Taken last method

[Gromit-CTB]

Great quote

Can put that as my death quote, either that or steal spike Milligan's "see I told you I was sick"

If I understand correctly, I think you're now at T+6 hours from consumption... any ill effects?

Just strawberry burps. Lots of them.

I love your sense of humour. Really do

Fancy having shortest marriage in history

 

[AQUA]

What are you gonna do to pass the time?

 

[Gromit-CTB]

What are you gonna do to pass the time?

Didn't think about that tbh. Will have to have a think

 

[AQUA]

How do you feel emotionally now that you've taken them?

 

[Gromit-CTB]

How do you feel emotionally now that you've taken them?

No change in emotions, part of me thinks I probably screwed it up. But at least I will be a SS story to remember

 

[EnnuiCat]

Hi Gromit, I'm so sorry your SN didn't arrive in time and that you had to resort to your other method. I do hope it isn't very painful. I'm sorry I didn't find this site sooner so that I could have gotten to know you better. But I'm happy for you that you will finally be free of suffering.

 

[Thanatonaut]

Please go get help if you think you need to. I can't bear the thought of you suffering like that for days on end.

 

[Gromit-CTB]

Ok just had first sickness only a little but no blood, sweetcorn and a carrot but no blood. Not eaten sweetcorn or carrots for days very strange.

 

[AQUA]

No change in emotions, part of me thinks I probably screwed it up. But at least I will be a SS story to remember

Whatever happens, i hope you get the peace of mind you've longed for.
we'll always remember you

 

[Thanatonaut]

Ok just had first sickness only a little but no blood, sweetcorn and a carrot but no blood. Not eaten sweetcorn or carrots for days very strange.

Vomiting or diarrhea? (Diarrhoea or however you limeys spell it? )

 

[Gromit-CTB]

Vomiting or diarrhea? (Diarrhoea or however you limeys spell it? )

Let's not start a war on who spells what correctly as obviously it's us Brits, but only vomit at moment

 

[Deleted member 1465]

Lets be honest, no one in there right mind knows how to spell diarrhoea without a spellcheck.

 

[Throwmyselfaway]

You've even invented a new recipe. Maybe think about writing a cookbook. The Sanctioned Suicide Cookbook.

Ooo that could be an interesting idea

Lets be honest, no one in there right mind knows how to spell diarrhoea without a spellcheck.

I need my proofreaders to double check that's peeling twice

 

[Thanatonaut]

Lets be honest, no one in there right mind knows how to spell diarrhoea without a spellcheck.

Hey! Somebody who was here from before! Hello again!

 

[mimiopo22]

gromit, may I ask how will you do if this death takes 2-3 days? do you live alone?

 

[PursuitofWonder]

I remember reading about ricin in the chemical weapons wiki. The problem with using these tools to ctb is that they are designed with economics, not comfort, in mind. The governments that use them are not concerned if they are painful, they care only about how much it'll cost them per death. It is sad that you had to go this route, however the silver lining you may be able to see in it is that it's very unlikely to fail. Best of luck and keep us updated.

 

[profoundexperience]

I think you're now at T+8 hours from consumption...

Hoping things are going however you'd want them to go, @Gromit-CTB.

 

[Gromit-CTB]

Still no major effects. Starting to think I screwed this up. Getting sleepy though,not a symptom probably just emotions

 

[Meditation guide]

however the silver lining you may be able to see in it is that it's very unlikely to fail.

unless he COOKED IT. I see you don't know gromit.

 

[Latios]

I remember reading about ricin in the chemical weapons wiki. The problem with using these tools to ctb is that they are designed with economics, not comfort, in mind. The governments that use them are not concerned if they are painful, they care only about how much it'll cost them per death. It is sad that you had to go this route, however the silver lining you may be able to see in it is that it's very unlikely to fail. Best of luck and keep us updated.

Does the government do this that often that the cost difference between this and like N or SN really adds up? I'm disturbed. o.O

 

[Gromit-CTB]

unless he COOKED IT. I see you don't know gromit.

Am the perfect example of cocking it up.

 

[PursuitofWonder]

Does the government do this that often that the cost difference between this and like N or SN really adds up? I'm disturbed. o.O

There's a treaty that bans chemical weapons in most countries. They don't use N or SN because they need it to spread in the air so it's involuntary. You don't hear much about using them anymore luckily.

 

[Ghost2211]

The range of onset is 6-12 hours.

 

[PursuitofWonder]

Am the perfect example of cocking it up.

Ahh yeah apologies lol I am new! Same here tho, don't worry you're not the only one.

 

[Gromit-CTB]

The range of onset is 6-12 hours.

Only vomited once. No blood, feeling very sleepy now though. I know it's not a symptom but hard to keep eyes open. Nearly 10pm in UK usually sleep around 2am but thinking of going bed soon

 

[justsad&done]

It seems to me that you'r bravery, kindness, and sense of humor have gotten you through the years, and i hope will continue to help you through these next days until you can be at peace.

 

[Gromit-CTB]

It seems to me that you'r bravery, kindness, and sense of humor have gotten you through the years, and i hope will continue to help you through these next days until you can be at peace.

Mainly my epic fails at ctb. But have to keep the humour. Also my business manager @Meditation guide wants my cook book written so that could keep me busy

 

[awfullife]

I think you are dedicated enough that even if this doesn't work, you will find a way Gromit. I'm sorry your life is shit.

 

[Gromit-CTB]

I think you are dedicated enough that even if this doesn't work, you will find a way Gromit. I'm sorry your life is shit.

I will keep going until one day I get it right

 

[justsad&done]

Mainly my epic fails at ctb. But have to keep the humour. Also my business manager @Meditation guide wants my cook book written so that could keep me busy

Possibly a dessert section - Death by Chocolate?