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xb243

Member
Feb 20, 2019
40
I am thinking about laying down on the floor after taking the SN is that a good idea? I am devastated but I have to do this I can't endure this anymore
Have you tested meto if they give you any side effects? and what antiemetic regimen are you going to do 10mg or 20mg? 2 days prior
 
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Edrudd

Edrudd

Student
Feb 24, 2019
105
I haven't test it yet but I can buy with no prescriptions at the pharmacy. I will test when the SN arrives.I'm going to do 2 days anti emetic meto 3 times daily total 30 mg and will do one full day with Tagamet 800 plus 400 when I take the SN. Can I take an additizonal amount of meto before I take the SN after doing the anti emetic regimen? The more meto the best or it doesn't work that way?
I also don't want my body to decompose but I don't have a choice I guess. I can't afford to do in a place where people can find me
I'm going to do in a place where people will find my like after 2-4 days is this going to fuck my body?
 
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Redrock

Redrock

Student
Mar 5, 2019
123
I would take one more before SN, if i don't feel side effects. But you have to take into account how you feel. Meto is a dopamine blocker and dopamine is a neuro transmitter. Neurological side effects can be, for example. shaking, panic attack. If you feel strong side effects you have to choose other anti emetic!

PPBook:
"An alternative form of administration to take the drug for 48 continuous hours prior to the planned death at the usual 1 tablet (10mg) every 8 hours (ie 3x per day)
Note: this regime removes the need to synchronise the taking of the metoclopramide with the taking the lethal drug. It also serves to uncover any possible adverse effect of the drug leaving time enough to seek an alternative, if neccessery."

Like this: (she took 40mg at the same time)
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/i-had-an-allergic-reaction-to-meto.13258/#post-264224
 
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Quinlor

Quinlor

The stranger
Feb 21, 2019
1,058
Do you really loose the consciousness after 8 minutes? And how is the pain level of this method?
 
bubbletea

bubbletea

Student
Feb 18, 2019
138
Looking for people who are planning to ctb with sn soon. Let's talk about it so we do it correctly.
Add me on discord niniyo27#3216
 
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time2go

Student
Mar 5, 2019
126
Think I will drink it tonight, can't wait for tagamet no more. Things keep happening that are dragging me down
 
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Edrudd

Edrudd

Student
Feb 24, 2019
105
Think I will drink it tonight, can't wait for tagamet no more. Things keep happening that are dragging me down
You have the anti emetic?
Looking for people who are planning to ctb with sn soon. Let's talk about it so we do it correctly.
Add me on discord niniyo27#3216
I add you accept me
 
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Jc40

Specialist
Mar 3, 2019
354
When is the tagamet meant to arrive? I can see you're just wanting to leave now but if not totally prepared maybe they'll be unwanted consequences, like not dying or taking longer time but understand just had enough. Sad to see you go even though don't know you. You have to do what's right for you. Take care
Think I will drink it tonight, can't wait for tagamet no more. Things keep happening that are dragging me down
 
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time2go

Student
Mar 5, 2019
126
When is the tagamet meant to arrive? I can see you're just wanting to leave now but if not totally prepared maybe they'll be unwanted consequences, like not dying or taking longer time but understand just had enough. Sad to see you go even though don't know you. You have to do what's right for you. Take care
Another 2 weeks, I may not go through with it. But circumstances keep getting worse. I feel calm about dieing and I'm not scared
 
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Jc40

Jc40

Specialist
Mar 3, 2019
354
Do you want to talk about it? No probs if not. I'm glad you're not scared and have feeling of calmness
Another 2 weeks, I may not go through with it. But circumstances keep getting worse. I feel calm about dieing and I'm not scared
 
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time2go

Student
Mar 5, 2019
126
Do you want to talk about it? No probs if not. I'm glad you're not scared and have feeling of calmness
I really want too go. But I'll have to try stick it out for the Tagamet, I want to do this right.
 
