Sometimes It Feels Like a Dream

[KafkaF]

It has been almost 5 months since I last saw my previous girlfriend.

I was looking at old pictures of her on my phone just now. And it feels almost like she wasn't real. Like she was never my girlfriend at all and I made her up or like she didn't exist. Like I dreamed it all.

Looking back at it, it feels surreal like it never happened.

I know rationally that that's not true but yet I feel that way anyway.

I don't know. I don't understand it.

 

[cantthinkofusername]

I know the feeling you're talking about. It sounds like derealization, to be honest.