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Feb 14, 2026
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I know the concept is kinda ironic but what do you all think?
 
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I always think of forcing myself to live as a form of self harm. i know every day of my life is torture, yet i continue to put myself through it
 
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I get the irony, but I've heard it from multiple people similar thoughts now and personally I think life, if you don't like it, which I think many of us don't, is torture in itself. Living in pain and suffering everyday with no hope to get out, is definitly a form of SH, if you have a reasonable and painless way to ctb and the only thing holding you back is the need to punish yourself. I don't know if any of that even makes sense
 
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