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Lunar

Lunar

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Aug 14, 2018
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I've ordered everything now although I don't have any benzos or anything to help me sleep. I can't get them from my doctor. I really hope this works.
 
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Wantingpeace

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Aug 16, 2018
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I've ordered everything now although I don't have any benzos or anything to help me sleep. I can't get them from my doctor. I really hope this works.
I've orderdd everything except benzos and sleep meds too..can't get them. I wondder if overcounter sleep meds would be Better than nothing? Not sure how much to take as I know high doses of meds can cause paradoxical effect..
 
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Duqu

Curse your sudden but inevitable betrayal!
Aug 27, 2018
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I've ordered everything now although I don't have any benzos or anything to help me sleep. I can't get them from my doctor. I really hope this works.

I suggested this to someone else but if you don't have ADD / and/or a tolerance you can try benadryl. That's what's in Tylenol PM that makes the "PM" part make you sleepy (wow that was a really poorly phrased sentence. You know what I mean). It doens't make ME sleepy (a dose of benadryl is 25mg and I once took 200mg because of an allergic reaction and it didn't make me even yawn because I have ADD and everything is kinda reversed when you have it).

ETA my mom is neurotypical (AKA she doesn't have ADD) and 50mg benadryl knockers her flat on her ass for like 9 hours.
 
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RacilyDank

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Sep 3, 2018
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I would really like to know this too. I have *never* taken an antiemetic of any sort. I got some Primperan via eBay, but I only got only one pack of 20 x 10mg, so I don't have many to 'experiment' with. As it's supposed to be 30mg prior to taking the SN, that means I wouldn't have enough to take 30mg every 8 hours over 2 days.

Will one larger dose regime be okay?
I only got 20 too and wasted 4 on a failed attempt. Passed out from psych med OD before taking the SN
 
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Lunar

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Aug 14, 2018
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I suggested this to someone else but if you don't have ADD / and/or a tolerance you can try benadryl. That's what's in Tylenol PM that makes the "PM" part make you sleepy (wow that was a really poorly phrased sentence. You know what I mean). It doens't make ME sleepy (a dose of benadryl is 25mg and I once took 200mg because of an allergic reaction and it didn't make me even yawn because I have ADD and everything is kinda reversed when you have it).

ETA my mom is neurotypical (AKA she doesn't have ADD) and 50mg benadryl knockers her flat on her ass for like 9 hours.

Haha, I get what you mean.

Thank you for the suggestion. It's appreciated.
 
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TengoK

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Aug 1, 2018
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From what I read the interval regime for drug OD would not be 30mg 3x a day, but 10mg 3x a day for 2 days, every 8 hours.

Anyone correct me if wrong please.

Ah, okay, so that's 3 tablets a day over 2 days. Total of 6 tablets. Leaving more than enough for the day taking SN. That's cool to know.
 
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Freesan

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Ah, okay, so that's 3 tablets a day over 2 days. Total of 6 tablets. Leaving more than enough for the day taking SN. That's cool to know.
The dose also depends on who's advice you follow and which antiemetic you have.

Can be 10, 15 to 20mg.
The final dose is the last dose on day2.
If you go for 48 hours.

For example:
https://en.m.wikibooks.org/wiki/Suicide/Toxification/Antiemetic_regimen

Under "Antiemetic options"
and than scroll down to ahead regimes.

More sources on antiemetic regimes exist. This is far from the only one.
You can search around and eventually choose one.
 
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WastedPotential

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Sep 20, 2018
7
Trying to get antiemetic where I am would be too much of a trouble, so I decided to skip this part despite of some reports of vomiting (the people died despite of if).

My steps will be:
  1. Fasting for at least 8 hours;
  2. Take Tagamet (Cimetidine) 30 min before;
  3. Take 20mg of SN in less than 100mL of water.
I guess that's it, right?
 
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WastedPotential

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Sep 20, 2018
7
I couldn't find a physical store to buy SN, so I ordered it online.

However, the less complicated place I found still made me pay a small fee for the transportation of "dangerous substances", so I'm guessing there are going to be warnings on the package, and this might become a big problem for me.

I currently live in a place where the deliveries don't come directly to my house, and if there are warnings on the package, the people receiving it will certainly question me about it.

I don't think saying that I intend to cure some kind of meat with it is going to convince them, so I'm trying to talk to the seller to find a way of picking up the product somewhere other than where I live.

