updating as you go.
That gives us the rest to base more information off of
your doing a really big gesture to the community
Thank You!

 

[Karl30]

What about live stream ?

 

[Vaughn]

Travel well, you are now here ! Let go and relax...

 

[Lettam]

What about live stream ?

Even if someone wanted to live stream their death, is there even a live streaming service that wouldn't terminate the stream?

 

[Jacquelyn]

What about live stream ?

Would be beneficial to see exactly what SN method causes and looks like from a 3rd person perspective, but I doubt they'll go through the trouble of starting up a livestream.

 

[Jacquelyn]

Even if someone wanted to live stream their death, is there even a live streaming service that wouldn't terminate the stream?

A moderator would have to be watching and knowing what's happening. Without context, it might just look like someone drinking something, hanging out and then falling asleep.

 

[littlelady774]

@Minudah
I wish you all the peace in the world. From the short interaction we've had on here where you showed me pictures of your adorable dogs- you sound like such a sweet soul
May you find peace

 

[meaningisgone]

Much love to you.

 

[Philip]

@Minudah
I wish you all the peace in the world. From the short interaction we've had on here where you showed me pictures of your adorable dogs- you sound like such a sweet soul
May you find peace

She showed me pictures or her dogs too.....they are beautiful. This is breaking my heart and I have been crying.....

 

[Minudah]

Mixing everything together now

 

[stellabelle]

Mixing everything together now

I don't want you to go. I hope you get the solace and peace that you want. You don't have to do this.

 

[Boochky]

Holding you gently in love

 

[Marc]

Safe travels. Sending love and hugs

 

[Minudah]

I kept the DMSO near a 90F heater and stuck the glass in front of it for 5 minutes, but the SN is still really slow to dissolve in the DMSO. I've been swishing it around ti stir it without a spoon. Is this normal? How long until either the DMSO or the SN in the mix goes bad?

 

[Minudah]

Help :( This stuff does not want to dissolve

 

[WhiteRabbit]

Maybe stick it in the microwave?

 

[stellabelle]

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/experiment-worked-almost-died.11209/

I'm not seeing anything on xerxes thread about it dissolving..
Is it like clumps?

 

[Lettam]

Maybe stick it in the microwave?

I DO NOT believe you are supposed to put DMSO in the microwave...

 

[Minudah]

The SN is just sticking to the bottom. I stuck the glass in front of the heater and the SN started dissolving, but the glass was so hot it worried me. Should I stick it back in front of the heater?

 

[littlelady774]

You could try putting it on a hot plate to gradually heat it