ksp
Arcanist
- Oct 1, 2022
- 435
you need to rest, and collect your thoughtsI tried for several hours yesterday
think of methods that are more peaceful, this way you don't fight against your survival instinct
you need to rest, and collect your thoughtsI tried for several hours yesterday
That's exactly what I'm doing. Well besides having to tell officers my family called today that I'm "just fine" and they totally left me alone. I think what I'll probably settle on is finding a spot with a large drop because trying to get inert gasses or substances is extremely unlikely. I also don't really want to do the detergent or charcoal methods. I am normally adverse to doing something like jumping but I'm really done and I don't think falling into trees and shrubs would be that bad. I just have to scope out a site that's as big of a drop as possible which I think I know a spot by my house that should be at least 100 feet with many more several hundred decline in the mountain past the initial drop.you need to rest, and collect your thoughts
think of methods that are more peaceful, this way you don't fight against your survival instinct
Hello I hope that you'll reply to my comment. I have a question and you seem to be knowledgeable. I need to know at what angle should I aim the gun or shotgun, please give your opinion if you're 100% sure. If not then please say that you're not sure, I don't want to mess this up. If possible please provide sources thanksSuicide Methods
Sorted by: 1. Peacefulness, and 2. Reliability
Method Peaceful Reliability Availability Speed SI* Legality Nembutal 100 % 100 % 0 % < 3 min 0 - sleep 0 % Carfentanyl 100 % 100 % 10 % (street) < 10 sec 0 - unaware 20 % Fentanyl 90 % 85 % 20 % (street) < 30 sec 0 20 % Heroine 90 % 70 % 20 % (street) < 1 min 0 0 % Nitrogen 80 % 95 % 70 % 5 breaths 0 - coma 100 % Helium 80 % 95 % 70 % 5 breaths 0 100 % Crb Mnxide 80 % 95 % 70 % <2 min 0 70 % Shooting*** 80 % 80 % 50 % 0 sec fighting SI 50 % SN** 70 % 70 % 50 % (?) 10 to 30 min discomfort 50 % (?) Hanging 60 % 50 % 100 % 1 to 5 min discomfort 100 % Tourniquet 60 % 50 % 100 % 1 to 5 min discomfort 100 % Nigh-Night 60 % 50 % 100 % 1 to 5 min discomfort 100 % Cyanide 50 % 90 % 10 % 1 to 3 min painful 10 % Bleeding 50 % 50 % 100 % > 1 hour discomfort 100 % Drowning 10 % 62 % 100 % 1 to 3 min fighting SI 100 % Jumping 5 % 34 % 70 % < 1 min fighting SI 70 % Fire 0 % 70 % 100 % 1 to 3 min agony 100 % Freezing 0 % 50 % 100 % 1 day fighting SI 100 % Dehydration 0 % 50 % 100 % 1 week fighting SI 100 % Starvation 0 % 50 % 100 % 8 weeks fighting SI 100 % SS Resources - - - - - -
* SI = Survival Instinct / Fear
** SN = Sodium Nitrite
*** Notes about shooting:
- you need a shotgun for 100% reliability; high caliber gun: 2 shots to the gut + 1 shot to brain
- you need to know how to aim for the brainstem, and finger doesn't flinch
- you need to know a lot about firearms
reliability / risks:
- requires no medical intervention until death
- failure usually implies brain and / or organ damage (long time care) after attempt
- brain damage ranges from temporary, to life time incapacity, to vegetative state
- organ damage implies tendon / nerve, limb amputation, kidney, liver, heart, disfiguration
I need to know at what angle should I aim the gun or shotgun, please give your opinion if you're 100% sure. If not then please say that you're not sure, I don't want to mess this up. If possible please provide sources thanks
Rewind a little further to the history of the Vikings)) Then people had balls to die beautifully in bloody battles, with a face covered in someone else's blood. And here we cowardly discuss the most painless methods of suicide))Being of Germanic extraction I originally leaned to cyanide; thought I would go a la Hitler, Goering, and Himmler...... Just try to get cyanide in the USA. GOOD LUCK!
Cyanide is at least very quick.
would'nt we all!!I would really love to get my hands on some N or F.
Probably because SN is so hard to come by.wow SN seemed to have a much lower rating than i thought it would.
And shooting makes me think maybe i should go that method, good rating, il need to save for a gun.
Also insulin? i didnt know you can kill yourself with insulin, i may also look into that.
Thanks for posting.
Suicide Methods, by peacefulness (vs agony) (2022)
mix of methods from legal resources (wikipedia, this site, and other websites available on the clear net)
Nembutal 10 0 10 8 Liquid 1 Nitrogen / Sarco 10 10 10 10 Gas/Mask 10 Fentanyl 10 2 6 7 Injection 2 Carfentanil 10 1 10 10 Injection 1 Helium 10 10 10 10 Gas/Mask 10 Argon 10 10 10 10 Gas/Mask 10 Heroine 10 4 10 7 Injection 2 Drug Mix (Morphine+) 9 5 10 7 PPeH (p 283) 3 Sodium Nitrite 7 5 (?) 7 6 Drink 5 (?) Carbon Monoxide 8 7 9 10 Gas 10 Shooting * 9 * 5 8 10 Shotgun * 5 Nigh-Night *** 8 10 7 10 Korean in PPeH 10 Tourniquet *** 8 10 7 9 Tourniquet 10 Insulin 5 6 5 10 Insulin 5 Bleeding ** 5 10 7 5 (?) Blade ** 10 Hanging 5 10 6.1 7 Rope 10 Cyanide 5 3 10 8 Cyanide 1 Detergent / Pesticides 3 9 9 3 Japanese 10 Jumping1 7 3.5 7 Too unreliable 7 Drowning 0 10 6.5 5 Water 10 Electrocution 0 7 5 5 Electricity 10 Self-immolation 0 10 7 1 Matches, Gasoline 10 Starvation 0 10 5 0 Nothing 10 Dehydration 0 10 5 3 Nothing 10 Freezing 0 10 5 1 Hypothermia 10 Train 0 9 5 5 Too unreliable 10 Seppuku + decapitation 0 10 5 5 Honorable 0 SS Resources - - - - - -
* important notes about shooting
- you need a shotgun for 100% reliability
- you need to know a lot about firearms
- you need to know how to aim for the brainstem
- you need to make sure your finger doesn't flinch (use a prop)
** bleeding
- wrist cutting has a 1.2% success rate (!!!)
- better options are neck neck or groin area
—- both of these sites contain major arteries / vanes (jugular, carotid, femoral)
- even with major arteries / vanes, this takes time (not sure about agony)
*** nigh-night, tourniquet, partial
- difficulty finding carotid arteries and jugular veins (sweet spot)
- nigh-night was applied to me, by another person: no pain, and extremely fast
(i can't apply it to myself yet…)
didn't include 'train', 'jumping', 'decapitation'
- extreme violence / gruesome / gore
- inflicting trauma onto others, high risk of injury / death to others
- needs to overcome extreme survival instinct
i placed some temporary links, so the mods can update them when appropriate
ps.
- copy the table above and paste it in Excel (or something similar) to sort be different column headers
- please let me know if i should make any important updates