I can't be too pushy about it, as the seller would probably figure that something is off, so I will just cancel the order if I don't get the choice of picking it up.

Another idea I had was to receive the product in a hotel instead. I could stay on it for one or two nights by the date of the delivery and tell the reception that I am waiting for a package.

Opinions?
 
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IfHeDiesHeDies

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Sep 12, 2018
383
I couldn't find a physical store to buy SN, so I ordered it online.

However, the less complicated place I found still made me pay a small fee for the transportation of "dangerous substances", so I'm guessing there are going to be warnings on the package, and this might become a big problem for me.

I currently live in a place where the deliveries don't come directly to my house, and if there are warnings on the package, the people receiving it will certainly question me about it.

I don't think saying that I intend to cure some kind of meat with it is going to convince them, so I'm trying to talk to the seller to find a way of picking up the product somewhere other than where I live.

I can't be too pushy about it, as the seller would probably figure that something is off, so I will just cancel the order if I don't get the choice of picking it up.

Another idea I had was to receive the product in a hotel instead. I could stay on it for one or two nights by the date of the delivery and tell the reception that I am waiting for a package.

Opinions?

Opening a PO Box would be cheaper and easier than staying in a hotel waiting for your package to arrive.
 
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WastedPotential

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Sep 20, 2018
7
Opening a PO Box would be cheaper and easier than staying in a hotel waiting for your package to arrive.

They don't deliver to PO Boxes unfortunately.
 
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Oblivion

Oblivion

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Aug 2, 2018
611
I couldn't find a physical store to buy SN, so I ordered it online.

However, the less complicated place I found still made me pay a small fee for the transportation of "dangerous substances", so I'm guessing there are going to be warnings on the package, and this might become a big problem for me.

I currently live in a place where the deliveries don't come directly to my house, and if there are warnings on the package, the people receiving it will certainly question me about it.

I don't think saying that I intend to cure some kind of meat with it is going to convince them, so I'm trying to talk to the seller to find a way of picking up the product somewhere other than where I live.

I can't be too pushy about it, as the seller would probably figure that something is off, so I will just cancel the order if I don't get the choice of picking it up.

Another idea I had was to receive the product in a hotel instead. I could stay on it for one or two nights by the date of the delivery and tell the reception that I am waiting for a package.

Opinions?
i received mine the same way with warning on the a big box that its toxic, the box is like 20 times bigger than the bottle itself, i don't know why they did that and they made me pay alot of money for it, it cost me 120$ to receive it.
 
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Wantingpeace

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Aug 16, 2018
672
I received mine in just plain box
 
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lifeofregret

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Sep 7, 2018
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I have everything, I'm sad my Dad signed the package and has no idea what he gave me...I never wanted death, I just wanted a time machine to prevent my physical disability. Please walk an hour outside for me since I am unable to, you'll feel better and won't take granted the power of muscle which I do not have. I hope death brings life because I want to play baseball with my Dad again.
 
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Freesan

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Jul 3, 2018
101
Order of consuming is.

Antiemetic 45-60min before sn.
Tagamet.
Sleeping pill.
Sn.

?
 
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Bodhisattva

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Sep 12, 2018
14
Methods of measuring the 15g of SN?
 
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CantGoOn

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Jun 7, 2018
73
I'm planning on combining gravol with unisom. The problem with the other medications mentioned is I really fear tradive dyskinesia a type of movement disorder that comes with these dopamine blocking meds, what if my body starts thrashing before I can even take the SN. Idk I'm afraid after watching so many YouTube videos.
 
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PatKat

Meh
Aug 9, 2018
1,022
I have wondered is SN painful?
 
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Duqu

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Aug 27, 2018
452
I'm planning on combining gravol with unisom. The problem with the other medications mentioned is I really fear tradive dyskinesia a type of movement disorder that comes with these dopamine blocking meds, what if my body starts thrashing before I can even take the SN. Idk I'm afraid after watching so many YouTube videos.

I take a med with tardiv dyskinesia as a potental side effect from long-term use. I told thmI don't care as long as Igot some sleep! (Thorazine, 400mg / night for the past 9 years)

I think it take regular usage to see that side effect. It is highly unlikely you'd get it after trying it (not to mention you'd hopefully be dead and not have to deal with it anyway..
 
