she's a catalyst in my choice to end it. I loved her a lot even though I only knew her for a short period of time. But yeah. Her dumbass parents and cucked dumb family (her brother who I hate with all of my heart) wouldn't let us talk so inevitably I broke down, panicked got really upset and said shit like I love you never leave me I'll die or some dumb stuff like that and she just looks at me with so much animosity now. I don't want to live to see her get with someone else. We went ON ONE FUCKING DATE. I HATE HER FOR DOING TBIS TO ME. WHY LEAD ME ON????? JUST TO WATCH ME KILL MYSELF???? UGH.
-
Hey Guest,
We wanted to share a quick update with the community.
Our public expense ledger is now live, allowing anyone to see how donations are used to support the ongoing operation of the site.
👉 View the ledger hereOver the past year, increased regulatory pressure in multiple regions like UK OFCOM and Australia's eSafety has led to higher operational costs, including infrastructure, security, and the need to work with more specialized service providers to keep the site online and stable.
If you value the community and would like to help support its continued operation, donations are greatly appreciated. If you wish to donate via Bank Transfer or other options, please open a ticket.
Donate via cryptocurrency:
Bitcoin (BTC):Ethereum (ETH):Monero (XMR):- Status
NormallyNeurotic
Everything is going to be okay â‹… he/him
- Nov 21, 2024
- 669
Wow. Uh, hey dude. Have you considered that she doesn't look at you with animosity, but uncomfortability and fear?
I get that you are feeling a lot of emotions right now, but she is not your property, and considering the fact that you are calling her insulting names, you clearly aren't in the best shape for a relationship.
martyrdom
inanimate object
- Nov 3, 2025
- 359
Your life is not her responsibility, this is extremely manipulative behavior.
She blocked me BECAUSE HER DUMB FAMILY MADE HER. We don't speak anymore because she's not even allowed by her retarded dumb family. I can probably never love anyone again because they'll just hate me for it. I never was mean to her. Before she was allegedly forced to block me she told me I did nothing wrong. I DID NOTHING WRONG. I don't even care if I do the ""wrong"" thing. I just need closure then I'll die
martyrdom
inanimate object
- Nov 3, 2025
- 359
But you just said she "looks at you with animosity" and that you threatened to kill yourself if she leaves you.
Never called her property! She's from an Islamic family and THEY treat her like property by controlling all of her interactions and assets until she dies. Not being Islamophobic, that's just what she told me. And I need a relationship before I CTB. But I probably won't get one. My life is a nightmare. Women treat me like I'm an obstacle to be overcome in their search for their perfect amazing wonderful stuck up piece of shit asshole cuck that they'll die with or something
She it's like I'm a fucking ghost she just looks through me like I'm not even there it's so fucked I'm done with this shit
NormallyNeurotic
Everything is going to be okay â‹… he/him
- Nov 21, 2024
- 669
If you threaten to kill yourself to them, I can see why, honestly. You are not relationship material. Stop complaining and better yourself.
Also, nice slur. You're acting like a scorned teen, dude. You can achieve love if you get some maturity.Last edited:
Uhhh yeah because I have autism level 2. I'm not the most emotionally mature person. I never threatened TO kill myself to her and im not reading through the messages to check. You're being extremely ableist right now too. Just because I'm emotionally very delayed means I can't love someone and I don't "deserve" love like every other human on this planet does?
U. A.
"Ultra Based Gigachad"
- Aug 8, 2022
- 2,407
NormallyNeurotic
Everything is going to be okay â‹… he/him
- Nov 21, 2024
- 669
"I have autism so I call people slurs" no, you're an autistic incel. That's not a disorder, that's a moral failing. Grow up, signed another autistic person.
Complaining as if he hasn't used more ableist language than anyone on this site in the last week
Bro. The words stupid, dumb and idiot describe anyone. I never use it to describe people who are actually intellectually disabled. There's lots of intellectually disabled people at my university but I mostly hang out with them cuz they suck less than everyone else.
violetforever
Student
- Dec 24, 2025
- 190
in this entire post you've been speaking and acting out with volatility. it's making you look foolish right now. the reaction you had to not being able to talk to her, especially after having gone on one date, would leave me stunned too. i'm not saying you can't love someone in a short amount of time but you're already turning around and saying that you hate her and that she led you on. are you referring to her as the "stupid dumb idiot" in your post title? you keep name calling her family and saying you hate them too. how is the relationship even going to work out?…
after reading this it just sounds like you threw a fit to that girl (and now on here) over not getting what you wanted, not because you couldn't have that relationship with her specifically.
no one was aware that you're autistic. you can't just pull out the word ableist on everyone who criticizes you.- Status
Similar threads
Venting Another fight with ex...- SuicidalCurryBoy
- Offtopic
OfftopicSuicidalCurryBoy
