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Jezzibell

Jezzibell

On my way out. Yayyyyy
Apr 21, 2023
709
- The Sn is fine. It'll be fine upto 3 years as long as it's sealed properly.
- 100mg is too less to kill you even with your weight being that low. 25g is the usual dose for anyone below 100kg but since your weight is so low 15g should be enough. There was a weight to an chart on this thread somewhere back but I can't find it.
- You only need 1 of them. Domperidone or meto. Since meto is giving you alergic reaction than don't take that. Domperidone is enough.
- I haven't read anywhere about taking amytriptilene so I cant recommend it at all.
- paracetamol is recommended. 1,000mg of it an hour before you take sn.
- Bupropion / Naltrexone either dont seem to be needed either.

This is what I have read and what I will be doing myself.
1 hour before Sn - 1,000 mg paracetamol
35-40 mins before - Domperidone.
0:00 - SN.
Thats It.
P.S. - you can read this for more info - https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...-method-comprehensive-guide-sn-method.121672/

Thank you. I meant 100g but my brain is in a flat spin. I was thinking the Amy will make me sleep and then there is no chance it'll not work. I am bulimic and cope with acid reflux during the night. It doesn't wake me up. But like the person said, it's not certain if one will cancel the other. I'll still take 25mg. It has to work.
 
SleepySept

SleepySept

Member
Nov 7, 2023
61
Anything I can take instead of the antiemetics listed or any otc ones? Doesnt have to be perfect just something that could possibly help even a little bit.
 
ForeverBroken

ForeverBroken

Memento mori
Jun 17, 2023
132
Neither of you have posted enough content. We have to very careful in keeping sources confidential otherwise they get nabbed by the authorities. I can only provide EU or Asia but not mow
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Don't worry - non anorexics cannot imagine such a low weight. Like I say - I fall and cannot break that fall so always land on my back and my head bounces
Neither of you have posted enough content. We have to very careful in keeping sources confidential otherwise they get nabbed by the authorities. I can only provide EU or Asia but not mow
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See above
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Don't worry - non anorexics cannot imagine such a low weight. Like I say - I fall and cannot break that fall so always land on my back and my head bounces
If I haven't posted enough, sorry about that. I really didn't think about that as an issue. I was just trying to find a resource for myself since I was struggling to find anything on my own on the web. But I completely understand.
 
SleepySept

SleepySept

Member
Nov 7, 2023
61
Will meclizine work as an antiemetic? I know it isn't particularly strong enough for dopamine blocking like the prescription drugs listed, but wondering if it will help even a little bit or will affect the results.
 
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mia_qwerty

Student
Apr 13, 2023
153
What would happen if you only took the SN and no anti metric? Would you be sick?
 
nimium1

nimium1

Member
Oct 25, 2023
6
In 2019 I was still hesitating and just got the Meto, to my surprise I could just buy it on ebay.
Now that I can't stand another month SN is gone for good in Europe
 
WonderingSoul

WonderingSoul

Gamer
Dec 15, 2021
327
Hello, I have two questions.

1. What would happen if you attempt the SN method with SN that isn't 99% pure ?
2. If someone has found an SN source that ships to the US that isn't tig, can you please dm me ? I'd really appreciate it.
 
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viljalauss

viljalauss

he/they 21
Aug 22, 2023
167
so i wanna get sn before sources dry up, even if that means storing it for a long time before ctbing once fully prepared. if i fully chicken out of taking it or firmly decide (rather blindly) to live indefinitely, how would i dispose of sn? would just exposing it to air to oxidise then flushing it work, or would a more elaborate method be needed?
 
bridgeluvr626

bridgeluvr626

-
Oct 17, 2023
35
Neither of you have posted enough content. We have to very careful in keeping sources confidential otherwise they get nabbed by the authorities. I can only provide EU or Asia but not mow
[



See above
]

Don't worry - non anorexics cannot imagine such a low weight. Like I say - I fall and cannot break that fall so always land on my back and my head bounces
Got it, what the ~estimated~ amount of posts you need?
 
hiccup

hiccup

neverforget
Nov 14, 2023
11
Hi all,
I was wondering if anybody had a source for SN and antiemetic.
 
Jezzibell

Jezzibell

On my way out. Yayyyyy
Apr 21, 2023
709
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Wistful

Wistful

Member
Nov 15, 2023
85
Has anyone gotten a visit from the police? Especially in the US?
 
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doughmixer1982

Student
Jun 8, 2023
101
Can anyone send me a source for SN ? I ordered from Poland but thye stopped replying after receiving payment.
 
WonderingSoul

WonderingSoul

Gamer
Dec 15, 2021
327
From what I'm reading lately since SN is already restricted and the whole case with that guy.
Not sure what you are referring to. I ordered SN a while back and nobody checked on me.
 
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MusicToLogIn

Student
Sep 20, 2021
182
Hello.
Can someone provide me with a SN source that has SN high in purity?
So far I've only gotten SN low in purity.
I have tried so far 4, soon 5 sources.
I live in Germany, if that's important.
Thx alot.
 
