Still alive

[retardkid]

I'm 100 pound male and just took 300mg diphenhydramine and 2 shots of whiskey is this enough to kill me or do I need to take more

Just woke up, feel like shit, my chest hurts, my mouth is dry, and most dreadfully, I did not die. I don't know what to do next, I have tried NN but I couldn't get the position right and I have no valid sources of sn.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Failed attempts can cause so much pain and frustarion but OD attempts most likely fail, unfortunately. Alternatives are inert gas / N2 with exitbag / SCBA mask or CO Method, charcoal should be available everywhere without restrictions if SN isn't an option. or Hanging, that only needs a rope and some place to tie the rope to.

 

[picklemick]

I'm sorry for your pain. I have also tried many methods and am still here. SI always fucks me up even though I know I'm done

 

[FuneralCry]

That sounds so horrible what you went through, failing ctb is exactly what I fear and of course I really hate how difficult it is to die in this cruel world. I just wish it was easier and I get that it's awful feeling trapped here but anyway I hope that you eventually find the freedom you are searching for.