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FadingAway

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I mean these 20 minutes before you pass out. you'll puke blood in agony or seriously you will feel more or less tolerable? Or you can take massive amount of benzos right before taking SN?

Taking a massive amount of benzos before SN seems underrated. It's not that hard to stay awake
 
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My weight is 150 kg. How many grams of SN should I use?
30g

if you haven't found these yet, please have a look at these threads in this post

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/sn-essential-reading.42898/
 
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autumnal

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Feb 4, 2020
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Tagamet or milk of magnesia

Can I strongly suggest referring questions like this to the key resources (whether via your post or mine) rather than just answering their isolated questions for them? Asking these kind of questions suggests they haven't read either the PPH or Stan's Guide, and a failure to do so (and so only get a fragmented understanding of the SN method from single posts in the megathread) really sets them up for suffering and failure with this method.

Just my own opinion here, but I think it is a sound one.
 
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I want to end it

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Can I strongly suggest referring questions like this to the key resources (whether via your post or mine) rather than just answering their isolated questions for them? Asking these kind of questions suggests they haven't read either the PPH or Stan's Guide, and a failure to do so (and so only get a fragmented understanding of the SN method from single posts in the megathread) really sets them up for suffering and failure with this method.

Just my own opinion here, but I think it is a sound one.
I read stan's guide and he goes through everything. He says antacid is preferable but I didn't know a good one to take.
 
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May 23, 2020
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Can someone roughly describe/summarize the mentioned process for creating the nitrite/propanolol mixture? Do you simply crush the propanolol tablets to dust and mix them in with the normal SN mixture? The PPH I have doesn't have a video attached.

(Will be using ~20g SN as I am relatively small and not prone to vomiting, and probably ~150mg propanolol in the hope of combating the tachycardia without turning it into a double overdose. Not totally set on a propanolol dosage though.)
 
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aminend

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May 24, 2020
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Can someone roughly describe/summarize the mentioned process for creating the nitrite/propanolol mixture? Do you simply crush the propanolol tablets to dust and mix them in with the normal SN mixture? The PPH I have doesn't have a video attached.

(Will be using ~20g SN as I am relatively small and not prone to vomiting, and probably ~150mg propanolol in the hope of combating the tachycardia without turning it into a double overdose. Not totally set on a propanolol dosage though.)
U can find a good movie in this thread

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/propranolol-dosage-for-sn.42878/#post-783871
 
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aaaannndz

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Feb 17, 2020
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I know in Stan's guide he said to take double the dose of antacid..but for the milk of magnesia I bought it says a regular dose is 1-15mL, so double that would be 30mL...but at that point it becomes a laxative (30-60mL). Should I take slightly less than 30, like 29?
 
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I'd Go right in the middle and do 15?
I know in Stan's guide he said to take double the dose of antacid..but for the milk of magnesia I bought it says a regular dose is 1-15mL, so double that would be 30mL...but at that point it becomes a laxative (30-60mL). Should I take slightly less than 30, like 29?
 
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Holloet

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Jun 9, 2020
319
They say you should make backup doses in case you vomit, but will the SN still be as potent if you just leave a glass of it mixed with water and exposed to the air and grab it later?

Also, I saw that someone said they used toothpaste to numb the taste and then rinsed their mouth after drinking it. Is it okay to do this?
 
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They say you should make backup doses in case you vomit, but will the SN still be as potent if you just leave a glass of it mixed with water and exposed to the air and grab it later?

Also, I saw that someone said they used toothpaste to numb the taste and then rinsed their mouth after drinking it. Is it okay to do this?
You're typically making the SN drinks 15 mins prior to consuming. The back up cups are in case you vomit immediately after ingesting first cup. This would mean the SN solution is not exposed or would lose concentration in those minutes. A mixed solution of SN is good for several hours (4–6 possibly). It's not something you would "grab later" as in hours later.

I don't know how toothpaste numbs your tastebuds but I'd also imagine it's hard to just rinse out after smearing on tongue. Another suggestion is mouthwash, rinse and spit before hand.

also this information is in the resource guides
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/sn-essential-reading.42898/

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Lmd

Elementalist
Jul 12, 2020
812
As the guide said it was easy to buy it I bought my sn with a simple google search in my own country that feels the right one(check purity, if it's nano2, lab use, etc) but after reading all those problems getting it and other threads now I'm a biiit scared. Maybe I'm missing something?
 
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Saed

Nondescript
Apr 21, 2020
580
As the guide said it was easy to buy it I bought my sn with a simple google search in my own country that feels the right one(check purity, if it's nano2, lab use, etc) but after reading all those problems getting it and other threads now I'm a biiit scared. Maybe I'm missing something?
It's not a problem to buy SN,unless you live in a country hit by new legislation.
In the U.S.A for example SN is not difficult to procure at all.
 
