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NoOneKnows

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cold water ,or mild cold or warm to mix with SN? does it matter ? thanks
 
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Psilo

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Dec 29, 2018
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I just picked up my sn! My heart is racing...
Tonight I will do the dosing. I put sn and sodium bicarbonate in separate plastic bags. All I need now is my meto/antiemetics.

I have to say is it feels great to have absolute control over my own life.
 
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Jessica-

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Mar 26, 2019
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I just picked up my sn! My heart is racing...
Tonight I will do the dosing. I put sn and sodium bicarbonate in separate plastic bags. All I need now is my meto/antiemetics.

I have to say is it feels great to have absolute control over my own life.

I hv read a lot about SN, I m not saying you are wrong but how can you be so sure that it would work? I hv also ordered it from eBay but am too scared to take it in case it fails and I m left with some irreversible damage.
 
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Redrock

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Mar 5, 2019
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cold water ,or mild cold or warm to mix with SN? does it matter ? thanks
It doesn't matter much, because you can dissolve much more SN than you need in 100ml water.
You can dissolve 75.1g SN in 100ml 10 Celsius water, 80,8g in 20C, 87.6g in 30C but you need only max 20-25g
 
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Psilo

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I hv read a lot about SN, I m not saying you are wrong but how can you be so sure that it would work?
I'm not sure, but its all I have for now. I would go for n if I had the money.
I hv also ordered it from eBay but am too scared to take it in case it fails and I m left with some irreversible damage.
Ive ordered it from apcPure.

Yes I'm also scared to side effects in case I survive.
 
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I'm not sure, but its all I have for now. I would go for n if I had the money.

Ive ordered it from apcPure.

Yes I'm also scared to side effects in case I survive.


I wish you the best of luck. I couldn't get N either as my country has super strict customs andI'd freak out waiting for it to arrive.
 
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Mar 3, 2019
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I'm not sure, but its all I have for now. I would go for n if I had the money.

Ive ordered it from apcPure.

Yes I'm also scared to side effects in case I survive.
I didn't think there was any side effects, like its reveresible if you get saved or go yourself to hospital. Am I wrong?
 
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Psilo

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I didn't think there was any side effects, like its reveresible if you get saved or go yourself to hospital. Am I wrong?
No one really knows, theres so much flow of bullshit nowadays, you cant really trust anybody even on SS. I can only trust the Nitschke guy for now...
 
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Mar 26, 2019
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No one really knows, theres so much flow of bullshit nowadays, you cant really trust anybody even on SS. I can only trust the Nitschke guy for now...

I wouldn't even trust Nitschke, the PPeH is littered with errors.....
 
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Your Own Ghost

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Mar 12, 2019
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I didn't think there was any side effects, like its reveresible if you get saved or go yourself to hospital. Am I wrong?
No one really knows, theres so much flow of bullshit nowadays, you cant really trust anybody even on SS. I can only trust the Nitschke guy for now...
We do know, though. There's the science behind it. Sodium Nitrite impedes the delivery of oxygen in your body. From the wiki:

"Sodium Nitrite, NaNO2, acts as a catalyst in the conversion of the hemoglobin in your blood into methemoglobin (MetHB), a molecule with a much higher affinity with oxygen. This occurs when the ferrous ions in the regular hemoglobin are converted into ferric ones. Since its affinity is so high, methemoglobin cannot let the oxygen flow into other tissues that need it, thus depriving them of oxygen even while you're breathing. Death, then, occurs by hypoxia."

So this means that you could be found well after your brain starts resembling a turnip. If you're found before that, you could manage to luck out of it after a hospital stay. There's a cure for Sodium Nitrite poisoning, but there's no cure for organ damage.

And from everything I've read, no one consumes the recommended dosage and decides to back out by taking themselves to the hospital. They're usually found passing in and out of consciousness in a heap on the floor. A few have managed to dial emergency services themselves, but even that'll be a challenge with hypoxia.
 
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Psilo

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482
I need maybe sleeping pills or something intoxicating so I dont really realize what I will do. I really scared if I end up suffering and being conscious while this happens.
 
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Mar 3, 2019
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We do know, though. There's the science behind it. Sodium Nitrite impedes the delivery of oxygen in your body. From the wiki:

"Sodium Nitrite, NaNO2, acts as a catalyst in the conversion of the hemoglobin in your blood into methemoglobin (MetHB), a molecule with a much higher affinity with oxygen. This occurs when the ferrous ions in the regular hemoglobin are converted into ferric ones. Since its affinity is so high, methemoglobin cannot let the oxygen flow into other tissues that need it, thus depriving them of oxygen even while you're breathing. Death, then, occurs by hypoxia."

So this means that you could be found well after your brain starts resembling a turnip. If you're found before that, you could manage to luck out of it after a hospital stay. There's a cure for Sodium Nitrite poisoning, but there's no cure for organ damage.

And from everything I've read, no one consumes the recommended dosage and decides to back out by taking themselves to the hospital. They're usually found passing in and out of consciousness in a heap on the floor. A few have managed to dial emergency services themselves, but even that'll be a challenge with hypoxia.
I thought cyanide was the cure the SN poisoning, somebody commented that in this thread I'm sure. Or have I read question wrong. People have failed here like Eden 2k, had no permanent damage then succeed
 
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Your Own Ghost

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I thought cyanide was the cure the SN poisoning, somebody commented that in this thread I'm sure. Or have I read question wrong. People have failed here like Eden 2k, had no permanent damage then succeed
SN is part of the treatment for cyanide poisoning, if there's enough time. For SN poisoning, docs use something called methylene blue.
 
