qetyioxz
New Member
- May 22, 2026
- 3
2nd vent
Why is the only thing that I respond to is being emasculated and humiliated by a man-woman hybrid. Not men...not women...just this. Why. No masculine desires, my virility is completely gone...or wasn't there to begin with. Some of us are just born unlucky. A wife and family was really my ultimate purpose. Why did I have to be cursed like this, my whole life is ruined. Isn't that what really matters?, I'm now struggling to see the point of it all. Who is into this shit? Life couldn't just give me a normal desire.......Idkk man. I cannot pursue this attraction irl, it's just too disgusting for me and otherwise, now my life has no purpose really....so I guess I'll never be happy alive. My life is a living hell. I just want to pass away peacefully, but even if that 20 minutes of SN is agonising, then I guess it is what it is. Not to speak of I have no friends, I could've gotten past that but this is really my final straw.
Out of everyone it had to be me. I could've had such a joyful life.
Why is the only thing that I respond to is being emasculated and humiliated by a man-woman hybrid. Not men...not women...just this. Why. No masculine desires, my virility is completely gone...or wasn't there to begin with. Some of us are just born unlucky. A wife and family was really my ultimate purpose. Why did I have to be cursed like this, my whole life is ruined. Isn't that what really matters?, I'm now struggling to see the point of it all. Who is into this shit? Life couldn't just give me a normal desire.......Idkk man. I cannot pursue this attraction irl, it's just too disgusting for me and otherwise, now my life has no purpose really....so I guess I'll never be happy alive. My life is a living hell. I just want to pass away peacefully, but even if that 20 minutes of SN is agonising, then I guess it is what it is. Not to speak of I have no friends, I could've gotten past that but this is really my final straw.
Out of everyone it had to be me. I could've had such a joyful life.