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Jc40

Jc40

Specialist
Mar 3, 2019
354
I really want too go. But I'll have to try stick it out for the Tagamet, I want to do this right.
When the tagamet comes it will be right. I hope you feel calm then too and best of luck to you
 
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Edrudd

Edrudd

Student
Feb 24, 2019
105
Can I do SN in my room with a 8 hour window?
 
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Edrudd

Edrudd

Student
Feb 24, 2019
105
I'm planning on doing this: put my tv a little louder, take the SN an try to relax at my bed until I get unconscious. I will have a 8 to 10 hours window until someone find me and they will think I'm sleeping so probally I will have a 12 hour window
Is 8-12 hours enough to die?
If I do in my room I can tell what I feel
And honestly i don't want to die in the stairs of my building
And I don't want to die in the stairs of my building
 
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Sarainia Angelsong

Sarainia Angelsong

Female, Earth, Depressed
Mar 7, 2019
56
I strongly favor sn to end it all but I am afraid of vomiting it all out and thus surviving the attempt.
Does anyone know where to get anti-emetics reliably in central europe(germany)? That's the only missing piece for me.

I was also wondering if injecting a sn solution would work as good as drinking it. Theoretically it should. Or maybe taking it rectally to avoid puking. But then it could just sip out again when the body goes unconscious... I am really afraid of surviving an attempt and ending up a vegetable, but I guess that's the risk we all have to take.
But if Hanged immediately after, can't breath or puke so it should stay down which is gonna be my method combo anyways, and with my bad heart as it stands I think it will all add up to a swift guaranteed death! Poison in me and Hanging would prevent the pukage that may come from it and hanging fully off ground where bare feet can't touch anything is what 15 seconds to unconsciousness, so I'm thinking that would be a good way to hold the SN down so it cannot leave at all!
 
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Koal

Koal

Student
Dec 16, 2018
101
Just placed my order on amazon for my Tagamet, which was the last order I needed to place. Now I guess I just keep going to class everyday and wait until everything arrives. Really hope it all arrives safely and my family doesn't ask any questions as to why some sodium nitrite came in the mail.
 
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Jc40

Jc40

Specialist
Mar 3, 2019
354
I have everything. Ordered more meto so can do 3 days. I feel alot better about things, knowing this is here.
 

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zadig777

naive fool
Sep 18, 2018
180
should we eat before drinking SN or should we ingest on empty stomach?
 
Jc40

Jc40

Specialist
Mar 3, 2019
354
Is it not better for empty stomach though don't know why I think that. I'm going to fast
 
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Redrock

Student
Mar 5, 2019
123
should we eat before drinking SN or should we ingest on empty stomach?
min. 8 hours fast
With an empty stomach, 1 dl water absorption is 5-10 minutes
with food in the stomach, 1 dl water absorption is much slower approx. 30- 45 minutes
 
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TheRiverStyz

TheRiverStyz

Yes, that’s a typo.
Jan 16, 2019
100
I just bought food grade SN from eBay - it's surprisingly cheap. Would this be any different from, I don't know, non-food grade? I never understand what "food grade" means when it comes to these chemicals.

Anyway, I don't think I'd be able to obtain antiemetics and/or benzos, so I'm going to take quetiapine (I use 25mg to sleep) and gag myself with plastic and duct tape.

I have about a week before the SN is scheduled to arrive. Thoughts?
 
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Redrock

Redrock

Student
Mar 5, 2019
123
Dimenhydrinate is an OTC anti- emetic. It has different Brand names (wiki for it ). Although I don't know how effective it is when you vomit because of poisoning
 
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pleasethistime

Experienced
Jun 25, 2018
256
would 98% pure work?
this is all i can find. i cant order from abroad due to restrictions.
 
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Karangel25

Experienced
Mar 9, 2019
206
How much sn should I do? I don't have a gram measure. So how many tablespoons? And do I mix it with water? How much?
I plan on doing it soon. Thank you.
 
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Jc40

Specialist
Mar 3, 2019
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