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oono

oono

Student
Aug 26, 2020
174
I hesitate between 3 methods, n, f and sn. After several searches I think sn is the best, no lasting side effects if it fails and no risk of going to jail because the product is equal. The output looks peaceful if the product is pure, although some discomfort may be present in the event of vomiting until falling asleep
 
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Arvinneedstodie

Arvinneedstodie

Existing is not living
Sep 17, 2018
197
Does anyone know if the ACS grade SN is actually pure enough? Specifically the HM brand (3959) from the rainforest and the ACS grade from LA brand.

These two seem to be the only options readily available online right now. I would really appreciate it if anyone has any insight into any of them. Please help me out.
 
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Hepi

Member
Jun 5, 2021
42
I have an appointment with my GP tomorrow. What should I tell the doctor to get a prescription for propanolol?

I'm thinking of playing the social anxiety card. I have a social anxiety, but I've never confided in anyone about it, especially doctors. Likewise, I have never been to a psychologist or psychiatrist. Do I have a chance of getting a prescription in this situation?

Help me figure out what bullshit things I should say to convince the doctor for propanolol.
 
aanka

aanka

i cannot PM yet
Feb 23, 2019
26
hi all, how many hours of fasting do I need before taking the Stat dose?
 
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auror.

Member
Jun 7, 2021
51
This has probably been asked a million times before, but where can I get SN in the UK? All the places I've checked either don't deliver to individuals or have labels that are in Chinese.

Do you think I'd be able to get some pure SN from a butcher's? I'd love if I didn't have to wait for delivery.
 
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Braindead Atheist

Braindead Atheist

Specialist
Oct 7, 2020
387
how many mg per kg of sn does it take to kill a person?
 
Phosphophyllite

Phosphophyllite

3.5
Aug 8, 2021
39
Can anyone PM me a source in the US? A few days ago I ordered from a specific seller, but their SN has been out of stock for days and my order won't be shipped until they restock.
 
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thebigpigman

Member
Aug 28, 2021
57
Here india its strict, but i written in a plane paper the generic names of dopomine blockers,
Metaclopramide
Domperidone
Proclorperazine

and approched many medical shops in town, all they denied, yet atlast one shop keeper asked me back, that "who adviced for this medicine", i told my friend is doctor, and he suggested through phone, then they gave me without billing.
U just try like this s
No, it was not free, i think becouse of non oct drug, for their safety they avoided the bill giving to me.
In India, how to get SN sodium nitrite. I am having troubles to get it.
 
rosie93

rosie93

Student
Aug 28, 2021
152
Can anyone PM me a source in the US? A few days ago I ordered from a specific seller, but their SN has been out of stock for days and my order won't be shipped until they restock.
I wonder how many people bought it to ctb...
 
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Eol21

Member
Aug 22, 2021
15
Hey all,
Any non-prescription antiemetics available in usa?
I believe sn can be found easily and legally...

How necessary is the antiemetic?

Would no antiemetic really cause someone to not be able to cbt?
 
rosie93

rosie93

Student
Aug 28, 2021
152
I don't think so. People take antiemetics and vomit anyway so... I guess people who used to vomit in the past are going to vomit taking SN no matter what. There's no stopping it. Good thing is you can vomit and still die.
 
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thebigpigman

Member
Aug 28, 2021
57
I don't think so. People take antiemetics and vomit anyway so... I guess people who used to vomit in the past are going to vomit taking SN no matter what. There's no stopping it. Good thing is you can vomit and still die.
Who told you even after taking antiemetic people vomit? Then what is the use of taking those cimetidine?
 
rosie93

rosie93

Student
Aug 28, 2021
152
Who told you even after taking antiemetic people vomit? Then what is the use of taking those cimetidinesome of the goodbye sn mesagges
I've read some sn goodbye messages and interviews with people who have survived.
 
Snake of Eden

Snake of Eden

“Ye shall be as gods..🍎 🐍”
Jun 22, 2021
2,475
Who told you even after taking antiemetic people vomit? Then what is the use of taking those cimetidine?
Yes people can still vomit even with antiemetics. Thats why it is recommended to have second or 3rd glass as backup in case vomitting keeps on happening to insure enough of SN is absorbed for it to do the job
 
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aanka

aanka

i cannot PM yet
Feb 23, 2019
26
hi all, I'm thinking of doing my SN in about 6 hours. Is there anyone that's willing to spend some time talking to me for a little bit? not during my SN but now, so I can express how I feel? I could really use some company
 
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aminend

aminend

Warlock
May 24, 2020
747
hi all, I'm thinking of doing my SN in about 6 hours. Is there anyone that's willing to spend some time talking to me for a little bit? not during my SN but now, so I can express how I feel? I could really use some company
I hope u peaceful journey.
 
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mindmadeup

mindmadeup

Member
Mar 31, 2021
9
hi all, I'm thinking of doing my SN in about 6 hours. Is there anyone that's willing to spend some time talking to me for a little bit? not during my SN but now, so I can express how I feel? I could really use some company
I hope everything goes as planned x
 
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rosie93

rosie93

Student
Aug 28, 2021
152
I wonder...
Are you scared?
Or is it only me who is scared?
I'm scared it's going to be painful or that I will know what is happening to me.
I am still going to do it but and just hope for the best.
 
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aanka

aanka

i cannot PM yet
Feb 23, 2019
26
I'm quite scared and feeling dissociated!
 
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rosie93

rosie93

Student
Aug 28, 2021
152
Me too. Just think about positive things. Imagine having to live for another 50-60 years. I always knew I was going to die young even when I wasn't thinking about cbt. I could never imagine being old. Life just isn't for us. It was always inevitable.
 
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aanka

aanka

i cannot PM yet
Feb 23, 2019
26
I feel exactly the same way, I've been thinking about suicide since I was 7 years old! thank you for your support :)
 
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rosie93

rosie93

Student
Aug 28, 2021
152
I feel exactly the same way, I've been thinking about suicide since I was 7 years old! thank you for your support :)
Always. I was always in love with this song. Had no idea it will be so fitting these days:

Imagine there's no heaven
It's easy if you try
No hell below us
Above us, only sky

You
You may say I'm a dreamer
But I'm not the only one
I hope someday you'll join us
And the world will be as one
 
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aanka

aanka

i cannot PM yet
Feb 23, 2019
26
this song makes so much sense to me. thank you for posting it. this is how I feel, that the world should be as one. but I find that I'm alone in feeling this way and that the world is not innocent
 
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thebigpigman

Member
Aug 28, 2021
57
I've read some sn goodbye messages and interviews with people who have survived.
Can you please share those interviews so that my method doesn't fail. Thank you
I've read some sn goodbye messages and interviews with people who have survived.
You also seem experienced, What mistakes should i avoid so that I don't survive?
 
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Zephyr141

Member
Aug 30, 2021
12
Would a combination of Sodium Nitrite and Meclizine be a good, peaceful, and painless way to go out without vomiting everything up? I can add other things to my plan if needed. Thank you.
 
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Throwaway8675309

As each day grows the reasons to die does as well.
Apr 29, 2019
211
Hi there! I was wondering if i have to double the dose of everything if i weigh 115kg? Thanks so much.
 
Phosphophyllite

Phosphophyllite

3.5
Aug 8, 2021
39
Can I take SN with only painkillers, or is an antiemetic and an antacid necessary?
 
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