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Blueberry Panic

Blueberry Panic

The Gallow Rose
Jan 5, 2025
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I'm going to starve myself and get myself so weak that a od would finally take me , any thoughts?
 
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livingonlytodie

love’s not dead
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I'm going to starve myself and get myself so weak that a od would finally take me , any thoughts?
I hope you find the peace you are looking for. This was initially my goal too but a lot of people have informed me that it's really painful so im just gonna od on lots & lots of sn until its lights out for me. ❤️
 
Blueberry Panic

Blueberry Panic

The Gallow Rose
Jan 5, 2025
1,664
I hope you find the peace you are looking for. This was initially my goal too but a lot of people have informed me that it's really painful so im just gonna od on lots & lots of sn until its lights out for me. ❤️
I hope it is painful
 
Rymrgand

Rymrgand

Back here I suppose
Jan 5, 2025
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I hope you find the peace you are looking for. This was initially my goal too but a lot of people have informed me that it's really painful so im just gonna od on lots & lots of sn until its lights out for me. ❤️
You are not supposed to OD on SN. You simply take the recommended dose like if it was a normal medicine.
I'd rather not rationalize it
I don't really support this kind of CTB-SH. At least you have researched what OD will give you a reliable death? Even if you want it painful, I assume you don't want to survive.
 
flowersinbed_

flowersinbed_

“All I could taste was blood and metal.”
Feb 24, 2025
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hello, i hope you are doing well, i would like to ask what you plan to overdose on as for some methods starvation might not even be necessary. i read earlier that you would like to feel pain but trust me, as someone who has tried starving myself to the point where i was bedridden and weak, it is NOT the desired pain you want. starvation is unnecessary suffering and i would highly encourage looking into other methods or outlets.
 
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deadbidaylight

And the sun will set for you
Feb 27, 2025
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This sounds like an impulsive reaction to something that happened. I hope that you're able to take a bit of time, step back from the situation and evaluate your options. You can revisit it when you have a clearer head. Suicidal impulse is hardly ever successful. I'm sorry that you're feeling so much pain right now. Thinking of you ❤️
 
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grapevoid

grapevoid

Mage
Jan 30, 2025
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Wtf kind of response is this?
She's engaging in a form of self harm so she's hoping to feel pain. Though depending on what she plans to overdose on this plan could be highly ineffective and not the kind of pain most people are seeking through self harming behaviors. Idk though, just a general guess and analysis
I'm going to starve myself and get myself so weak that a od would finally take me , any thoughts?
I'm not sure OD is a good idea, regardless of what you do leading up to it. What are you planning to attempt to OD on? Unless you're shooting up a hard drug, I'd consider another option to OD
 
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Blueberry Panic

Blueberry Panic

The Gallow Rose
Jan 5, 2025
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She's engaging in a form of self harm so she's hoping to feel pain. Though depending on what she plans to overdose on this plan could be highly ineffective and not the kind of pain most people are seeking through self harming behaviors. Idk though, just a general guess and analysis

I'm not sure OD is a good idea, regardless of what you do leading up to it. What are you planning to attempt to OD on? Unless you're shooting up a hard drug, I'd consider another option to OD
I'll od on a mixed amount of drugs I've been saving. It's got a bunch of stuff in it including oxy,some anti psychotics , Xanax and anti depressants.
 
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wiggy

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Jan 6, 2025
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I think the primary effect is that the medications may be absorbed and delivered to your bloodstream a bit faster, but likely not to anywhere near the extent that an otherwise ineffective candidate substance would become lethal.
 
sancta-simplicitas

sancta-simplicitas

Wizard
Dec 14, 2023
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Wtf kind of response is this?
They're clearly not in a place where they feel very good and comments like this probably doesn't help the least.
 
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cooked825

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Feb 21, 2025
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They're clearly not in a place where they feel very good and comments like this probably doesn't help the least.
Apologies for this to op was intoxicated and thought it wasn't from op feel terrible serious apologies again
 
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