Suicidal feelings

[Neverfeltdeader]

I'm having a severe urge to end my life tonight. The urge is so bad that I wish I could actually attempt to. I don't know what to do. If I was alone in life and it was easy, I'd make the decision to do it right now, but it's not that simple. I have a husband and animals to take care of. I can't even talk to someone about my feelings because they'll send me straight to the hospital. This is fucking torture.

 

[FuneralCry]

It's very true that existing in this world is torture, if only there was an option to just erase our existence and disappear, then that would be ideal. But there certainly is no peace from suffering in this world and it does sound like both a difficult and painful situation that you are in. I wish you the best, I hate how people cannot talk about the subject of suicide openly in this hellish world, as humans we deserve to have our right to die accepted without the fear of ending up in a psych ward.