Still here

[shrekbby]

I'm very anxious lately about my future. I don't have any plans, no savings, no drivers license, I'm broke all the time, very certain I have a bunch of cavities in my teeth from not going to the dentist in 6 years, gained weight. I can go on and on. I feel so fed up with life, I will never be able to keep up or make something of myself. Also, world has gone to shit. I fantasise daily about killing myself, how good it would be to don't be in misery all the time. I actually cant do the tiniest and easiest shit with my life, not even kill myself. I'm such a failure. I don't mean to sulk, I just don't have anyone who would let me talk this freely without getting worried or try to fix things. There's nothing to fix, death is the only way out.

 

[PlzTake MeWithYou]

You totally shout my feeling out loudly. Dunno why I'm still here...

 

[gayayi4811]

similar POV here
I'm not desperate enough to be determined yet. But life situation continues to decay slowly, and I don't see any solution

 

[lostsoul2050]

I feel the exact same way down to the dentist (mine is also a huge phobia of the dentist). Everything is so expensive. I can't hold an actual well paying job because my anxiety is terrible and I just end up crying all the time.