SN

[killmepleasefast]

if only getting SN was easier !! i would have much peaceful dead
each day is getting harder and harder for me to live
i live in small apartment with my family
hanging isnot realiable as there is chance that my family can save me

jumping from high building ? i dont want my dead to be public news

i want to od in any other drugs but as i live in asia getting hand on any other drugs is so hard

i cant afford helium or nitrogen

and i want to die with co poisoing but as i live with my parents i dont want them to suffer too for my mistake !! i love them
i was just a bad i made many mistake
i destroyed everything