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bigj75

bigj75

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How do you know this? He don't wanted to die after his last attempt.
Did you not see his most recent post? His wife wants to leave him. He said he'd rather just see CTB than to through the divorce. He said he was going to do it last night. He hasn't been online since.
 
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I haven't been working and I'm running out of money lol
I took Kratom and phenibut specifically for this. Increases my work ability and enhances my mood so I'm able to work more and longer. That way I can make enough money to afford the nembutal just in case. I understand your dilemma.
 
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Its industrial grade, dont buy it. Exposed to air and moisture for god know how long.
Get 'pharma grade' instead.
What does Reagent Grade mean?
 
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Mistress Death

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Enema or syringe. It actually would work. Absorption through the anus is effective and completely negates having to taste. Hell I might even do it like that. I just want to make sure I ingest enough since I'm big so orally might be the only way to ingest enough for my size. Dissolve it in the DMSO and use the enema. That would be more effective than dissolving it in water.
sn doesn't dissolve fully in dmso. The dmso seems to just act as a physical carrier for the sn to make it easier to ingest. If I were to use water and sn with a syringe and go through the anus, wouldn't I still feel nausea even though it won't be in my stomach? Also, that area is not as centralized when compared to the stomach.
 
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NorthAmericanQc

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Its industrial grade, dont buy it. Exposed to air and moisture for god know how long.
Get 'pharma grade' instead.
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This one looks good Nitrite from UK, no?
 
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sn doesn't dissolve fully in dmso. The dmso seems to just act as a physical carrier for the sn to make it easier to ingest. If I were to use water and sn with a syringe and go through the anus, wouldn't I still feel nausea even though it won't be in my stomach? Also, that area is not as centralized when compared to the stomach.
Refer to Xerxes post. He said if necessary heat the glass you put the dmso and sn in to help it fully dissolve. He said there was no nausea when he ingested it with dmso.
 
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Refer to Xerxes post. He said if necessary heat the glass you put the dmso and sn in to help it fully dissolve. He said there was no nausea when he ingested it with dmso.

Yup. Heated at 25 celcius/ 77 Fahrenheit I believe.
 
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Refer to Xerxes post. He said if necessary heat the glass you put the dmso and sn in to help it fully dissolve. He said there was no nausea when he ingested it with dmso.
I heated the mug, but it took over an hour to fully dissolve it and there were still some specks left in it. Maybe that's good enough. It does turn a slight pale yellow.
 
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I heated the mug, but it took over an hour to fully dissolve it and there were still some specks left in it. Maybe that's good enough. It does turn a slight pale yellow.
Wtf?! you going to ingest it now?
 
bigj75

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How do i know if the SN is pharma grade?
 
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Wtf?! you going to ingest it now?
No. I did a test last night to see how long it would take to dissolve. I had enough dmso and sn left for when I'll actually try.
 
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No. I did a test last night to see how long it would take to dissolve. I had enough dmso and sn left for when I'll actually try.
Oh ok cool.

Hope it works for you and you have peace.
 
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NoOneKnows

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Its industrial grade, dont buy it. Exposed to air and moisture for god know how long.
Get 'pharma grade' instead.[/QUOTE

Can you explain this please? How do I know what grade I bought ? THanks
 
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crova

Making death amazing journey
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crova said: ↑
Its industrial grade, dont buy it. Exposed to air and moisture for god know how long.
Get 'pharma grade' instead.[/QUOTE

Can you explain this please? How do I know what grade I bought ? THanks
How do i know if the SN is pharma grade?

I read about it couple months ago.
I found Russian laboratory selling sodium nitrite from their online shop
Pharma grade describes its purity but also it was stored in air tight plastic container like other medical products so no air and moisture exposure.
I guess they could provide necessary certificate if you require one.

Industrial grade is used in meat business used as a preservative, its sold in large several kg bags
 
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crova said: ↑
Its industrial grade, dont buy it. Exposed to air and moisture for god know how long.
Get 'pharma grade' instead.[/QUOTE

Can you explain this please? How do I know what grade I bought ? THanks


I read about it couple months ago.
I found Russian laboratory selling sodium nitrite from their online shop
Pharma grade describes its purity but also it was stored in air tight plastic container like other medical products so no air and moisture exposure.
I guess they could provide necessary certificate if you require one.

Industrial grade is used in meat business used as a preservative, its sold in large several kg bags


aaa I see, thank you :) So if it is from chemical lab place, 1kg in closed plastic container, it should be "pharma grade"
 
NorthAmericanQc

NorthAmericanQc

Experienced
Feb 5, 2019
227
I guess I should've buy the Loudwolf brand instead of the UK from eBay.. Idk. I'm worried it could fail because of this reason.

But the Loudwolf is 70$+7$ shipping, and it takes almost a month to arrive home
.
I know, money doesn't matter in the end, but if I'm not ready to do it right away, I need that money. Sighhhh. I hope the UK nitrite is good quality. The guy sent me the MSDS by email with my purchase.
 
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crova

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I spent almost £300 on my nitrogen exit bag kit. you won't to skimp few $$ on your last show...
 
NorthAmericanQc

NorthAmericanQc

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227
I spent almost £300 on my nitrogen exit bag kit. you won't to skimp few $$ on your last show...

Not sure the the dsmo/SN method should be that expensive. I spent as it is now around 100$.
 
bigj75

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I tried something last night. I used about 50ml of it, but since the sn wasn't fully diss

In the next day or so.
Please let me know when you are about to do it.
 
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I spent almost £300 on my nitrogen exit bag kit. you won't to skimp few $$ on your last show...
Why do you like that method? Do you have a link to buy stuff?
 
Scottishchef

Scottishchef

Member
Jan 17, 2019
90
Yeah the sn i have is 99.5% very fine nearly a powder had a taste of it little bitter but not too bad
 
NorthAmericanQc

NorthAmericanQc

Experienced
Feb 5, 2019
227
Yae it should be less than $50 all together for the sn/dsmo method.

In Canada, products coming from USA is so much more expensive. For exemple, the loudwolf SN is $20 in states and 70$+7$shipping in Canada.

But f**K it. I think I'll purchase the Loudwolf just to be absolutely sure. Crossing fingers it'll work the very first attempt. I'll probably use 25g to be absolutely sure.

Edit : Ordered the Loudwolf SN 99.9% and dsmo 99.9% already ordered.
 
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