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Jc40

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Mar 3, 2019
354
Ah ok, thanks. But are you not wanting to die? You follow instructions then you're not going to be saved
 
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Your Own Ghost

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Mar 12, 2019
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I was commenting so people understand that there are risks if they're not found right away. Dying, in most methods, is a process and the body just doesn't flip an on/off switch. The more time that goes by before being found leads to a greater chance of suffering things like brain damage. But true, if one follows instructions they're likely not going to be saved.
 
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DeadlyLiving

DeadlyLiving

I can't fix it, is this where I give in?
Jan 1, 2019
152
So, the links I've found on here for Meto and SN have been broken for the most part. These are the Primperan and SN listing I purchased -- can anyone tell me if they're legit?

If you are talking about the seller being legit, I haven't order from them. If the question means if these products are the right ones: both are fine
 
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Elek

Student
Feb 2, 2019
101
Do you think it is a good idea taking some benzos in order to fall asleep before SN effects kicks in?
 
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whatever1111

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Feb 16, 2019
195
hey, can someone with a good SN, a Company-made one, like apcpure or loudwolf,
tell me what is the texture of their SN - mine doesn't have bigger clumps, but is
a bit hard, sort of like snow, the one you can use to make a snowball with, and has a
soft crunchy sound under your feet. it's not powdery
if that means anything touching it would penetrate it without any ressistance.
I would appreciate any feedback. also, I would like to upload a photo of it, but not sure
what's the procedure - do I use a program to upload it somewhere first,
or do you upload directly from your computer?
 
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a3nova

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Mar 19, 2019
42
Hello fellow Indian!

I avoided the Amazon one completely and went with ibuychecikals one. Although the product I linked was a lab reagent I looked into it a bit and got an analytical reagent from the same website. I couldn't find the purity percentages but ar is supposed to be purer than lr. Since the website is of a chemical supplier for small quantities (Pure Chem) I hope I will get some documents with it that will mention its purity. I'll get mine by early next week which is just in time for my next weekend leaving the world.

other link is not working anymore ibuychemikas one
 
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abid

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Mar 24, 2019
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other link is not working anymore ibuychemikas one

It's opening for me, tried just now.

https://www.ibuychemikals.com/product/Sodium-nitrite-lr-500gm

If it doesn't open for you, try a google search of "ibuychemikals sodium nitrite" - this should give you the site. Also, go for the AR grade as it is supposed to be purer (At least as per a LR vs AR google search) but I think at the end of the day it wouldn't matter since both will be pure enough to get the job done since they are lab chemicals- if anyone proficient in chemistry can confirm this.

I am still waiting for mine to be delivered and will get back with the details of what they actually shipped after I receive it.
 
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a3nova

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Mar 19, 2019
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It's opening for me, tried just now.

https://www.ibuychemikals.com/product/Sodium-nitrite-lr-500gm

If it doesn't open for you, try a google search of "ibuychemikals sodium nitrite" - this should give you the site. Also, go for the AR grade as it is supposed to be purer (At least as per a LR vs AR google search) but I think at the end of the day it wouldn't matter since both will be pure enough to get the job done since they are lab chemicals- if anyone proficient in chemistry can confirm this.

I am still waiting for mine to be delivered and will get back with the details of what they actually shipped after I receive it.

Thank you, placed the order
 
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a3nova

Member
Mar 19, 2019
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It's opening for me, tried just now.

https://www.ibuychemikals.com/product/Sodium-nitrite-lr-500gm

If it doesn't open for you, try a google search of "ibuychemikals sodium nitrite" - this should give you the site. Also, go for the AR grade as it is supposed to be purer (At least as per a LR vs AR google search) but I think at the end of the day it wouldn't matter since both will be pure enough to get the job done since they are lab chemicals- if anyone proficient in chemistry can confirm this.

I am still waiting for mine to be delivered and will get back with the details of what they actually shipped after I receive it.

also how did you score Metoclopramide ?
 
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abid

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Mar 24, 2019
23
also how did you score Metoclopramide ?

Just went to a shop and asked for perinorm. I had a full story prepared in my head in case they asked questions, but as soon I asked for the tab, they gave it to me, no question asked. Don't go to the big reputed shops, they may not give. The small local ones should be no problem (at least it wasn't for me).
 
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xb243

Member
Feb 20, 2019
40
hey, can someone with a good SN, a Company-made one, like apcpure or loudwolf,
tell me what is the texture of their SN - mine doesn't have bigger clumps, but is
a bit hard, sort of like snow, the one you can use to make a snowball with, and has a
soft crunchy sound under your feet. it's not powdery
if that means anything touching it would penetrate it without any ressistance.
I would appreciate any feedback. also, I would like to upload a photo of it, but not sure
what's the procedure - do I use a program to upload it somewhere first,
or do you upload directly from your computer?
where did you get your SN? apcpure or loudwolf?
 
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whatever1111

Student
Feb 16, 2019
195
where did you get your SN? apcpure or loudwolf?
its from e-bay, poland, cheap. looks ok, came in a bottle, with an improvised sticker, but I'm wondering is it too clumpy or not. I dont know if the texture should be very soft, powdery, or if its ok this way. I would upload a photo but im not sure how
 
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snowman626

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Jan 28, 2019
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So this means that you could be found well after your brain starts resembling a turnip. If you're found before that, you could manage to luck out of it after a hospital stay. There's a cure for Sodium Nitrite poisoning, but there's no cure for organ damage.

so if you take the SN and get found out in a very unlucky window of time, you could wake up with brain damage and end up a vegetable? Before when I thought irreversible damage is not possible I would do it at a hotel and it would be fine since even if I get found out at worst I could try again. Now I"m thinking I should do it in the mountains so my chances of getting found is 0%. even if there's a 0.001% chance I'm not going to take it.
 
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whatever1111

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does this seem ok to you? it's not completely clumpy, but when you touch it, it sticks together like on the picture.
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