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Idontmatter

Just want it all to be over
Oct 25, 2021
647
I woke up this morning with the strongest urge yet to ctb. I'm now having dreams about it. I definitely am not going to be able to wait until the end of the year. I'm done trying new things to get better because nothing is going to work. These feelings are horrible. I wish I had a ctb partner to help with my nerves but I'll just do it alone if I don't find anyone. I just want to sleep.
 
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onlyanimalsaregood

onlyanimalsaregood

Unlovable 💔 Rest in peace CommitSudoku 🤍
Mar 11, 2022
1,329
I want do die so badly
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,336
I understand the feeling of just wanting to sleep. I'm also tired of existing and it does sound so peaceful finally being free from all problems and suffering. I wish you peace.
 
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StolenLife

StolenLife

Warlock
Sep 19, 2022
740
I understand you. I hope that you'll find a method that suits you.
 
lonelygirl111

lonelygirl111

i don’t know what i’m doing anymore
Sep 20, 2022
55
i'm sorry your in so much pain and dealing with horrible feelings. i really don't know why life is so horrible for so many of us i wish it wasn't. i hope you feel more at peace soon.
 

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