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GoodPersonEffed

Brevity is my middle name, but my name was TL
Jan 11, 2020
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As the guide said it was easy to buy it I bought my sn with a simple google search in my own country that feels the right one(check purity, if it's nano2, lab use, etc) but after reading all those problems getting it and other threads now I'm a biiit scared. Maybe I'm missing something?

If you already bought it, why are you scared?
 
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Jul 12, 2020
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It's not a problem to buy SN,unless you live in a country hit by new legislation.
In the U.S.A for example SN is not difficult to procure at all.
Sorry but what legislation? I'm from spain
 
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Saed

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Apr 21, 2020
580
Sorry but what legislation? I'm from spain
Certain countries introduced regulations concerning the sale of SN to private individuals.
In the U.K. for example,it became nigh-on impossible to purchase domestically,unless you have a licence from the Home Office,are a business,limited company,educational institution,etc.
 
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pleasethistime

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Jun 25, 2018
256
By the way dont try salty water drinking test as me. I feel too bad for days. Feel very tired and headache. I already had bad health and respiratory problems. I think i ll die with 10 15 gr sn if my sn is not broken.
I think olanzapine is very good as an antiemetic.
 
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GoodPersonEffed

Brevity is my middle name, but my name was TL
Jan 11, 2020
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I think i ll die with 10 15 gr sn if my sn is not broken.

You may survive 17 g or less. I suggest you see the anecdotal accounts of successes and failures. If you want to succeed, 20 g is the recommended minimum.
 
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pleasethistime

Experienced
Jun 25, 2018
256
You may survive 17 g or less. I suggest you see the anecdotal accounts of successes and failures. If you want to succeed, 20 g is the recommended minimum.
I am 60 kg and my respiratory system is already weak. Anyways following the instructions is the best of course.
 
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suicidalstrawbabie

Member
Jul 6, 2020
43
Hey, I'm on Amazon rn trying to find SN. One brand in particular has a few listed. I was wondering if someone could PM me and let me know which one I should order? One is GRM417 and one is GRM3959 with a few reviews saying poor quality.
 
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I want to end it

Arcanist
Apr 29, 2018
475
is it possible to take a really really tiny amount of sn to see what the effects are like? not enough to ctb but enough to feel what it's like.
 
GoodPersonEffed

GoodPersonEffed

Brevity is my middle name, but my name was TL
Jan 11, 2020
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is it possible to take a really really tiny amount of sn to see what the effects are like? not enough to ctb but enough to feel what it's like.

I am not recommending this, but when I did the blood test, I couldn't get enough drops of blood so I dabbed a tiny bit of SN onto where I'd poked myself on the arm. 5-10 minutes later, I felt warmth go up my arm and down into my chest, started having mild breathing restriction and tachychardia. I drank a lot of water and the symptoms stopped.
 
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Holloet

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Jun 9, 2020
319
I'm not sure how to measure SN. I looked at a bunch of threads about this and got a bunch of different answers. Some say 1 tbsp is 15g, some say it's 30g, etc... I'm so confused.
 
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I'm not sure how to measure SN. I looked at a bunch of threads about this and got a bunch of different answers. Some say 1 tbsp is 15g, some say it's 30g, etc... I'm so confused.
Do you have a scale to weigh it?
It was put into practice in this thread. (Approximates of course)
25g is 1.5 Measuring tablespoons.
20g is 1.25 measuring tablespoons
16g is 1 measuring tablespoon
Level not heaping

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...vailable-sn-can-you-weigh-a-tablespoon.41429/
 
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Holloet

Specialist
Jun 9, 2020
319
No.
Even if I get one, I'm not exactly sure how to go about measuring it. Do I just dump the SN straight on it until it equals enough grams and then just scrape it off with my hand?
 
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No.
Even if I get one, I'm not exactly sure how to go about measuring it. Do I just dump the SN straight on it until it equals enough grams and then just scrape it off with my hand?
Read my mesage again.. i edited it
Also @Holloet .. you could put it on a tissue To measure it then transport it to a cup on the tissue.
I don't mean to sound demeaning but i can't help but question your age. Please if you're a minor, please give yourself more time to consider ctb. If you're an adult i apologize..
 
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Holloet

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Jun 9, 2020
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I'm not a minor, just an idiot. And I research about this everyday, but my mind is so messed up it's hard for me to concentrate and I'm obsessed with having things clarified. Sorry.
 
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suicidalstrawbabie

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Jul 6, 2020
43
Ordered my SN!! Wish me luck. I'm on mirtazipan and Effexor, should I stop taking them a few days before I CTB?
 
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autumnal

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Feb 4, 2020
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is it possible to take a really really tiny amount of sn to see what the effects are like? not enough to ctb but enough to feel what it's like.

iu
No. Do not do this. Even a small amount can be fatal, or at the very least can create symptoms that require you to get medical help and may bring unwanted attention from doctors, authorities and family/friends which could make your future attempt more difficult. The guides already comprehensively describe the effects of SN and what they feel like. I would strongly suggest you read these before going any further.
 
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i have read that paracetamol shouldnt be taken with meto. should you take ibuprofen instead?
 

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