Venting SN likely stuck in customs

[EndlessDream]

My SN was meant to arrive on Friday but is possibly stuck in customs because there was a delay according to the courier when everything was going so well. It's now the weekend so nothing can be done until this coming week at least. I had plans to CTB today but it's all been delayed now. I feel like even wanting to CTB is a struggle and living is a struggle. It's all a struggle. I just now have to wait and suffer more. I hope this can get resolved quickly. I've ordered more from elsewhere too but having to work and talk to people is a huge struggle and source of suffering. I want to be freed from this nightmare but regulations and processes are making it even harder than it should be...

 

[missingpeace]

Just hold on, I had a similar experience here in Aus, the parcel took longer than expected when the postage was just meant to be interstate. Took like a week to get to me, it will be on the way.. do you have a way to track the parcel?

 

[EndlessDream]

Just hold on, I had a similar experience here in Aus, the parcel took longer than expected when the postage was just meant to be interstate. Took like a week to get to me, it will be on the way.. do you have a way to track the parcel?

Mhm! I paid extra for "3-4 days express" and of course furious that once again courier services have betrayed me, reaffirming my belief that life is just a struggle and even trying to CTB is a struggle. It said specifically it'd arrive on Friday. I'm in NZ and it's going through Singapore (which I bet are bunch of stingy fucks with this sort of thing, knowing the type of substances they have to go through). I'm hoping they haven't destroyed the parcel. This gives me a speck of hope at least. thanks

 

[missingpeace]

Mhm! I paid extra for "3-4 days express" and of course furious that once again courier services have betrayed me, reaffirming my belief that life is just a struggle and even trying to CTB is a struggle. It said specifically it'd arrive on Friday. I'm in NZ and it's going through Singapore (which I bet are bunch of stingy fucks with this sort of thing, knowing the type of substances they have to go through). This gives me a speck of hope at least. thanks

I know, the waiting around for death to come is the worst, I'm also in a similar position where i have to wait till everyone is out of the house to try my methods. It feels like you just want to be done with it already. That's frustrating that you have paid extra but not getting it in the said time. It's probably just delays due to international courier. I hope you get it soon.

 

[EndlessDream]

I know, the waiting around for death to come is the worst, I'm also in a similar position where i have to wait till everyone is out of the house to try my methods. It feels like you just want to be done with it already. That's frustrating that you have paid extra but not getting it in the said time. It's probably just delays due to international courier. I hope you get it soon.

I'll be scouting around info for people's plans so I can find some time alone. All of these processes are giving me anxiety and sleeplessness Fun fun

 

[FuneralCry]

It certainly is so incredibly unfair how it's this difficult to finally exit this world. I see it as being awful how we cannot just exit in a peaceful and straightforward way without all of the complications and secrecy involved, this world undeniably is hell.

 

[EndlessDream]

Great news! My SN passed customs and I now have 50g SN of 99%> purity. I'll still test both aquarium and blood.