I'm curious.. Of all the seed options what made you choose castor?
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Gromit-CTB
time for ctb
- Nov 14, 2020
- 847
Wanted rosary but couldn't import them, something about them being a poison, like anyone would eat seeds. UK garden centre had a good selection and only 99p a pack, bargain
Meditation guide
Always was, is, and always shall be.
- Jun 22, 2020
- 6,082
I was afraid the local cats and dogs would eat the plants so I didn't plant them.
The two are quite similar, and as long as a person waits until there is ample absorption there is absolutely nothing that can be done. I think Rosary are just easier to manage.
Gromit-CTB
time for ctb
- Nov 14, 2020
- 847
Rosary would have been less to eat but read about someone surviving 200 so put off by idea. Just hoping I don't survive this.
Keep us posted if you don't mind.
Gromit-CTB
time for ctb
- Nov 14, 2020
- 847
It's only been a couple hours right? It can take a good while to take affect.
sadworld
existence is a nightmare
- Aug 25, 2020
- 3,868
Uhh, that's a painful way. I'm sorry
You are going to die if you endure the pain.
Gromit-CTB
time for ctb
- Nov 14, 2020
- 847
At least another 4 hours before I could feel anything :(
That does happen. When I lived in the southern US, my neighbor's dog died from eating Hemlock that was growing nearby.
Weary Soul
Soon I will be free
- Nov 13, 2019
- 1,155
Oh Gromit, I am so sorry to read this. If this does work you will be greatly missed. Love and peace to you.
StuFin
Arcanist
- Oct 21, 2020
- 449
Gromit-CTB
time for ctb
- Nov 14, 2020
- 847
Everything will be reset. Pc is destroyed and no paper trail back to anyone
NodusTollens
☾
- Nov 17, 2020
- 989
I knew nothing of this process so I had to look it up real quick, you sir have a road ahead of you. —hugs—
I've been reading your posts & your determination definitely lends itself to this process. I wish you well, & I hope this is the last time you have to do this.
Godspeed, I wish you peace.
Gromit-CTB
time for ctb
- Nov 14, 2020
- 847
Thank you. I know it's not a great way but mother nature can help sometimes. Just need to do everything so it works and I don't have to post another failure.
KleinerWolf
Account Wipe.
- Apr 30, 2020
- 2,700
Gromit, how many did u take 2 days ago?
and do you have strong painkiller if it helps in severe stages?
NodusTollens
☾
- Nov 17, 2020
- 989
Here's hoping not, though you'll have our support no matter the outcome. :)
Gromit-CTB
time for ctb
- Nov 14, 2020
- 847
Only tested with 2. This time was 108
KleinerWolf
Account Wipe.
- Apr 30, 2020
- 2,700
I think you are gonna die from this.
Seems like a painful way to go:(
I hope your sn arrives before you enter into severe stages or that you have something to relieve the pain.
Gromit-CTB
time for ctb
- Nov 14, 2020
- 847
If the SN arrives will take it as well. If the pain is to much I have the hospital or ratchet strap.
Meditation guide
Always was, is, and always shall be.
- Jun 22, 2020
- 6,082
Since this is a new way on this site hopefully we get some blow by blow descriptions of what happens as this takes effect.
Gromit-CTB
time for ctb
- Nov 14, 2020
- 847
I will try. But tbh wouldn't recommend to anyone, this is the pit of desperation.
KleinerWolf
Account Wipe.
- Apr 30, 2020
- 2,700
I read something about blood in urine,
Liver and kidney failure.
if the sources are trustworthy.
im not sure if you have some painkiller handy,
but hospital is definitely an option if it ends up excruciating pain.
otherwise I Hope the sn comes soon.
Gromit-CTB
time for ctb
- Nov 14, 2020
- 847
Lots of pain killers and lots of sleeping pills. Hospital is last resort, would try compression before that
I think you can monitor your pupils to see this particular substance is having an effect.
Body temperature for fever too.
profoundexperience
You can feel the punishment but you cant commit ts
- Jun 29, 2020
- 436
@Gromit-CTB, may I please wholeheartedly offer you this Buddhist prayer of lovingkindness now -- for this very moment -- and for whatever may come...
May you be free of suffering, @Gromit-CTB.
May you have mental happiness, @Gromit-CTB.
May you have physical happiness, @Gromit-CTB.
May you have ease of well being, @Gromit-CTB.Last edited:
Gromit-CTB
time for ctb
- Nov 14, 2020
- 847
Had no effect from test, not sure if that's good or bad. But looking out for signs, have researched all I can on web about it so do know what I'm facing. This is not impulse it's two months of planning and researching my CTB, yes not my favourite method but plan C could be the way.
stygal
meow
- Oct 29, 2020
- 1,729
I'm so sorry, Gromit.
I wouldn't wish this act of pure desperation on anybody.
Hopefully you've got enough things to distract yourself with.
Gromit-CTB
time for ctb
- Nov 14, 2020
- 847
I have you guys which is all I need at the end of the dayI'm so sorry, Gromit.
I wouldn't wish this act of pure desperation on anybody.
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