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hermestrimegistus

hermestrimegistus

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Sep 16, 2023
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Suicidal so I drink, but if I don't drink I 'm also suffering. Anyone else deal with similar issues? Does any ex-alcoholic have a reason for stopping or suggestions on how to curb cravings to drink? Any input would be very helpful
 
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EternalPain

EternalPain

To live means to suffer
Sep 11, 2023
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I only stopped to do other drugs, but I can't really recommend that. I used to be drunk all the time, and it only made me more suicidal after a while. The only thing thats actually helped was smoking weed, as its a good way to replace the alc without having too strong side effects or addiction risk. Probably won't work for everyone though. I hope you find a way to deal with it, it's a horrible situation to be in.
 
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hermestrimegistus

hermestrimegistus

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Sep 16, 2023
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I only stopped to do other drugs, but I can't really recommend that. I used to be drunk all the time, and it only made me more suicidal after a while. The only thing thats actually helped was smoking weed, as its a good way to replace the alc without having too strong side effects or addiction risk. Probably won't work for everyone though. I hope you find a way to deal with it, it's a horrible situation to be in.
It fucking sucks. Smoked weed for a decade. I can't anymore. My tolerance is through the roof and my lungs hurt
 
twatingthroughlife

twatingthroughlife

I don't know what I'm doing
Sep 29, 2023
64
I started drinking to cope and it was ok, but after some time it only made me more unstable and depressed. I stopped because of that. I didn't have a strategy or anything, I just did it, but it took me a lot of relapsing. Nowadays I just smoke and sh
 
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hermestrimegistus

hermestrimegistus

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Sep 16, 2023
341
I started drinking to cope and it was ok, but after some time it only made me more unstable and depressed. I stopped because of that. I didn't have a strategy or anything, I just did it, but it took me a lot of relapsing. Nowadays I just smoke and sh
Drinking to cope and it just makes me unstable and depressed exactly like you said. I just dont know how to stop
 
AnonymousRobin

AnonymousRobin

little bird fly away
Oct 7, 2022
191
Drank a lot to cope for many years, from 17-23 it just made me more depressed and hurt those around me. Smoking weed helped me quit, but I know I go back to drinking if I'm out
 
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F@#$

Freedom seeker
Nov 8, 2023
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I drank like a motherfucker for years. Gettin fucked up every God damn night. Then about 8 years ago I just stopped. Until recently I've been drinking again. It's whatever I guess I feel ok when I'm drinking. Smoke the fuck out of weed too,wake'n bake every morning. I'm starting to think in my older years I'm going to start using heroin. I've heard it's amazing.
 
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