Venting So tired of waking up

[Arb]

Falling asleep is already hard enough, my meds don't work anymore, the drugs don't work anymore, I always have this pit in my stomach every morning.

I'm tired, some days I seem to be feeling really well but those are far and few between, most of the time I'm in my bed wishing for my final days to arrive.

I don't think I can even wait for my friend's cancer to take her before I kill myself anymore, my soul is worn and ready to leave and do what it needs to do for the next life or eternity.

The only thing I know I'll be doing for sure if I die before my friend is I'll be there for her when her time comes, helping her transition into the after life.

 

[FuneralCry]

I also feel tired of it all, all I personally wish for is to never wake ever again, I wish for no more pain, no more suffering rather I just want to sleep for all eternity. But anyway I wish you the best.