Should I give up hope on SN?

[3FailedAttemptss]

I'll be out of the psychward January/February, do you all honesty think I have a shot at getting my hands on SN? (I live in Scandinavia). Or should I look into other methods? All I want is a SN end to my life but reading SaSu is so discouraging with regards to SN availability— it pushes me towards much more uncomfortable methods.

I just need a realistic perspective on this.

 

[Blueberry Panic]

Realistically... other options .
Sn is a great method but being that you've been caught with it so many times I believe you should reevaluate methods and find one that best suits your situation.

 

[dorko]

do you think a trip to poland would be possible for you after you get out?
i think thats one of a few ways to go