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DT2007

DT2007

reincarnation
Oct 9, 2023
197
I took sn last night and failed. I took a glas beckte i went to bed. I had a fast heartbaet, didn't feel uncomfortable. I woke up 2 hrs later and puked it all up and went back to sleep. I take mirtazpin and quetiapine. I wish I woke up dead.
 
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Scattered-Soul

Scattered-Soul

It was an indescribable pain
Oct 2, 2023
163
I posted a thread but since no one replied there I guess I should just post in here as well. Asking if anyone has any reliable sources that would ship to the Balkans/Eastern Europe? I managed to find a few local ones (super cheap at that, we're talking 10 bucks for 1kg). Problem is that one of them only sells to schools (I won't even attempt to try my luck with that one) and the others are from an online market. I don't fit the image of a person who'd be buying SN for its intended purposes and I wouldn't do well if I had to talk through the phone, I don't wanna raise any suspicion and that's what I'm mostly afraid of, plus not being sure what to even say if I were to contact a seller. Like I wonder if they'd know right away why I'd need it, stuff like that. The extremely low price also makes me worried that it might be a scam even though I don't have much to lose if I were to give them 10 bucks.

I feel pretty conflicted, I live in a shitty underdeveloped country where you rarely even hear about suicide cases, SN doesn't seem like something that could be strictly regulated here but you never know. I'd really appreciate it if anyone could offer me some advice on how to approach this. Also I'd still like to order from outside of the country so the request for another legitimate source still applies.
 
lostall_hope11

lostall_hope11

let me sleep
Oct 24, 2023
21
If anyone knows of any sources in Canada, I'd be grateful for a PM... I know they've cracked down quite a bit and it's difficult to get. I've been having issues as I do so much research but I'm still stupid (bad with info/timelines) i.e. thought I could do inert gas with party store helium not knowing the 99% wasn't accurate (mixed w/ oxygen). I am in Canada it is impossible to get a gun basically --- been scammed for N on the suicidewatch reddit as well. Looking for any reliable helpful info --- desperate ty.
 
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gbi2

Specialist
Jul 10, 2023
311
Can anyone give their opinion on ordering SN under a business name that could be seen as having an indirect need for it (not human food) be less suspicious or more suspicious? The business wouldn't necessarily have anything to do with food, but it could be said that it is trialling it as a preservative?
 
Meditation guide

Meditation guide

Always was, is, and always shall be.
Jun 22, 2020
6,089
I took sn last night and failed. I took a glas beckte i went to bed. I had a fast heartbaet, didn't feel uncomfortable. I woke up 2 hrs later and puked it all up and went back to sleep. I take mirtazpin and quetiapine. I wish I woke up dead.
I'm sorry this happened to you! If you can or want to, can you give any details such as how much you took? Did you test it first?
 
DT2007

DT2007

reincarnation
Oct 9, 2023
197
I'm sorry this happened to you! If you can or want to, can you give any details such as how much you took? Did you test it first?
Its 99% purity tested. I had about s teaspoon full in 50ml water. I had diphenhydramine which has antiemetic properties. I felt an increase of my heartbeat after taking it and a faster breathkng rate. Not really uncomfortable. I fell asleep or passed out don't know which. Two hours later i woke up and puked it all out, sweating profoundly. Then i fell asleep again to wake up 6 hrs later... alive.
 
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deadtrace

deadtrace

Member
Aug 7, 2023
58
Has anyone gotten SN in the UK recently? Not asking for sources I know that isn't allowed, just wondering if it's still quite difficult and if it's worth the risk.
 
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miserablemarbles

miserablemarbles

So tired.
Nov 5, 2023
13
Its 99% purity tested. I had about s teaspoon full in 50ml water. I had diphenhydramine which has antiemetic properties. I felt an increase of my heartbeat after taking it and a faster breathkng rate. Not really uncomfortable. I fell asleep or passed out don't know which. Two hours later i woke up and puked it all out, sweating profoundly. Then i fell asleep again to wake up 6 hrs later... alive.
how many teaspoons? I was going to go with five teaspoons
 
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losing hope

Arcanist
Apr 27, 2022
446
Has anyone gotten SN in the UK recently? Not asking for sources I know that isn't allowed, just wondering if it's still quite difficult and if it's worth the risk.
I would also like to know this, especially if they have received it from the "m" source in the Balkans.
 
SleepySept

SleepySept

Member
Nov 7, 2023
61
Fuck man, took 0.5 grams while giving a taste test after reading a thread saying it tastes awful, tablesalt with a bad sour taste.
It didn't taste awful in a small amount, but I do agree with the description. It's the same type of sourness you'd taste in vomit. And while I didn't mind the taste it does linger and it sets awfully in the stomach.
 
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Fuck man, took 0.5 grams while giving a taste test after reading a thread saying it tastes awful, tablesalt with a bad sour taste.
It didn't taste awful in a small amount, but I do agree with the description. It's the same type of sourness you'd taste in vomit. And while I didn't mind the taste it does linger and it sets awfully in the stomach.
when I tasted it, I found it unremarkable but salty as hell however nothing that I couldn't see a problem with.
 

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