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beyonddone
tried&failed fighting against corrupt family court
- Sep 9, 2024
- 14
Quick question, anyone know if there is something you can put in car gas tank that would cause car to blow up? Or is that not a thing that can be done anymore?
I was planning on the train method, pulling out at night in front of the speedway train going between 55-85mph but im scared that i will panic last second and god forbid cops come then im even worse off, i already tried 2 weeks ago nearly succeeded but was woken up, so annoying, so obviously taking all that i took fucked me up on top of all my health issues i already had (my heart rate has been 160,120,140, etc i think all the meds i took at once fucked up my heart esp since i already had heart issues) anyway i am not trying to have another failed attempt..
So im to the point i need a very high probability way and crashing on the road just likely wont cut it and im not risking it, train is my best bet… just wanted to spare that whole scene but time is running out… idk theres anything worse then wanting to be gone more then anything and continuously "saved" in random ways.. & i dont believe thats "a sign" that i belong here… i dont want to get into it right now but one thing alone that im dealing with is enough to make a normal person give up let alone someone whos been thru all the shit i have & am going thru so yea just any suggestions please please comment, and thank you all
I was planning on the train method, pulling out at night in front of the speedway train going between 55-85mph but im scared that i will panic last second and god forbid cops come then im even worse off, i already tried 2 weeks ago nearly succeeded but was woken up, so annoying, so obviously taking all that i took fucked me up on top of all my health issues i already had (my heart rate has been 160,120,140, etc i think all the meds i took at once fucked up my heart esp since i already had heart issues) anyway i am not trying to have another failed attempt..
So im to the point i need a very high probability way and crashing on the road just likely wont cut it and im not risking it, train is my best bet… just wanted to spare that whole scene but time is running out… idk theres anything worse then wanting to be gone more then anything and continuously "saved" in random ways.. & i dont believe thats "a sign" that i belong here… i dont want to get into it right now but one thing alone that im dealing with is enough to make a normal person give up let alone someone whos been thru all the shit i have & am going thru so yea just any suggestions please please comment, and thank you all