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divinemistress87

divinemistress87

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CravingPeace

CravingPeace

It’s only a matter of time
Feb 19, 2025
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I totally agree. It feels like writing in a collaborative journal for like-minded individuals. I feel no judgement for saying what I feel. Definitely a unique experience.

I'm glad you are here with us :)
 
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sadalways

sadalways

My birth was an error
Sep 5, 2024
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Fully agreed :hihi: i love this forum
 
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EvisceratedJester

EvisceratedJester

|| What Else Could I Be But a Jester ||
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Margin3458

Margin3458

Almost at the End
Nov 13, 2024
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Thats true whenever I am here I feel like here are people that I can relate to and understand my stuggle.
 
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areyousafe??

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Nov 27, 2024
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I am so different to everyone around me. I don't belong. No one wants to hear the depressive thoughts running through my head, and if they did, it's unlikely they will relate, or understand. It's sad that there are users who have similar struggles, but comforting to me because I feel less alone.
 
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CTB Dream

CTB Dream

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Sep 17, 2022
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ya rl cmfy no plc othr talk any talk ctb
 
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dust-in-the-wind

dust-in-the-wind

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Definitely an element of comfort where like minded can express their thoughts and feelings about suicide without judgment.
 
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Fall_Apart

Fall_Apart

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The most precious thing is that here everyone can feel the pain of others with compassion and sharing. There is no room for judgment, there is no room for shame, only authentic connection.
 
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As a neurodivergent person, I feel like this is the only place I can truly unmask
 
EndingItAll

EndingItAll

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While I did chuckle at your post, I definitely think you have a good point. Like, during my pre-depression times, I thought people who wanted to CTB were just simply not thinking too clearly or something. With SS, I can talk to people who actually KNOW what its like to have the desire to exit, instead of talking to someone who has never experienced these thoughts and therefore has no idea what they are talking about. I am seeking professional help, but most doctors in that sector don't know our struggles first hand and follow some random medical textbook instead.
 
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May 25, 2023
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I'm so glad I found this place.
 
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nihilistic_dragon

Dead already. Just need to dispose of my body now.
Aug 6, 2024
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A lot of the time this forum is the only thing that helps me get through the day...
 
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kindalone

kindalone

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Mar 1, 2023
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I can't talk about these things even with people I thought were my closest. I told one and she was so overwhelmed that she said "she can't do this right now." I don't blame her. Normal people can't take it. Most people don't really care. They want things gone, out of their sight, more than they want to solve it. I'm with them. I want to be gone, too.
 
maniac116

maniac116

My own worst enemy🌹💔
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I couldn't agree more!
A community of like-minded & mostly non judgmental people. A relatively safe place to speak your mind! 🤗🌹💔
 
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JesiBel

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Dec 5, 2024
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Haha, well, at least we're going to "leave" being understood, we're not so alone here. From all over the world, we can feel accompanied (:
 
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ForeverLonely82

ForeverLonely82

Experienced
Dec 22, 2021
247
I like it here. Can relate with most of the struggles you all go through. Most people avoid people like us because we are seen as trash. Tried places in the past like Reddit in the pace and can't stand the hivemind mentality that goes on there. Here on the other hand, we don't have to agree on everything that is said, but at least we can be mature enough to respect each others feelings and not shit talk each other to oblivion. We are all suffering in our terrible life and can be there for anyone that welcomes our input and/or friendship.
 
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