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windingdown

windingdown

Specialist
Sep 10, 2018
367
I would really like to know this too. I have *never* taken an antiemetic of any sort. I got some Primperan via eBay, but I only got only one pack of 20 x 10mg, so I don't have many to 'experiment' with. As it's supposed to be 30mg prior to taking the SN, that means I wouldn't have enough to take 30mg every 8 hours over 2 days.

Will one larger dose regime be okay?
The PPH recommends a stat dose of 4x10mg metoclopramide 30 minutes before taking the SN. So you should be OK.
 
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windingdown

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367
I'm planning on combining gravol with unisom. The problem with the other medications mentioned is I really fear tradive dyskinesia a type of movement disorder that comes with these dopamine blocking meds, what if my body starts thrashing before I can even take the SN. Idk I'm afraid after watching so many YouTube videos.
I've had tardive dyskinesia from two anti-psychotics I've tried. It hasn't been a big deal - just my fingers and toes wanting to move. But I've mostly had control over it, and it's been mild. I guess having some experience with it makes it not scary to me.
 
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CantGoOn

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Jun 7, 2018
73
I've had tardive dyskinesia from two anti-psychotics I've tried. It hasn't been a big deal - just my fingers and toes wanting to move. But I've mostly had control over it, and it's been mild. I guess having some experience with it makes it not scary to me.


I suppose the videos that show awareness are always going to be worst case. Some people even after one dose get this.

I've had akasthesia from an antidepressant but it did go away.
 
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windingdown

windingdown

Specialist
Sep 10, 2018
367
I've decided on SN as my top choice method (first it was pong seeds, then partial suspension). It will arrive in the mail early next week - perfect, when no one else will be home to see it.

I am a 31 y.o. healthy F, 120 lbs/56 kg, 5'6/168 cm.

My approach, based on the PPH handbook + my own modifications, will be:

- First thing in the morning, empty stomach. Probably skip dinner the night before.
- Towel with plastic underneath on my bed, in case of an accident.
- 5x10mg metoclopramide & 800mg Tagamet 30 minutes before.
- 3 Excedrin (my favorite headache/migraine medicine) 20 minutes before.
- 15g SN dissolved in 50-60 ml water (about 1/2 cup).
- Under the covers. Consciousness should be lost within 5-12 minutes, I think. Good night!
 
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Wantingpeace

Wantingpeace

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Aug 16, 2018
672
I have everything, I'm sad my Dad signed the package and has no idea what he gave me...I never wanted death, I just wanted a time machine to prevent my physical disability. Please walk an hour outside for me since I am unable to, you'll feel better and won't take granted the power of muscle which I do not have. I hope death brings life because I want to play baseball with my Dad again.

I'm sorry you are unable to walk but i don't Think people would be on a site like this if they were not severely suffering and if a walk made feel better. I can walk but I'm absolutely tortured by a condition no one can see. I don't want to die either.
 
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Wantingpeace

Wizard
Aug 16, 2018
672
I've decided on SN as my top choice method (first it was pong seeds, then partial suspension). It will arrive in the mail early next week - perfect, when no one else will be home to see it.

I am a 31 y.o. healthy F, 120 lbs/56 kg, 5'6/168 cm.

My approach, based on the PPH handbook + my own modifications, will be:

- First thing in the morning, empty stomach. Probably skip dinner the night before.
- Towel with plastic underneath on my bed, in case of an accident.
- 5x10mg metoclopramide & 800mg Tagamet 30 minutes before.
- 3 Excedrin (my favorite headache/migraine medicine) 20 minutes before.
- 15g SN dissolved in 50-60 ml water (about 1/2 cup).
- Under the covers. Consciousness should be lost within 5-12 minutes, I think. Good night!
I hope it is lost quickly..800mg tagamet? Is it not 400mg?
 
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axorz

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Aug 5, 2018
72
You tried with SN? Were you unconscious after you puked? How did get to hospital?

This could do with a thread of it's own.
my brother was in house and i walked to him because i started to puke and i thought something was going wrong
 
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windingdown

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Sep 10, 2018
367
I hope it is lost quickly..800mg tagamet? Is it not 400mg?
I've only seen the May or June 2018 PPH, where he suggests sodium bicarbonate (not Tagamet). I have taken the idea of 800mg Tagamet as a replacement from this forum, but haven't read it myself.

Does anyone else want to weigh in? Which PPH version is your source for the Tagamet suggestion + dosage?
 
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